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August 26, 2009

Juadah Hari Ini...

Let's see the menu that I had prepared for berbuka today....


Kerabu Mangga

Spaghetti served with authentic Malay sauce(yummy!!)

Sweet and Sour fish..

What do you think? Ok..Better go to sleep now. Till then..


Eternity

Have you ever think that you might fall in love with someone that you might not think that you will? I mean he/she is someone that is not yours but you already had a feeling for him since like forever? As for me, I never thought that those kind of things would ever happened in my life. Never thought that my first crushed is my partner now. My everything. My love and my life. Even though our relation has many obstacles and I always hurt but my love for him grows even stronger. I don't mind being hurt so many times because love takes it all. Times will heal everything, don't worry. Now I know in a relationship there are list of "do and don't". Never forced a guy to love you. And always give him space so that he could be alone sometimes. If you are really really hurt, and you were like crying for the whole day, never show it to him. All you do is just tell him that what he did really hurt your feeling. But don't call him and cry, hoping that he will wipe your tears. *lelaki sangat tidak pandai memujuk, tahu?* Besides, he will think that you are weak and he will do the same thing over and over because he thinks that you are so into him. Never put a high expectation on your partner, accept him for what he is. *terima seadanya,ok?* Respect his feelings and his toughts. Don't you ever raise your voice to your partner, and don't be too childish. *lelaki sangat tidak suka perempuan yang mengada-ngada,ok?*Try to be away from him so that you could find out how much that he loves you. This is what I did now. Even though I'm a bit regret of the decisions that I made, but on the other side, I'm so grateful that at last he declared that he doesn't want to lose me. He doesn't want me to be so far away from him. He needs me.

Dear, I also had the same feeling. But dun worry. If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. Kalau dah memang ada jodoh, even kita terpisah tujuh lautan pun, kita tetap akan bersama juga akhirnya. Tapi kalau kita dah memang tiada jodoh, walaupun hanya tinggal seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan sahaja di muka bumi ni, which is you and me, kita takkan bersama juga. Betul tak? Ok then, I'm in the blue mood, thinking of him as I miss him so damn much. Till then.

August 24, 2009

The Third Day

Assalamualaikum. Firstly, alhamdulillah sebab hari ni dah masuk hari yang ketiga kita berpuasa. Like always, I'm going to write about the menu that i had just now during berbuka. Menu hari ini ialah asam pedas tulang, sayur bayam tumis air, ayam percik, kerabu sotong ala Thai dan popiah. Memandangkan this is my first time buat kerabu sotong, saya nak share dengan all of you. Menu yang lain tu saya dah biasa buat, jadi saya tak perlulah kot nak share resepinya.

Bahan-bahan:

Sotong (saya tak timbang tadi sotong tu berapa kg, saya guna je sotong yang ada. Kamu pandai-pandailah anggarkan sendiri berapa yang kamu nak guna)
1 biji bawang besar, dihiris halus
1 biji tomato, didadu kecil
1 batang serai, dihiris halus
2 biji cili merah, dicincang kasar
7 biji cili padi (Boleh ditambah atau dikurangkan mengikut selera masing-masing)
Segenggam daun ketumbar, dihiris
Gula melaka atau nira (sila cairkan terlebih dahulu)
3 sudu besar sos ikan
1 biji limau nipis (diambil jusnya)
Garam secukup rasa
Cara memasak:
  1. Celurkan sotong didalam air mendidih selama lebih kurang 3-5 minit(agak-agak la ye bila sotong tu dah masak). Angkat dan toskan airnya. Simpan didalam peti sejuk sementara menyediakan bahan untuk kerabu.
  2. Masukkan sos ikan dan garam kedalam gula melaka yang telah dicairkan tadi. Kacau sehingga sebati.
  3. Kemudian masukkan bahan-bahan yang lain beserta sotong dan gaulkan sehingga sebati.
  4. Sedia untuk dihidang. Untuk pengetahuan semua, kerabu sotong ni sedap dimakan jika sejuk dan kelazatan resepi ini terletak pada gula yang digunakan. Anda tidak akan mendapat hasil yang sama jika menggunakan gula putih.

Senang bukan? Okay, here are some photos that I would like to share with you:


Antara bahan-bahannya

Sotong yang telah dicelurkan...

Hasilnya...

Yummy....

Please note that bahan-bahan yang saya gunakan telah pun saya anggarkan mengikut jumlah sotong dan citarasa saya sendiri. Anda juga boleh mengubahnya mengikut taste anda sendiri. Cooking is an art, remember?Selamat mencuba.:)


Udang 3 Rasa

Oleh kerana ada yang bertanya tentang resepi udang 3 rasa yang saya masak semalam, saya rasa it's better for me to share it in my blog so that semua orang boleh cuba masak.

Bahan-bahan:
  • 1/2 kilo udang (bersaiz sederhana atau besar, tidak perlu buang kulit)

  • 1 inci halia ( dihiris)

  • 1 ulas bawang putih, dihiris ( kalau size seulas garlic tu kecil, guna la 2 ulas)

  • Sebiji bawang besar ( dipotong dadu besar-besar)

  • 2 sudu besar sos tomato

  • 1 sudu besar cili mesin atau cili boh

  • 1 sudu besar pes tom yam

  • 1 sudu besar sos cili

  • 1 1/2 sudu besar sos ikan (boleh didapati di mana-mana kedai)

  • Hirisan capsicum (hijau dan merah)- kalau tak ada capsicum, pakai cili merah and cili hijau pun boleh

  • Sedikit air

  • Garam dan gula secukup rasa

  • Daun ketumbar untuk hiasan

Cara memasak:

  1. Tumiskan bawang putih dan halia sehingga garing sedikit dan naik bau.

  2. Kemudian masukkan sos tomato, cili mesin (atau cili boh), sos cili dan pes tomyam, tumis sehingga garing sedikit.

  3. Masukkan garam dan gula secukup rasa

  4. Masukkan sedikit air (mengikut citarasa anda- kalau nak berkuah sedikit, masuk la air lebih sikit)

  5. Masukkan bawang besar yang telah dipotong dadu.

  6. Masukkan udang dan gaul sehingga masak. Kemudian masukkan sos ikan.

  7. Masukkan hirisan capsicum (saya suka capsicum tu nampak fresh, so saya masuk last sekali sebab tak nak bagi capsicum tu over-cooked)

  8. Apabila sudah masak, hindangkan di atas pinggan dan tabur daun ketumbar sebagai hiasan

  9. Sedia untuk dimakan.

Selamat mencuba!


August 23, 2009

The Second Day

Alhamdulillah. Hari ni dah masuk hari kedua kita berpuasa. Masih ada lagi 28 hari sebelum menyambut Aidilfitri. Today's menu: Sup daging cendawan,paprik daging, mee goreng and puding laici as dessert. So sad sebab tak sempat nak ambil picture puding laici saya. Saya baru buat puding tu dalam pukul 5 tadi, so nak masuk dalam fridge still lagi panas. So I just let it cold and nearly 6 o'clock tadi baru pindahkan dalam fridge. And sebab puding tu belum lagi keras, saya letak kat freezer. So bila dah azan, sort of like hectic nak berbuka, terus je potong puding tu and tak ingat nak snap a photo. Next time bila saya buat saya ambil ya? Oh ya, sebenarnya nak cakap...tadi saya buat resepi baru. Yes! Tengok kat tv pagi tadi nampak macam senang sangat. Jadi saya pun cuba. Sebab tak sempat salin resepi, like always, saya pakai agak-agak je la. By the way, cooking is an art, isn't it? Nak tahu apakah resepi baru saya? Sila lihat gambar di bawah:


Tada!!! Udang 3 rasa. Biasa selalu dengar ikan tiga rasa kan? This time udang tiga rasa. Nice!!Nak resepi? Silalah tanya saya. Semacam sudah bosan la asyik makan sambal udang, udang sweet sour, udang goreng asam, and banyak lagilah. Jadi hari ni cuba resepi yang ini. Best la sebab the moment saya rasa, saya pun tak tau nak cakap rasa dia macam mana. It's a combination of pedas, masam and manis. That's why it's 3 rasa. And ada element Thai sikit dalam resepi ni.

Sekarang terasa sangat heaven sebab boleh meneruskan hobby saya tanpa ada halangan. Owh, apakah halangan tersebut. What I mean is that memasak di rumah sendiri YANG SANGAT LENGKAP membuatkan otak saya sangat pantas memikirkan masakan yang akan saya masak. Kejap, masih ada orang lagi ke yang nak masuk kelas memasak saya? Saya semacam busy lah! kalau nak tanya anything, just ring or text me.

Oh ya! Ada satu lagi gambar saya nak share. Pagi tadi one of my nieces, Qistina datang dekat saya, gosok-gosok tangan saya, belai- belai tangan saya then dia cakap " Cik ma...nak main game boleh tak?" Sangat comel, ok?Jadi saya pun memberilah baby lappy saya kat dia. Qistina sangat cerdik. Umur baru nak masuk 3 tahun bulan sembilan ni. Tapi sangat pandai cakap. Dan sangat pandai mengambil hati saya. Dia selalu cakap kat saya "Cik ma..pakwe cik ma handsomela...pakwe kakak tak handsome...". Sangat pandai cakap. Dah boleh eja some words and dah boleh type nama sendiri di laptop. Nak share aksi Qiqi tengah main game di baby lappy saya pagi tadi.

Gaya sangat tidak menahan, okay? Dia tak sedar pun saya snap her photo masa ni. Punyalah khusyuk main game..Oklah..till then


August 22, 2009

Holy Ramadhan

Today is the first day of Ramadhan. For those who doesn't have any idea what Ramadhan is all about, I'll give a brief meaning of it. Okay first of all, Ramadhan or Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. All Muslims are fasting during this month, which means they( Muslims) refrain from eating, drinking, smoking, sexual conduct,and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until sunset. Muslims are fasting for the sake of Allah, and to offer more prayer as usual, for example Terawih. Fasting is meant to teach Muslims spirituality, patience and modesty.During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. Additionally, the dates of Ramadhan vary as compared to solar calendar.

Everyday during Ramadhan, Muslims from all over the world will wake up before dawn to Sahur (the pre-dawn meal), then we perform Subuh prayer. We have to stop eating, drinking or doing whatever that can make our fasting to be fouled before the call prayer starts until Maghrib. Oh, before I forget, fasting also teach us to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Ramdhan has so many advantages. It teaches us to have more self-discipline, self-control, sacrifice, empathy, thus encouraging generosity and charity. I love Ramadhan. For me, Ramadhan is a very holy and the most beautiful month compared to other months.

Now it's 5 p.m. already and I have like 2 and a half hours to break the fast. Today I'm going to break the fast with my family. Our menu for today are daging masak lemak cili padi, ikan goreng, sayur kacang goreng pedas and char kuey tiaw. I'm not sure what are we going to have for drinks. Lychee maybe..but I love to have a Ribena juice for my drink. So I have to go out and buy it before Maghrib.

Hurm....actually I'm looking forward to break the fast with him. But since he is at Subang Jaya and I'm at Melaka, how are we going to meet? I can drive there but it will be sort of like unfair because it always have to be me that have to travel miles away just to meet him. Dear...hope you did read this. I really really really want to see you. Okay then. Have to finish today's menu. I love Ramadhan!!! Till then.

August 21, 2009

Holiday???

People said holiday is the best time for you to spend your precious moments with your family and your love one. If you are staying hundreds of mile away from your partner, for sure you will be like dying to meet him, don't you? Same goes to me. I had already prepared dress that I'm going to wear on the just-in-my-dream-date, the pants that I'm going to wear, the shoes that I'm going to use, which is so matching with my brand new XOXO wristlet. How am I going to make up myself. Everything was well-planned until.............................Erm..It's better for me to shut my mouth cause if I let it out, my tears will run down on my cheeks like waterfalls.

I wonder why sometimes the words that came out from a mouth of a guy can really hurt my feeling? I'm now feel so sorry for myself and that's why I'm going back to Melaka today. Supposedly I want to meet him first then I'll go back but since it's been a burden for him to meet me and ask me for a date, it's better for me to just sit at home, don't sms and call him, just let him be happy and live the easiest life without me. This is going to be the worse holiday of my life ever. Now I miss Terengganu. My rented house, my mattress, my blanket, my room and my loneliness..



*Is it too difficult to make your partner smiling and happy instead of keep on hurting?*

Till then.

Kisah Rumput Kesepian

I took this from my friend. This is a very nice story and a bit touchy. I dedicated this story to him and to all of you. Read this and you'll find out.

Ada satu cerita,pasal rumput dengan kasih sayang...renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal!!
Pada suatu pagi di satu sekolah menengah, ada seorang pelajar bertanya pada seorang guru yang sedang mengajar. Ketika itu, guru tersebut sedang menyentuh mengenai kasih dan sayang secara am. Dialog di antara pelajar dan guru tersebut berbunyi begini :

Pelajar : Cikgu, macam mana kita nak pilih seseorang yang terbaik sebagai orang paling kita sayang?. Macam mana juga kasih sayang itu nak berkekalan?

Cikgu : Oh, awak nak tahu ke? Emmm…baiklah, sekarang kamu buat apa yang saya suruh. Ikut je ye…mungkin kamu akan dapat apa jawapannya.

Pelajar : Baiklah…apa yang saya harus buat?

Cikgu : Kamu pergi ke padang sekolah yang berada di luar kelas sekarang juga. Kamu berjalan di atas rumput di situ dan sambil memandang rumput di depan kamu, pilih mana yang PALING cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi walaupun sekali. Dan kamu petiklah rumput yang PALING cantik yang berada di depan kamu tersebut dan selepas itu bawa balik ke kelas.


Pelajar : Ok. Saya pergi sekarang dan buat apa yang cikgu suruh.

Apabila pelajar tersebut balik semula ke kelas, tiada pun rumput yang berada di tangannya. Maka cikgu pun bertanya kepada pelajar tersebut.

Cikgu : Mana rumput yang cikgu suruh petik?

Pelajar : Oh, tadi saya berjalan di atas rumput dan sambil memandang rumput yang berada di situ, saya carilah rumput yang paling cantik. Memang ada banyak yang cantik tapi cikgu kata petik yang paling cantik maka saya pun terus berjalan ke depan sambil mencari yang paling cantik tanpa menoleh ke belakang lagi. Tapi sampai di penghujung padang , saya tak jumpa pun yang paling cantik. Mungkin ada di antara yang di belakang saya sebelum itu tapi dah cikgu cakap tak boleh menoleh ke belakang semula, jadi tiadalah rumput yang saya boleh petik.

Cikgu : Ya, itulah jawapannya. Maknanya, apabila kita telah berjumpa dengan seseorang yang kita sayang, janganlah kita hendak mencari lagi yang lebih baik daripada itu. Kita patut hargai orang yang berada di depan kita sebaik-baiknya. Janganlah kita menoleh ke belakang lagi kerana yang berlaku tetap dah berlaku. Dan semoga yang berlalu tidak lagi berulang. Jika kita berselisih faham dengan orang dengan orang yang kita sayang itu, kita boleh perbetulkan keadaan dan cuba teruskan perhubungan tersebut walaupun banyak perkara yang menggugat perhubungan tersebut. Dan ingatlah orang yang kita sayang itulah kita jumpa paling cantik dan paling baik pada MULAnya walaupun nak ikutkan banyak lagi yang cantik dan baik seperti rumput tadi. KECUALILAH jika perhubungan tersebut tak boleh diselamatkan lagi, maka barulah kita mulakan sekali lagi. Maka sayangilah orang yang berada di depan kita dengan tulus dan ikhlas.
Nice isn't it? Till then.

August 20, 2009

Singing Happy Happy

Hi all..it's been a long time since my last entry, isn't it? Well like always, the same old typical reason, BUSY. It's true that I'm busy. I just finished my first slot of SBE ( School Based Experience). I went to SK Tok Dir and it's a very nice school. All the teachers are nice too. Can't wait to go there again for the second slot.

Oh, before I forget, my location now is at Sultan Mahmud Airport. Waiting to depart. And...hey!! I'm using my broadband! Now I can post entries everywhere I am.

Ok then..got to go. Can't write any longer cause I have no idea. Ask me why??Because I'm now singing happy happy to go home!!!!! Till then.

August 11, 2009

R.I.P., My Dear Cousin

Just received a news from my mom. My dear cousin had just passed away this morning in a car crashed. I was trembling and tears running down on my cheeks. Apa yang membuatkan saya jadi lebih sedih ialah saya sangat dah lama tak jumpe my cousin. I'm planning to visit her during weekends but then Allah loves her. Anyways, Al-Fatihah to my cousin. Rest in peace.

August 10, 2009

Sakit

Petang tadi saya ke klinik. Pergi bersama Abg. Hanif and Kak Ina. Kondisi tidak berapa baik. Mengalami kesukaran bernafas. Owh..sila jangan ada tanggapan yang salah. Although itu ialah salah satu simptom, tapi saya bebas dari virus tersebut, InsyaAllah. Saya ke klinik sebab......macam biasalah asthma.
Melangkah masuk ke bilik doktor, saya duduk dengan tenang even keadaan sebenar saya sangat sukar nak bernafas. Perbualan yang paling common antara seorang pesakit dan seorang doktor.
Cik Akma, apa masalah cik?
Ermm.....saya ada asthma. Rasa macam susah nak bernafas since 2 hari lepas
Selalu ke kena asthma?
Erm...hari tu masa camping ada sekali. Tapi tak severe.
Bulan June? Bulan May?Bulan April?
Errrr....tak ingat la doktor.
Ok, pusing belakang.

Seperti biasa, doktor memeriksa pernafasan saya. And suddenly doktor tu macam nak marah.

Awak dah tahu asthma kenapa sekarang baru nak datang?
Err..(sambil membuat muka blur seakan-akan tidak faham)
Awak tahu tak saluran pernafasan awak dah sangat bengkak dan menyebabkan ia terlalu sempit?
Err...(tak dapat kawal muka blur sebab sudah terlalu sakit akibat tak boleh bernafas)
Sekarang ni awak masuk bilik rawatan, saya bagi awak nebulizer.

Saya tersangat sudah familiar dengan nebulizer. Semasa di UiTM dulu, pernah saya on sendiri and operate benda tu sendiri disebabkan sudah kerap menggunakan nebulizer. After finished, jumpa balik doktor mendapat ceramah, like always.
Owh ya, maka terbatal la sudah puasa saya sebab doktor suruh saya makan and makan ubat untuk buka saluran pernafasan or pendek kata untuk meredakan bengkak di saluran pernafasan saya. Eh, sebelum terlupa, saya nak share satu gambar dengan kamu semua. Gambar ni was taken weeks ago but tak sempat nak upload. Gambar ni diambil masa pergi ronda-ronda Terengganu dengan cikgu-cikgu KPLI yang lain menaiki kereta sewa. Ini ialah pantai yang berdekatan dengan Maktab saya.


Sangat nyaman bukan? dan juga sangat panas.. Chop..saya dah gelap..


Situasi

Pagi yang cerah dan ceria. But hey....just got the latest news or should I say rumors *hope so* saying that 2 more teachers are positively infected by the most popular virus nowadays, the Influenza A (H1N1). So total up, there're 5 people infected. Keadaan sekeliling agak merisaukan sebab ramai orang memakai mask sebagai langkah pencegahan. Saya juga memakai mask. Kawan-kawan pun pakai jugak. Mari lihat gambar yang baru di ambil sebentar tadi.


Teachers are turning to doctors (from left: Nina, Siti, Yana, Dila, Dayang and me)

Teacher Akma, Teacher Hui Yi and Teacher Stephanie

Oh ya..gambar Sufian budak comel tak ada dalam gambar di atas. Sorry Sufian. Next time ok? Situasi sekarang sangat mencemaskan tapi.......saya try untuk mengawal emosi saya. I'm trying hard to generate E.I.C. ( Emotional Intelegence Competency). Till then.

August 09, 2009

Penat

Sudah hampir 4 tahun..
Tiba-tiba saya terasa sangat penat.
Penat menunggu
Penat berharap
Penat bercinta
Penat merindu
Penat. Penat. Penat.
Masa depan?
Biar takdir yang menentukan.
Now pun sudah sangat penat.
Mahu tidurlah.
Till then.

*Chop...Terasa lega sedikit melihat wishlist yang semakin berkurangan.*

Yang Ketiga

Uiks?Tajuk "Yang Ketiga"? Sila jangan berasa hairan kerana hari ni terasa semacam gila mengepost entry. Ini ialah entry saya yang ketiga for today. Dan entry ini akan ditulis dalam Bahasa Melayu. *cuma akan terselit beberapa English words, mind me*
Mood saya sekarang sedikit down. Perasaan..hurmm...sedikit kecewa dan menyesal. Aik? Menyesal pulak? Kenapakah? Wah...sangat banyak soalan yang hanya mempunyai satu jawapan sahaja. Terlajak kata, buruk padahnya. I asked someone a question just now, well I could say sort of a stupid question. Atau dalam bahasa yang lebih senang difahami, saya telah mengemukakan satu soalan yang boleh dianggap soalan bodoh kepada seseorang. Ia menjadi satu soalan bodoh kerana jawapan yang saya terima tidaklah seperti yang diharapkan.
As for me, harapan adalah satu perkara yang sangat menggembirakan. Walaupun pada hakikatnya perkara tersebut tidak mungkin jadi kenyataan tapi, ianya still boleh membawa sedikit kegembiraan. Mengapakah? Kerana saya ialah seorang yang percaya kepada keajaiban (believe in miracle). Salahkah atau susah sangatkah untuk memberi saya gambaran yang indah tentang masa depan saya?

Maka, langkah yang boleh saya ambil seterusnya ialah....FOKUS kepada kerjaya saya sepenuhnya. Sepenuhnya? Seperti agak kejam bunyinya, bukan? Wah..perlu memikirkan ayat yang lebih sesuai dari ayat tersebutlah. Atau mungkin saya perlu menjadi seseorang yang pentingkan diri sendiri (selfish)? *bukan jual ikan (sell-fish),okay?* Atau mungkin sudah tiba masanya saya memadam wishlist saya yang ke-10, ke-12 dan yang ke-13. Itu juga akan difikirkan.

Chop...emosi tiba-tiba berubah. Emo sekejap.

Take A Break

Hi all! I'd just finished my PGS class. Oh, PGS stands for "Pengurusan Gerko Sumber". We were discussing about the project for this semester. The bad thing is, after my lecturer finished his briefing, I'd already have my headache. The project seems so complicated as I am not that so computer literate. Yes, and I admit that. However, feel like I'd learnt that before but I forgot when and where. So I have to refresh everything and be more hardworking in completing this task. What most important is that I have to finish my lesson planning for English Year 3, then I can plan what to do for my projects.

Let's forget about the project for a while. Well after class I went straight to Koperasi to buy some tit-bits. Lately I always want to chew something and I don't know why. Maybe a bit of over active because I have to go here and there, completing so many tasks and everything. I bought a nice bun and a packet of "kerepek". And the best part was....I bought an ice-cream! Yay! Cornetto Choc Disc. What? I'm over excited just because of an ice-cream??Well I should! It's been a long time since I had my last ice-cream. This is the ice-cream that I had just now.

Well...as I took my first bite, ahhh.....felt so heaven! It's very nice to have an ice-cream during the extra hot and sunny day. Terengganu is so damn hot, okay..I'd already got sun tanned. Don't be surprised to see me when I come back. Ok then. I have to do my laundry. Till then. Assalamualaikum.


H1N1 Virus

Assalamualaikum. I'm now in the middle of Education Knowledge (Ilmu Pendidikan) class. The lecturer was awesome but too much input making me feel a little bit of sleepy. The lecturer keep on saying that we are going to remote area in Sabah and Sarawak. I'm now can accept it and eager to go there. Aik? Weird huh? Well the most important is being a teacher. Where am i going to be posted is not a big deal, at all. Huhu.

Well, back to the topic, H1N1 virus. There are rumors saying that 3 of the students here are positive of H1N1 Virus. But still the lectures still go on like usual. We had been provided by mask and have to wear it, or should I "MUST" wear it. Oh yes! I forgot to tell you that last weekend was the most silent and quiet weekend I had ever have. Why? Because everyone went back as most of the students were infected by fever, cough and flu.

Actually, what I would like to tell you is that.....I AM DAMN WORRIED OF THIS VIRUS!!!!!! I don't want this Maktab to be closed because I hate class replacement during this coming August school holidays. Hello!!I had already bought return flight ticket, ok?

Ok then, have to concentrate on the topic Educational Philosophy. Till then.

August 08, 2009

Thinking of You

Lately I'm trying to find my mood for blogging. Ask me why? I was struggling to connect to the Internet for the past few days but I'd failed and that's why I'm taking rest to update my blog. So pathetic! Okay...My location now is at the nearest CC, searching the information for my assignment. Now I feel like i want to go back home. Really miss my home. So damn homesick!! It's really hard living at Terengganu.

Sekarang ini sangat teringatkan mak dan abah. Sangat rindu, ok? Yesterday after talking with my mom and dad on the phone, I cried. I don't know why but as I heard their voices, my tears started running down on my cheeks. I tried so hard not to waste my tears but I couldn't. Well.....Tomorrow is my father's birthday and the next day is my mom's birthday. Waaa..I'm crying out loud now because I want to hug them and wish them a very happy birthday. Unfortunately I couldn't. To mom and dad, your beloved daughter wishes you a very happy birthday and may Allah bless you, both of you.

I really really miss everyone now. My parents, my family, my nieces and nephews and my love one! I can't wait to go back this end of August. I miss my shopping therapy, I miss my karaoke therapy, I miss everything! By the way, last week I went to Secret Recipe with Mayo and his friend, Am. I was so damn happy! Terasa sangat heaven okay? Anda tahukah perasaan heaven itu?Terasa seperti berada di luar Terengganu for a while. Haha. Oh ya, for your info, saya sekarang tersangat outdated. Tidak tahu cerita apa yang sedang hangat di pawagam, tidak tahu lagu terbaru di radio, the latest handbag, the latest perfumes. So outdated. Please don't ask me anything about the latest fashion cause I'm outdatedlah!

Okaylah.. Got to go. Need to buy something for my dinner. Today I'm not going to buy my dinner at cafe because I'm now a bit of cafe food overdose. You guys should try the cafe's food then you know what I mean.Okay then... Will update later after I buy my broadband. Maybe next week. Huhu~I have so many things to tell in so little time. Till then. Assalamualaikum.