Hannah and vaccination.

Alhamdulillah. ..selesai sudah check up pertama Hannah semalam. Mommy berdebar to the max sebab Hannah nak kena cucuk. Maklumlah anak dara yang sorang ni sangat manja.

Kejap je Hannah dah 2 bulan. Hannah first checkup memang start at 2 months sebab ikut dalam baby record book Hannah. Memang before Hannah lahir lagi me and my husband plan nak checkup Hannah at private instead of KK. Bukan nak kondem ke apa sebab me myself pun kakitangan awam...tapi husband macam dah serik dengan government hospital or any KK sejak dari peristiwa baby tak gerak..lepas tu sambung pula Hannah kena warded sebab jaundice. Warded kat Hospital government setengah jam je..lepas tu husband angkut bawa ke Pantai Hospital. Tak nak cerita sebab apa. Sakit hati. Actually sama je dengan checkup di KK cumanya di private ni every 2 months instead of sebulan sekali..tapi nak g sebulan sekali pun boleh..

Sepatutnya Hannah check up di KPJ dengan paed Hannah sejak lahir, Dr. Aziz. Tapi memandangkan ada kat kampung lagi..mommy pun bawa Hannah ke Pantai Hospital since kat situ pun Hannah ada paed juga sebab jaundice hari tu kan..So semalam macam biasa Hannah suntik vaksin macam di KK plus 2 vaksin tambahan Pneumococcal vaccine dengan Rotavirus. Haaa..tu la bezanya KK dengan private. Ada dose tambahan yang KK tak bekalkan and you won't get it there. Memang a bit pricy tapi untuk anak kan..mestilah kita nak yang terbaik. Before this masa pregnant ada tanya doktor dan nurse di KK dieorang cakap tak payah amik pun Pneumococcal dengan rotavirus. Tak penting katanya. Tapi lepas menggoogle dan terbaca kisah permegian permata hati Erina tu...terus je nak proceed. Actually terpulang pada individu..tepuk dada tanya selera kan.

Mommy and Hannah. ♥

 Mommy semalam berdebar sebab Hannah ni memang tak boleh usik. Confirm melalak kuat. Nasib baik checkup kat private ni timbang tak payah buka baju semua. Kalau tak..pengsan. Semalam ingatkan Hannah akan menangis dengan jayanya..tapi Alhamdulillah. ..Hannah nangis kejap je. Good girl la baby mommy ni!

Hannah baru lepas cucuk.

Lepas balik je terus tuam bekas injection Hannah di paha kiri dan kanan. Tak nak jadi kematu sebab takut Hannah demam. Paed pesan semalam baby akan demam kalau bekas injections tu keras. Dan doktor pun suruh suap ubat demam within 24 hours even baby xde demam. So setiap kali tukar diapers Hannah, mommy tuam bekas injection dan suap ubat demam every 6 hours. Setiap kali tu la mommy check temperature Hannah..Alhamdulillah so far Hannah tak demam. Strong girl la baby mommy ni walaupun lahir tak cukup bulan.

Selesai. ..

Alhamdulillah. Selesai untuk yang 2 bulan. Lepas ni tunggu Hannah 4 bulan pula. Tapi lepas ni in shaa Allah akan ke KPJ balik. Thanks Datin Dr. Arthi from Pantai Hospital sebab treat baby Hannah so well. So total bill Hannah semalam :

DaPT/Polio/HIB  & Hepatitis B vaccine : RM50
Pneumococcal vaccine : RM210
Rotavirus vaccine : RM 130
Consultation : RM150
Total : RM540

Anak kan anugerah dan amanah dari Allah..so for sure ada bahagian rezeki untuk anak kan..Jadi mommy akan beri yang terbaik untuk Hannah. In shaa Allah.


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

My Little Love!

My kasih, my sayang, my buah hati, my cinta, my all!
I can't describe how much love I have for her.
Love u so much my little love!

Hannah day 59.

Hannah is growing up so fast!


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Bila ayah babysit Hannah. ...

Al-kisah pada suatu malam..Hannah terjaga nak susu. Biasalahkan..si ibu memang alert. So nak bangun siap-siapkan susu Hannah..Akma kejutkan suami untuk pujuk Hannah yg tengah nangis. Hannah ni kalau nangis nak susu suara dia kuat ya Allah. Memang panic semua orang!

Sebelum siapkan susu Hannah..Hannah dah calm down dah..ibu dia dah tepuk-tepuk...Husband amik Hannah memang Hannah dah diam dah....maka si ibu pun pergilah siapkan susu Hannah when suddenly.....

Uwaaaaaaaaaa!

Hannah menangis menggigil2.  Masuk bilik tengok husband tengah dukung Hannah. Rasa macam nak marah..I asked my husband what happened to Hannah. Guess what he said?

"Hannah nangis..abang nak pujuk Hannah abang bagi pek abang...ingatkan Hannah diam tapi dia terus jerit kuat"...

Okayyyyyyyy! Bagi pek abang...pun boleh! Terus tak jadi nak marah. Terus ketawa. Hihi.

Haih lahhhh ayah Hannah..

My husband and Hannah. Anak first, isteri second.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

I am a mom!

Alhamdulillah.  Lepas 35 minggu 5 hari bawa perut,  akhirnya tanggal 2 April 2014 Akma dah selamat melahirkan seorang puteri comel putih gebu. Alhamdulillah.

Introducing baby girl Akma,  my little princess Nur Hannah binti Muhammad Hafizudeen.

Baby Hannah day 1.

Hannah lahir tak cukup hari. Akma kena emergency ceaser sebab baby dah terbelit tali pusat. Mula-mula doktor nak induce tapi doktor tak nak amik risiko sebab kalau induce belum tentu sakit tu akan datang immediately. Baby kat dalam perut pula semakin terbelit. So kenalah emergency operation.

Perasaan masa nak masuk bilik bedah tu hanya Allah saja yang tahu. Yelah...kita tengah happy2 breakfast makan mee hailam tetiba doktor datang cakap kita nak masuk OT sekarang sbb baby heart rate makin tak cantik. Erkkk! Rasa longlai kaki. Macam-macam fikir. Yelah..perut nak kena belah kan...Masa tu pukul 8.30 a.m. terus cecepat call husband. I said "Abang...sayang nak kena operate. NOW!" Husband pun macam kilat datang. Nak sign borang2 operation bagai. Nasib baik tempat keje husband tak jauh dari KPJ. Masuk OT dalam pukul 9.15 a.m. 9.46 a.m. baby dah lahir. Alhamdulillah.  Oh ya nak share few pics masa dalam OT. Thanks to doktor pakar bius, Dr. Baha for the pictures. Moment yang paling best sepanjang hampir 28 tahun hidup.

Moment of happiness! Alhamdulillah. 

Hari ni my little princess dah berusia 10 hari. Semoga Hannah menjadi anak yang solehah dan sentiasa dilindungi. Amin. Ibu sayang Hannah! ♥ ♥ ♥

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Double happiness. ♥

Akhirnya lepas ni tak payah nak pening-pening jawab soalan sama dari suami setiap hari. "Sayang. .dah dapat tukar ke belum?" Hihi. Alhamdulillah. ..penantian telah pun berakhir...ececece...Alhamdulillah..dapat tukar dan berpindah ke Johor...yayyyy! Dapat tidur kat celah ketiak abang hari-hari! Tak payah meroyan peluk bantal malam-malam lagi.... Alhamdulillah. .rezeki baby nak duduk dgn ayah dia...nak dgr suara ayah dia hari-hari...♥

Bercakap tentang baby...Ahad lepas Akma and husband pergi intai si comel kat dalam tu...tgh buat apa..husband kata dia tgh main karom...hihi.sebenarnya husband risau sebab masa pergi Desaru hari Jumaat tu Akma terjatuh kat toilet masjid tempat kitaorang berhenti singgah solat..Tapi jatuh dapat tahan dengan lutut. Cik abang dah risau sangat so tu yang terus pergi check tengok baby...

Alhamdulillah....first time dengar denyutan jantung baby...masa scan 9 weeks tu doktor kat KK tak pasang speaker. So tak dengar la bunyi..nampak je jantung....bukan main laju lagi bunyinya .. Lepas tu nampak anak ibu gerak-gerak kepala, kaki dengan tangan bukan main ligat lagi... Alhamdulillah. ..semuanya ok. CRL measurement dalam 11 cm dah...berat dah 180gm dah.. Alhamdulillah again and again... bila nampak baby gerak tu...rasanya adalah saat yang paling indah..paling amazing sepanjang 27 tahun hidup ni.. Subhanallah. .. Alhamdulillah. Nikmat yang paling besar ialah nikmat menjadi ibu...Si ayah lagilah teruja...kejap-kejap nak tengok gambar baby...hihi..

17 weeks and counting..

Gambar tu lah yang ayah nak tengok hari-hari..buah hati ayah dan ibu..Alhamdulillah..double happiness. ♥

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

When we talk about baby...

A baby is a miracle. A precious gift from God, made from the seed of love between husband and wife..Ahhhhhhh! Babies are always cute. They don't need fake lashes, 2 inches make up or maybe lenses to look cute. And they smell so nice!! Always!

I have a new hobby now..browsing through baby pictures and dreaming that mine will be cute and beautiful too. Sebenarnya that's one of the things that the doctor asked me to do...yelah..nak hilangkan rasa trauma dan takut lepas miscarriage kan..So bila tengok gambar baby..rasa semangat je nak mengandung..pastu rasa kuat nak lawan sickness yang melampau ni..boleh?

Anyways, congrats to my bff Puan Dilla kerana telah selamat melahirkan seorang bayi perempuan yang sangat comel last Friday. Acik Akma rasa nak culik awak bawak balik rumah je tau tak sebab awak comel melampau! And your hair is so thick! Hitam berkilat dan sangat cantik! I hope by this time awak dah ada nama dah tau..for the moment, I just call her "Anak dara". Hihi.

Menyesal pula kahwin lewat..kalau tak sure dah anak 2-3 orang dah. Huuu...

*We have been married for 7 months. And I am 10 weeks and 5 days pregnant. Alhamdulillah.. Semoga kali ni ada rezeki dan dipermudahkan..In shaa Allah..*

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Pregnancy week 6.

First of all.....tengok gambar tu...Hello kamu yang comel dalam perut mommy. Hihi

Subhanallah...indahnya!

Ok. Sebab teruja sangat dengan this pregnancy ni kan..semalam duk google la pasal rupa fetus saya dalam tummy ni. Tengok perkembangan..tengok food yang should be taken..Ok jom baca pasal perkembangan fetus kalau kita hamil 6 minggu. Sumber ni Akma amik dari "Babycenter.com.my"

Saiz embrio sebesar kacang dhal di minggu ini. Sekiranya anda boleh melihat ke dalam tubuh anda, anda akan mendapati bahawa kepala fetus lebih besar daripada badannya. Raut muka embrio sedang membentuk dan terdapat bintik hitam di mana matanya patut berada, juga terdapat pembukaan-pembukaan di tempat lubang hidung, dan lubang-lubang yang menandakan telinga. Kudup-kudup membonjol menjadi lebih kelihatan sekarang dan ini akan menjadi tangan dan kaki. Tangan dan kaki embrio seakan-akan dayung. Perkembangan lain termasuk pertumbuhan kelenjar pituitari dan gentian otot. Anda belum dapat mendengarnya, tetapi jantung (yang kini terbahagi kepada kamar kanan dan kiri) berdenyut sekitar 150 denyut per minit - dua kali ganda kadar denyutan anda. Pada pertengahan minggu ini, embrio mula membuat pergerakan-pergerakan pertamanya. Walau bagaimanapun, anda terpaksa menunggu sehingga satu masa dalam trimester kedua sebelum dapat menikmati sensasi dari sesi-sesi senaman bayi anda.

Malam semalam abang called. Abang cakap makhluk comel dalam perut ni will be a girl. Ok. excited terlebih abang ni. Bagi Akma, whether Aminah or Ali, Akma tak kisah. Kita sebagai ibu ni cuma harapkan baby berkembang dan sihat. Itu je. Ya Allah..lindungilah Akma dan kandungan. Amin.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

I am a Mom-To-Be ! Alhamdulillah!

Assalamualaikum. Okay. Memang seriously tak tahu nak mula dari mana. You know why? Because I am too excited! And thankful...and happy...and nervous..mixed feelings.

Kan dah mentioned dalam entry lepas yang Akma dah buat UPT on last Tuesday and the result was negative. So semalam lepas balik dari kursus terus ke farmasi untuk test lagi. Before beli tu, I called my BFF. Maklumlah...dia dah berpengalaman..So she said beli yang murah cap Watson pun dah ok. Dan lepas test tu tunggu sekejap. Kadang-kadang line second tu lambat dan blur. So maybe ni silap Akma masa test yang lepas. Tak tunggu lama untuk result dia.

So beli banyak UPT test semalam. Dari yang murah sampai yang digital cap Clearblue pun beli. Kata orang cap Clearblue sangat accurate. Tak kisah la mahal ke tak, tapi sebab nak sangat kepastian dan jawapan kenapa Miss P delay terlalu lama walaupun tanda-tanda macam nak datang ada. Dan perlu jawapan pasti gejala keletihan melampau ni. But I didn't tell my husband sebab husband cakap tak payah check. Bulan 6 nanti baru check. Tapi nak buat macam manakan....dah bini dia degil. Haha!

So pagi tadi bangun pukul 5.30 a.m. terus ke toilet. Nak dapatkan first urine. Pakai yang jenama Watson tu je dulu. Bukan apa...takut negative nanti kecewa. So I waited patiently. Mula-mula satu line je keluar. Dengan hampa keluar toilet menuju ke living hall. Sampai kat depan tv...nak letak test strip tu dalam kotak dia balik..tetiba nampak satu jalur kabur. Excited dah time tu. Makin lama makin nampak the second line tu. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Apa-apa pun snap gambar dulu nak tunjuk kat suami yang berada nun jauh di JB.

Second line yang sangat kabur. Owh. Jari masih ada inai ye puan-puan...hiii

Lepas tu nak kepastian lagi..terus grab yang Clearblue digital UPT tu. Dan test lagi sekali. Bukan main lama nak keluar result dia. Orang lagi dah berdebar kan... Hasilnya? Alhamdulillah! Positive juga! Alhamdulillah. 

Alhamdulillah! Syukur!

So terus called husband. Mula-mula dia macam mamai-mamai...bila dengar je "Abang..sayang pregnant". Dia terus normal. Hihi. So husband suruh gi klinik untuk confirmkan. Pstu called mak dan my bff which is mommy-to-be jugak. Excited terlebih kan..

Well..Akma dah pun ke klinik..Mula-mula doktor nak tengok semua UPT yang dah dibuat. Nasib baik ada amik gambar...Ada juga bahan bukti nak tunjuk kat doktor. So tadi pun buat test lagi di klinik..Alhamdulillah I am 6 weeks pregnant. Due date is on January 2014. Kat clearblue tu memang week dia tak sama dengan yang doktor kira. Who cares? Janji dia tulis pregnant. Hihi. Ok. Dah boleh pergi buat buku pink. Yayyy!!!! Semoga Allah melindungi Akma dan kandungan. Amin. Hadiah birthday untuk husband. :)

By the way, bila pergi klinik tadi baru tahu..Doktor cakap kalau Miss P dah delay lebih 7 hari dah sepatutnya kena datang dan buat UPT. Sorry doktor. Tak tau. Husband saya yang suruh jangan check dulu. Hihi. Kepada puan-puan yang dah delay period lebih tujuh hari tu..pastu mengalami simptom macam Akma rasa - letih melampau, perut sakit macam nak period, breast bengkak n sakit, badan panas macam demam tapi tak demam sebenarnya...cepat-cepatlah gi buat UPT. Tapi setiap orang lain tanda-tandanya.

So I am a mommy to be!! Alhamdulillah!

*Husband dah excited terlebih..setiap setengah jam dia called. Hihi.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Sudah 2 bulan.

8 Mac 2013 - 8 May 2013.

Genap dua bulan Akma bergelar isteri. Tapi masih belum dapat rasa tanggungjawab isteri yang sebenar-benarnya sebab for the moment terpaksa lagi berjauhan dengan suami. Takpe..satu hari nanti pasti akan bersama. In shaa Allah.

Our first kiss. =)

Perjalanan masih jauh. Semoga saya dan suami akan sentiasa sabar dengan dugaan yang sedang kami hadapi sekarang. Doa is the most powerful weapon.

Will always love you abang.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

04 May 2013

Bernikah...berkahwin dengan lelaki yang kita suka, kita sayang, kita cinta adalah merupakan satu kelebihan..

Tapi....

Bercinta dengan suami sendiri selepas bernikah adalah merupakan satu anugerah dan nikmat yang tak ternilai. Syukur Alhamdulillah...

Baru balik dari market. Seronoknya kat kampung sebab dapat ikan yang kita nak. Beli cencaru dengan selar kuning tadi. Hubby's favourite. Tak sabar tunggu abang balik sebab malam ni ada dating. Yayyyy! 

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit. =)

Aiyak!! Rasa nak patah pinggang ni angkut barang-barang rumah yang rasanya dah boleh diangkut bawa balik tu. Bukan apa...husband dah bising-bising tanya bila nak start angkut barang....Fuhh! 3 kali trip turun naik tangga...Dengan barang berat lagi...kalau preggy dah boleh gugur dah agaknya. Hish! Simpang!

Hamboi....barang-barang rumah gittew~ Aik???? Cakap bukan main lebat....Macam la dah ada rumah sendiri kan.....FYI, Akma masih belum ada rumah lagi...not yet. Husband cakap settlekan dulu hal transfer ni...dah dapat transfer nanti, dah settle down dan ada rezeki, baru la mencari rumah yang sesuai untuk kami sekeluarga nak bina hidup yang baru together-gether!! Yayyy! Semoga dipermudahkan...Amin. Doakan kami ye.. =)

So tadi kemas-kemas la....ingatkan sikit barangnya..ntah macam mana boleh jadi banyak. Those stuffs memang Akma dah lama beli....Sejak before kahwin lagi. Kayu penyangkut langsir, utility shelves, t.v. rack, lamps, kitchen's stuffs, etc....Macam-macam! Balik keje je meroyan sorang-sorang kat Ikea..Tabur-tabur duit gaji...Bagi kaya Pak cik tokey Ikea tu....Beli la apa-apa yang terasa nak beli.. Akma pula memang suka sesangat mengemas dan deco rumah ni. Memang sangat suka. So adalah sangat bahaya kalau terlepas ke Ikea after working hour...kalau letak bajet untuk shopping, mesti jumlah jadi satu atau dua kali ganda..Benci tau Ikea tu..banyak sangat benda comel mampu milik. Huh! Tapi takpe....Nanti senang la kan...takde la nak bebankan husband nak beli semua benda kan? 

Sikit-sikit lama-lama jadi bukit. Betul tak? Kalau nak beli sekali gus...ampun...I bukan anak jutawan....I anak  pencen askar je oiii. Hihi.

*Microwave oven je tak sempat nak angkut lg. It's too heavy for me to carry it. :(

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Sebenarnya dia suami saya.

Sebenarnya dari dulu suami tu ada untuk saya tapi saya je yang tak perasan...buat endah tak endah. Ingat lagi masa husband ajak kahwin..

Suami  : Jom kita kahwin.

Wife: Erk..kau biar betul. Kau serious ke?

Suami : Yelah. Aku serious. Aku dah lama suka kat kau.

Wife : Kau betul-betul ke ni?

Suami : Kau ingat aku main-main ke?

Wife : Tapi aku belum boleh nak terima kau. 

Suami : Takpe. Kita kahwin je dulu. Aku janji aku akan buat kau suka kat aku nanti. 

Wife : Errr..... (speechless)

Suami : Aku janji aku akan buat kau jatuh cinta kat aku nanti. Kita kahwin je.

Wife : Okay. Kita kahwin.

The next day his family datang rumah berbincang dengan family saya. Terus tetap tarikh tunang which is 2 minggu lepas that discussion tu. Dan kahwin 5 months after bertunang. Memang tak sempat nak kenal husband, memang orang kata redah je. Yakin dengan ketentuan Allah, itu jodoh saya. Cinta boleh dipupuk..lepas kahwin boleh belajar terima husband kan. Hehe.

See....as simple as that. Tak perlu bercinta bertahun-tahun. Lelaki kalau dah jujurkan..memang tak cakap banyak..Memang berani. 

Kalaulah husband saya tahu yang hati ni dah cair dengan dia....dah memang jatuh cinta dengan dia seadanya...Malu saya! huhu... #Gedik sekejap.

Saya dan cinta hati saya during our honeymoon at Krabi. Dah halal boleh peluk-peluk!

Oh ya, rambut dia memang kaler macam tu ye. Bukan dikaler. It's natural. Jangan nak cakap-cakap pasal suami saya ya. Cet! Hihi =p

Entah kenapa malam ni rasa rindu kat suami sangat kuat. Ya Allah..rindunya....air mata pun mengalir dengan sendirinya. 

I miss him so much!

Waiting for him to come back from work. Nak on the phone dengan abang sayang! #Gatai!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

8.3.2013

It's not a nice number but it was the most memorable date ever in my life. The day that changed everything. From my title to my life. Alhamdulillah...everything went well as planned. Alhamdulillah again. Baru sekarang dapat masa nak update pasal wedding yang dah hampir sebulan...dah hampir nak sejuk. kuikui. Better late than never, right? 

Anyways, sebelum ni baca blog B2B pasal nikah, and went through saat BFF nikah, cuma rasa gembira dan sedikit excited. Lagi-lagi masa BFF nikah, been wondering kenapa la tangan duk berpeluh. Kenapa nak cemas sangat kan? Padahal yang kena salam dengan Tok Imam ialah bakal suami. Bila dah nikah.....sendiri baru tau kenapa. My hand was cold and sweating. The feeling nak jadi isteri tu hanya Allah je yang tau. Dia punya debar bak ang!!! Tak terkata! Lagi-lagi masa hubby berjabat tangan nak akad nikah. Masih sempat lagi ada suara-suara halus berbisik "Betul ke ni nak kahwin?" Boleh?

Saat husband kena soal dengan Tok Imam pun buat diri berdebar-debar. Hihi.. Bila saat Tok Imam cakap "Aku nikah akan dikau....." Rasa kat dalam living hall tu just ada me, husband and Tok Imam je. Dah tak ingat dah orang lain. Luckily, husband looked so confident at that time. Alhamdulillah...dengan sekali lafaz, saya sah bergelar isteri kepada lelaki yang sangat baik,penyabar dan sanggup tunggu saya, sanggup terima saya seadanya. Alhamdulillah..nikmat Allah yang paling tak ternilai.

Sebelum salam tok imam untuk diijab kabul, husband sempat pandang saya dan kenyit mata. Melting! So sweet la abang!

Oh ya, nak share pelamin nikah. Actually ni pelamin sanding...alihkan kerusi, letakkan bantal dan cute yellow and turquoise cushions nak kenakan dengan tema wedding saya. Walaupun tak serupa exactly macam yang saya nak, tapi it's nice dan comel dan muat kat hall rumah yang kecik tu. Thanks to Mentari Kreatif. Dan thanks to De Classaflora for those cute cushions.

Baju untuk nikah, saya tempah..tak sewa di Mentari Kreatif. Tempah di BAK Tailor. Jahitan sangat kemas, selesa dan harga juga berpatutan. And for the make-up, again, thanks to Mentari Kreatif for sending me a very professional MUA, Sis Faridah. And sorry sis for being a chatter box. My MUA cakap first time dia jumpa pengantin yang tak duduk diam. Boleh plak tengah touch up minta izin nak berak. Haha! But your make up masa malam nikah memang best. Simple as I wish for. Maklumlah...saya memang tak suka make up tebal-tebal sampai nampak lain. Shading pun saya tak bagi dia buat. Tu pasal la muka tembam. Haha. But again, make up Mentari Kreatif memang best. 

Now time for photo sharing!!!

Dan lepas nikah tu...kami buat majlis berinai besar...Terpaksa pakai sanggul lintang okeyh. Sebab permintaan family kita tak boleh kecewakan. Walaupun sanggul lintang tu tak berat tapi sebab dia mencengkam kepala, so sakit sikit. Well...experience kan? Lagi pun kahwin kan sekali je. :)

Ok then. That's all for the solemnization. Alhamdulillah. I'm blessed and happy and happy and happy!

P/S : Kepada B2B especially yang duduk di sekitar Melaka, jenguk-jenguk la Mentari Kreatif ye. Banyak promosi menarik! :)


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Double Happiness

Ok. Tarik nafas dalam-dalam..Bismillahirahmanirrahim.

Pagi semua. Hari ni Akma tak keje. Ambil cuti secara adhoc sebab tetiba parents dapat call dari Rayhar saying that mak and abah dapat tempat untuk jadi tetamu Allah tahun ni. Lepas 3 kali memohon dan buat rayuan. Alhamdulillah. Memang syukur sangat-sangat. Perasaan yang tak boleh digambarkan. Kuasa Allah tu memang maha hebat. Berbulan Akma down lepas break up tu...parents also sangat down. Yelah kejadian break-up tu buat mak saya juga turut menangis. Tapi now Allah gantikan segala rasa kecewa tu dengan double happiness. First HE sent me a man yang dapat wipe away my tears. Parents pun turut happy bila ada lelaki yang betul-betul dapat jaga anak dia nanti...bukan sekadar nak toying their feelings and their daughter's feelings. And now mak and abah pula dapat jadi tetamu DIA. See? Allah itu mendengar setiap rintihan hamba-Nya dalam doa tau. Jadi...jangan mengeluh tapi teruskan berdoa dan berdoa. Insha Allah everything will be back to normal. In fact Allah gandakan lagi happiness tu sebab kita dah bersabar dengan ujian yang DIA turunkan kat kita.

Oh ya, memang at first Akma planning nak bertunang masa raya haji. Tapi abah dah ada feeling-feeling tak sempat. Kata abah mana tau abah dengan mak dapat pergi Mekah nanti. Hmmm..memang betul pun. Dah dapat rasa ye abah.. Alhamdulillah majlis dah settle. Tinggal big day je lagi. Abah dah siap pesan-pesan dah apa saya kene buat masa abah takde. Abah dah siap informed kat Tok Imam dan Tok Imam sedia membantu Akma pasal borang-borang semua. Alhamdulillah. Benda baik Allah permudahkan. :)

Alhamdulillah.

Semoga segala urusan mak and abah akan dipermudahkan. Kami anak-anak akan doakan keselamatan mak and abah kat sana. Insha Allah.

Nota kaki : Barang hantaran dah 80% settled. Alhamdulillah. Entry akan menyusul kemudian. Heee~

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Long pause.....and I'm officially booked!

Ok. Seriously it's been months since I pause for this blogging thingy. Phew~ 

What's happening to me??? I'm kinda lack of thoughts and ideas to share. I need to get back on track and keep on blogging!!! Oh,anyway... I've got great news to share!

I'm officially booked by my Mr. Right!!! Not that my ex lah! It's someone million times better than that jerk. Deep down I'm thankful to that jerk Mr. Ex because he had open my eyes and my heart to someone better. First he made me cry my hell out...now because of what he did to me..I think that I'm the most luckiest girl ever! 

Guys....I'm engaged! Thank you ALLAH for His blessings! I'm so blessed!

Now I'm working so hard on my dream wedding. Theme colour already chosen. The rest of thing....still working on it. The wedding will be on March so I have few months to go. 

Asked about my theme?

It's going to be like this. 

Thanks Mr. Google for this lovely photo. 

Cute isn't it?


Hugs ans kisses,
Cikmai.

Gaji oh gaji...

Sila baca title tajuk tu macam lagu Mana Oh Mana nyanyian Aizat.

Assalamualaikum semua. Selamat hari Rabu. It should be wordless Wednesday today tapi tak kira, nak buat Wordy Wednesday pulak. Boleh? Gitu....

Anyways, sebelum merapu tak tentu pasal, first of all, syukur sangat-sangat sebab Encik Bakal dah confirm. Alhamdulillah. Beliau did promise, anything pasal kahwin let's discuss after he confirmed. Alhamdulillah, ternyata Allah mendengar doa-doa hambanya yang sentiasa berusaha. Amin Ya rabb. 

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhadulillah. Ya Allah..Hanya Tuhan je yang tahu betapa syukurnya saya. Nak tunggu saya confirm, memang lama la lagi kan...Well government kan. What do you expect? Saya confirmed untuk masa depan. Dapat lah tukau skim pencen kan. Dah, dah. Stop talking about me. Lagi pun it's not about him or me, it's about us.

Alhamdulillah lagi sebab beliau memang dah nampak berusaha ke arah itu. Ahad lepas, beliau dah masuk dalam kedai emas. What a progress. Selalu nak lalu depan pun takut. Takut la kalau-kalau saya duk hentak-hentak kaki kat depan kedai tu. Tapi I'm not like that. He knew it. Saya pun kenal sangat dengan bakal ni..beliau memang takkan tengok sesuatu kalau beliau rasa tak mampu lagi or tak sedia. Bila tak sedia tu memang betul-betul tak sedia...Bukan tak nak tapi beliau perlukan masa..He is so well organized you know. So sensible!Tapi Ahad lepas, bukan saja masuk, tapi...siap suruh saya cuba benda bulat-bulat tu dan tanya saya suka yang mana. Beliau dah ready nak pergi ke next stage katanya..Just wait.

Dan ya, christmas sale buat kami gila. Now baru beliau tahu betapa crazy-nya Christmas sale itu. Dulu tak caye kan...Dan beliau dah setuju nak grab benda itu gaji ini. Saya dah berkenan yang ini..tapi tak tahu la kalau-kalalu boleh bertukar selera last minute kan...

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Dan beliau pula suka yang ini....

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Gaji hari Khamis. Sumpah lama gila nak tunggu. Tu la..Bagi lagi gaji awal..Dah la bulan ni beli hadiah Titine.  Tak pa...esok je. esok...esok..esok...Gaji oh gaji! Oh, bulan depan bonus. Alhamdulillah...boleh beli banyak-banyak sikit. Settlekan benda-benda ni dulu,nanti senang, tak payah nak fikir kata beliau.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Jumper? No,I'm not!

Well, OK. I have got a bit of here and there in my drafts which I haven't finish writing it. The only reason why I couldn't finish it is, I've been busy completing my tasks at school. I am now in the stage which I called it "demolishing process". I really really really want to get rid of this stress as soon as I can. Hopefully. I just can't wait to say goodbye to school. Well,at least for this year. 

Last night, I watched Jumper on t.v. I haven't watch that movie since its first released in 2008. Last night was my first time. Don't you think it was so cool when you can have your breakfast in Italy, lunch in New York and shopping in Paris just like that? 

Well, of course I can't. I'm just an ordinary human being. But at least I was a so called jumper yesterday. It just that it took me 2 hours to arrive at my destination rather than only by a blink of eyes. We travel by car. We? Did I just say WE? 

Yes, WE- my boyfriend and I. We had a wedding reception in Pulai, MERLIMAU, Melaka. Again, did I say MERLIMAU? My hometown? Yes! That is why I was so excited when I received his call early in the morning asking me to get ready for the journey. And I was like Yay!!!!! I can drop by at my parents'!!!

It took about 2 hours to be there. When we arrived, all his office mates were already there. The food was quite OK but what makes me feel so uneasy was his office mates, all the ladies to be exact. They seem like don't want to stay and you know, get to know with me. Well at least, we should have a chat, introducing each other,like suai-kenal activity kan...I just want to be friends..But then, after my boyfriend gave one them, Wani if I'm not mistaken, that memory card, they just get up and blah. What? Did I make something wrong? They hate me? They don't like me? Or maybe one of them had a crush on my boyfriend so that's why they couldn't stay any longer. Jealous maybe? I asked my boyfriend about that and he replied "Ntahlah..I pun tak tahu kenapa." Strange. So dear boyfriend, I tried to be their friends but they refused. How? Don't blame me.

Forget about that. This is the best part of our journey. Our next location was my parents' house. Dropped by for our Zohor and had tea with my parents. Mom made jack-fruit fritters.That was his first time having it. He said "Selalu I makan cempedak goreng..ni nangka goreng pulak" Well that's my mom. She can cook whatever she wanted to. And the sweetest moment was when he fell asleep on the sofa, right next to my dad, while watching football. Then my mom woke him up for tea "Zaffan...bangun Zaffan..Minum tea.." Hahahahaa. Damn comel! After having our tea, we "jumped" to our next place, Awe's house.

Awe is his grandma on his mother's side. And Awe already knows my name as soon as I entered the house. She hugged me and she kissed my cheeks. I felt so touched as she makes me feel like I had a grandma again. Thanks Awe for the kueh kasui and lontong..slurrppp!! And we had a hectic photo shoot session. Let's wait for the photos.=) Around 6 p.m. we headed back to KL..Again, Awe hugged and kissed my cheeks. I can feel my eyes was a bit teary as she reminds me of my late grandmothers. I never had a chance to kiss my grandma before she left me. I was too busy with my school at that time. And that's the most regretful thing I made towards my grandma. But yesterday was the sweetest moment I guess. Now I know that I have a grandma back. Thanks Mr. Boyfriend.  

See..We "jumped" to 3 places just in a day. The difference is we "jumped" in his super power Lancer. hihi. Thanks baby for yesterday. I had such a great time!

Hugs and kisses, 

Cikmai

Unexpected Saturday

Woke up at 6.30 a.m. as I had my last * read it carefully LAST * Year 5 extra class for this year. Phew~The class was at 9 o'clock but I need to clear my laundry basket and clean my house a little bit here and there.  And the stressful of washing the kitchen rendered me to go out from the house and have fun. Actually I'd been waiting for a VIP "invitation" from my Mr. Right but he just remained silence until..............................I'd made up my mind to hang around with my long *not that long. 4 years actually * lost friends, Ida and Kak Fiena. 

When I texted him, telling him that I wanna park my baby at his place, he asked me why. Then I explained that Ida was from Shah Alam so it's quite far for her to go to Gombak and fetch me there. Nak ke Serdang lagi. Of course jauh kan. I just don't wanna burden her. However, like always, he remained silence. So as I'd parked my baby and jumped into Ida's car, I texted him again. Telling him that my baby was already in front of his house and I was heading to Serdang. He called me and said "ala....baby nak gi Serdang ke? baru ingat nak ajak tengok wayang..." What??? Memang la cliche betul. I was waiting for his date since yesterday tapi the moment I dah naik kereta, baru cakap. So sorry la. No turning back. Besides, books also can make me go insane instead of him.

The journey to the Big Bad Wolf Book Fair was quite adventure. First, we lost our way and nearly made ourselves to Banting. Then Ida took me to a "sightseeing" in Putrajaya. And when we arrived at the destination, rains poured down heavily. When I said heavily, then it's real heavily. So we just stay in the car for a while as Ida said "Pukul 5 nanti tak hujan" and she was right. It's still raining but not that heavily. Boleh la nak jalan kaki ke hall tu kan. Sampai je dalam hall tu I was amazed by all the cheap books!! All of the novels' price start at RM5 to RM8. Even New Moon also 8 bucks. Maunya tak gila kan........Seriously I went insane in that particular hall. Sampai tak tahu nak beli buku apa. Looking at my financial status recently, I have a very limited wherewithal to spend. So must make sure that my spend was still reasonable. What I bought at the fair:

1) Biography of John Lennon. My Mr. Right is so one of his fans. So I thought of buying him this one as his second birthday present. The illustrated biography was so affordable. Usually the price of this kind of book will reached until 80 to maybe 100 bucks. But I bought it for only 20 bucks. Gilaaa. No picture for the book as I'd already gave it to him masa ambil kereta dekat rumah beliau.

2) Shopaholic Takes Manhattan and Shopaholic Ties the Knot. The story of universally beloved shopaholic idol, Becky Bloomwood. Already read the story so many times before but still want to buy it for my collections. Besides, it was only 8 bucks each. =)

3) For One More Day. Like I mentioned before Mitch Albom is one of my favourite author. Been looking for a sale to buy this novel since last year. And yesterday I got it for only 8 bucks. But I couldn't find the rest of his novels. kalau ada, memang dah beli dah buat collection. *phew~nasib baik takde. Kalau tak, dah abes duit I. tett!!

That's it. I couldn't spend more. Have to remember buying my baby Titine's birthday present next week. Haih~ 

Oh, I nearly forgot. Mr. Right bagi I kain ela semalam. So wajib buat lawatan sosial ke tailor Isnin nanti.

He likes it when I wear cotton baju kurung, which explains 80% of my baju kurung collections in my shabby wardrobe are cotton. Cantik sayang. But it's yellow! huuu. I asked him why yellow. And he answered "Biasalah. Bersih 2.0 kan.." Ambik kau. hahahaha. Anyways, thanks sayang. Again and again. Pandai sayang pilih corak kain kan. Hugs!

My Saturday was marvelous. Happy sebab dah lama tak jumpa Kak Fiena and Ida. Happy sebab dapat collection buku. Happy sebab dapat jumpa Mr. Right even only for 10 minutes. Happy dapat collection baju kurung cotton. I'm utterly happy. Dah lama tak borak dengan Kak Fiena and Ida. And thanks Ida for the Satay treat. Next time will treat you and Kak Fiena. =)

Footnote: I better get myself a book shelf.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

06.10.2011

It was Thursday. The day I had to wear batik. And that Thursday was so special as it was my first time I took my pupil to participate in Story telling contest. My 7 years old pupil. The only 7 years old contestant. And we won the 3rd place!!! 

Wait. Boleh tak picture tells you guys everything? Malas la kan nak menaip sebab mata dah berat. Huuu.

That's me with Nasihah. Well I nampak macam sedikit skema di situ. Kat tempat kerja kena sopan kan. Haha.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Quickie

Well, when you are in the mood of blogging, sometimes you just need few minutes to post an entry. You know what? I really wanna to ramble few things that keep mingling inside my mind right now. How I wish I have times to dance my pretty fingers on my shabby keyboard. Damn! I need 25 hours a day instead of 24!!! Boleh tak macam tu?

I have stacks of workloads that need to be settled within this week. And I miss my family so much right now. Nak balik kampung pun tak de masa...apantah lagi nak update blog. You understand how busy I am? Kalah Perdana Menteri kan? Ok then, I have class after this. Will catch up with you guys later on after this. 

Miss you guys so much! 

Footnote: I think I'm getting stronger la..Thank You Allah.=)

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.