The first lesson

Okay, let's just keep the honeymoon entry rest in the inbox for a while.When I feel like wanna blog in English it means I have something that keep on disturbing my emotions that I need to let it out and get it off from my chest.  Being married for 41 days had already gave me one lesson. One unbelievable lesson. 

"Always look at the good side of other people even if they didn't do the same thing to you. When the situation is getting tight, just leave it to HIM. Accept it as a trial to make you strong and even more stronger. Ignore those that can make you suffer but never ever turn your back on them. Remember, ALWAYS look at the good things in them. Pay no attention to their bad side, put it away. I believe that a mountain of prayers with the ray of hope, everything is going to be just fine. In shaa Allah"

Husband is my everything now. He knows his wife so well and more importantly, he knew the things that going on between us. Some people love to exaggerate things just for fun. Maybe they need more attention or maybe they should help themselves to get out from the sea of jealousy. Well I don't know. Allah knows best. 

The lesson was unbelievable.

Close my eyes, take a deep breath and exhale. I'll be fine. Things are going to be just fine. Time will heal everything. Good night everyone.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Semuanya nak sakit.

Apsal la pinggang saya sakit sangat ni? Adakah mungkin telah tersalah posisi masa kilang tahi mata sedang beroperasi semalam? Aiseh. Nak duduk kat sofa pun rasa tak best. Plus sore throat lagi. Habislah career mak sebagai penyanyi jamban. Kuangkuangkuang..

By the way, I'm not in a good mood right now. Being hurt bertubi-tubi adalah satu perkara yang amat sucks sekali. Owh mungkin dua kali. Atau berkali-kali. Sekali-sekala nak rebel, apa salahnya. Selalunya makan hati..kali ni nak rebel. Tula kau...nasi ada, lauk ketam lagi, kau pegi makan hati sape suruh kan...

Owh ye, already watched that video on Youtube. Astaghafar banyak-banyak. Ishk..remaja zaman sekarang. Atau lebih tepat lagi..umat di akhir zaman. Ko ingat ni New York ke? Memang mak double sentap you olz!!

Okaylah nak pergi menenagkan diri. Hati sakit ni ye tuan-tuan dan puan-puan. Harap maklum.

Hugs and kisses,

Saya berasa sangat happy!

Last weekend I went back to see my beloved Mr. Z. Sangat teruja dan happy even ada la certain things yang agak tidak menggembirakan hati. Tapi bisa diatur. Sedangkan lidah lagi tergigit, inikan pula saya dan dia. Haha. By the way, thanks Anez sayang sebab bagi I stay kat your place. Next time nanti I masakkan lagi. Okay?
On Thursday, I spent almost of my time with him. We had our lunch at Manhattan Fish Market and celebrating our 4th year of anni. Some people might say: Apela sambut anni. Perlukah nak ingat anniversary tu? Belum kahwin pun.
But for me, PERLU. Sebab setiap perkara yang kami lakukan bersama adalah kenangan yang tak kan dapat kami lupakan sampai bila-bila. Oh, mungkin anda anggap saya angau atau mungkin anda menganggap saya mengada-ngada. Terpulang pada anda. Apa yang penting, masing-masing sudah pun serious dengan relation ni. Doakan kami cepat-cepat menghalalkan apa yang patut kami halalkan. InsyaAllah kalau ada rezeki, akan dipercepatkan. Yang penting keikhlasan dan restu keluarga. Anyways, thanks dear for that Anna Sui. Really love it!
I had a very very great weekend. Plus, dapat jumpa Farini and hang out together sambil dapat membeli sepasang kasut from Charles and Keith. Wee~Dan yang paling best went to Hutan Lipur Kanching with him. We were having picnic. Romantik you! Haha. Membuat survey kat tempat tersebut untuk his big family gathering. Overall, okay la. Memang sesuai buat family event and mandi-manda. Air terjun die pun cantik. Saya tersangat gigih mendaki anak-anak tangga ke air terjun dengan memakai high-heels. Ye, kasut bertumit tinggi. Berdenyut-denyut tumit saya. Rasa like I was losing my feet for a while. Nasib baik pembakar semangat saya yang macam Jason Mraz (bak kata tuan empunya badan sendiri) tu ada. If not, dah tentu-tentu saya tak kan gigih nak memanjat anak tangga tersebut dengan membawa tikar, bag camera si dia dan pelbagai makanan. Mr. Z bergambar sakan. Maklumlah..dah ada second girlfriend.

Me: Sayang ke camera ni?
Him: Of course! This is my second girlfriend.
Me: Habis tu I?
Him: You wife I.

Terkedu sebentar. Amin!Then we went back and spent time together borak-borak sebab malam tu dah nak kena balik Terengganu. Rasa macam tak nak balik. lagi-lagi when he said: "B, you tak payah la balik." Dang! Terus berkaca mata saya. I wish I could. But I have to work. Anak-anak saya tengah tunggu saya kat sekolah. Sabar ye sayang, cuti sekolah nanti I balik lagi. Tak lama. Khamis ni je. Sabar tau.

Him: Impian pertama I dah tercapai.
Me: Apenye?
Him: Beli camera. Tinggal impian kedua je belum tercapai lagi.
Me: Apenye?
Him: Kahwin.

Everyday I doakan you. Kita sama-sama doa semoga impian kita tercapai.


p/s: Ada sesiapa yang nak sponsor kami? Farini, jadi kan pakej honeymoon kami ke Korea? yay!! Gambar akan dikongsi kemudian. Harap maklum.