tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-47319665701014954182024-03-19T11:35:44.730+08:00Ramblings by CikmaiSome things are meant to be shared. Let's treasure!Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger728125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-90902272252469825242015-09-11T06:17:00.000+08:002015-09-11T06:17:10.706+08:00The real situation.<div style="text-align: justify;">
I still remember that day when I had to sit for the interview to be the English teacher. One of the interview slot was 2 hours essay writing. 1 hour for compulsory topic and another one hour for the free writing which there were few topics you can choose. I am not going discuss on the topic of free writing essay. It's the easiest one, of course. </div>
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My compulsory essay was I had to write about "CORRUPTION". 7 years back, I had no clue what was the topic all about. But I was being me, being so naive..I didn't see that the topic was the major issue in my country. I thought that I live in a peaceful and harmony country which everyone was so sincere and honest.</div>
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Now, 7 years after...I can see clearly and understand what CORRUPTION is all about. If I had to write about it, I think I can write longer...more than three pages within one hour I guess.</div>
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But I am just like any other ordinary citizens..too much critics and sharing thoughts or I could be skating on the thin ice. What else I can do? What else can WE do? The power is not in our hand.</div>
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-44017133593489782782015-09-09T09:39:00.002+08:002015-09-09T09:39:46.418+08:00A note to Hannah.Dear Hannah,<br />
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There is no love so lasting, so strong, so devoted, so unselfish than my love for you. It is the first and purest of all love. It begins with your birth and ends with my death. Soon you are going to be a girl..but don't worry sayang. The memory and love that we treasure together will sweeten many a cup of sorrow and will lighten many hours of darkness. <span style="background-color: white;">You may lose everything in this world, and my love will alone stick by you. You may go down but the memory of me and my undying love may come like a golden cloud, and with all its early strength and warmth, will make you stand up again and fight. </span><br />
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<span style="background-color: white;">And if you read this post in the future, please remember that the love between a mother and her daughter is forever. </span><br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Ibu loves you so much my love.</td></tr>
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<span style="background-color: white;">Hugs and kisses,</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;">Cikmai</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><br /></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-60310596425987322392014-07-21T07:30:00.000+08:002015-09-09T09:18:48.244+08:00Hannah oh Hannah! Bila pagi dengan petang je dah pandai mengamuk nak keluar jenjalan. Memang hakak kawasan sungguh.<br />
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<span style="text-align: left;">Kengkonon macam da besar sangat lah tu kan.. Pada hal baru 3 bulan. </span></div>
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Hannah oh Hannah! </div>
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Hugs and kisses, </div>
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-34906095014879903342014-07-06T08:42:00.000+08:002015-09-09T09:19:26.984+08:003 months old Hannah.How time flies. My princess now is 3 months old. Semakin bijak, semakin aktif. Dah besar anak mommy ni.<br />
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By the way, it's Ramadhan now. Rasa sangat bersyukur sebab segala tok nenek hantu syaitan dah kena ikat. And Hannah? YES! No more nangis ketakutan menggigil-gigil. Kesian Hannah almost every second bila ternampak benda tu dia akan menangis sekuat hati. Sisters and brothers suruh pergi check dengan pakar takut ada sakit. Colic to be exact.<br />
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And yes. I went to see the paediatrician for the second time. Double confirmation sebab ramai yang tak puas hati and ada yang tak berapa nak percaya dengan gangguan benda ghaib ni.<br />
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So baby Hannah buat check up and health screening again. Dari jantung sampai ke otak sampai ke perut hati mata hidung telinga kerongkong..semua sekali lah pakar di Hospital Pantai checked. And again, the result?Baby is healthy. Very healthy. With no colic.<br />
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Kadang-kadang sukar kita nak percaya tapi kena percaya jugak.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hannah loves camera very much. Like a doll.♥</td></tr>
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Ibu loves you to the moon and back sayang!<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-67840733816849515732014-06-03T08:29:00.000+08:002014-06-03T08:30:07.641+08:00Hannah and vaccination. Alhamdulillah. ..selesai sudah check up pertama Hannah semalam. Mommy berdebar to the max sebab Hannah nak kena cucuk. Maklumlah anak dara yang sorang ni sangat manja.<br />
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Kejap je Hannah dah 2 bulan. Hannah first checkup memang start at 2 months sebab ikut dalam baby record book Hannah. Memang before Hannah lahir lagi me and my husband plan nak checkup Hannah at private instead of KK. Bukan nak kondem ke apa sebab me myself pun kakitangan awam...tapi husband macam dah serik dengan government hospital or any KK sejak dari peristiwa baby tak gerak..lepas tu sambung pula Hannah kena warded sebab jaundice. Warded kat Hospital government setengah jam je..lepas tu husband angkut bawa ke Pantai Hospital. Tak nak cerita sebab apa. Sakit hati. Actually sama je dengan checkup di KK cumanya di private ni every 2 months instead of sebulan sekali..tapi nak g sebulan sekali pun boleh..<br />
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Sepatutnya Hannah check up di KPJ dengan paed Hannah sejak lahir, Dr. Aziz. Tapi memandangkan ada kat kampung lagi..mommy pun bawa Hannah ke Pantai Hospital since kat situ pun Hannah ada paed juga sebab jaundice hari tu kan..So semalam macam biasa Hannah suntik vaksin macam di KK plus 2 vaksin tambahan Pneumococcal vaccine dengan Rotavirus. Haaa..tu la bezanya KK dengan private. Ada dose tambahan yang KK tak bekalkan and you won't get it there. Memang a bit pricy tapi untuk anak kan..mestilah kita nak yang terbaik. Before this masa pregnant ada tanya doktor dan nurse di KK dieorang cakap tak payah amik pun Pneumococcal dengan rotavirus. Tak penting katanya. Tapi lepas menggoogle dan terbaca kisah permegian permata hati Erina tu...terus je nak proceed. Actually terpulang pada individu..tepuk dada tanya selera kan.<br />
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<span style="text-align: center;"> </span>Mommy semalam berdebar sebab Hannah ni memang tak boleh usik. Confirm melalak kuat. Nasib baik checkup kat private ni timbang tak payah buka baju semua. Kalau tak..pengsan. Semalam ingatkan Hannah akan menangis dengan jayanya..tapi Alhamdulillah. ..Hannah nangis kejap je. Good girl la baby mommy ni!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hannah baru lepas cucuk.</td></tr>
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Lepas balik je terus tuam bekas injection Hannah di paha kiri dan kanan. Tak nak jadi kematu sebab takut Hannah demam. Paed pesan semalam baby akan demam kalau bekas injections tu keras. Dan doktor pun suruh suap ubat demam within 24 hours even baby xde demam. So setiap kali tukar diapers Hannah, mommy tuam bekas injection dan suap ubat demam every 6 hours. Setiap kali tu la mommy check temperature Hannah..Alhamdulillah so far Hannah tak demam. Strong girl la baby mommy ni walaupun lahir tak cukup bulan.<br />
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Alhamdulillah. Selesai untuk yang 2 bulan. Lepas ni tunggu Hannah 4 bulan pula. Tapi lepas ni in shaa Allah akan ke KPJ balik. Thanks Datin Dr. Arthi from Pantai Hospital sebab treat baby Hannah so well. So total bill Hannah semalam :<br />
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DaPT/Polio/HIB & Hepatitis B vaccine : RM50<br />
Pneumococcal vaccine : RM210<br />
Rotavirus vaccine : RM 130<br />
Consultation : RM150<br />
Total : RM540<br />
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Anak kan anugerah dan amanah dari Allah..so for sure ada bahagian rezeki untuk anak kan..Jadi mommy akan beri yang terbaik untuk Hannah. In shaa Allah.<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-25457949236247126002014-05-30T13:37:00.000+08:002014-05-30T13:37:42.660+08:00My Little Love! My kasih, my sayang, my buah hati, my cinta, my all!<br />
I can't describe how much love I have for her.<br />
Love u so much my little love!<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Hannah day 59.</td></tr>
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Hannah is growing up so fast!<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-27739070546666086032014-04-28T17:02:00.000+08:002014-04-28T17:05:22.588+08:00Bila ayah babysit Hannah. ...Al-kisah pada suatu malam..Hannah terjaga nak susu. Biasalahkan..si ibu memang alert. So nak bangun siap-siapkan susu Hannah..Akma kejutkan suami untuk pujuk Hannah yg tengah nangis. Hannah ni kalau nangis nak susu suara dia kuat ya Allah. Memang panic semua orang!<br />
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Sebelum siapkan susu Hannah..Hannah dah calm down dah..ibu dia dah tepuk-tepuk...Husband amik Hannah memang Hannah dah diam dah....maka si ibu pun pergilah siapkan susu Hannah when suddenly.....<br />
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Uwaaaaaaaaaa!<br />
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Hannah menangis menggigil2. Masuk bilik tengok husband tengah dukung Hannah. Rasa macam nak marah..I asked my husband what happened to Hannah. Guess what he said?<br />
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"Hannah nangis..abang nak pujuk Hannah abang bagi pek abang...ingatkan Hannah diam tapi dia terus jerit kuat"...<br />
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Okayyyyyyyy! Bagi pek abang...pun boleh! Terus tak jadi nak marah. Terus ketawa. Hihi.<br />
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Haih lahhhh ayah Hannah..<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">My husband and Hannah. Anak first, isteri second.</td></tr>
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-64833319382972695172014-04-23T16:31:00.000+08:002014-04-23T16:32:05.384+08:00Alhamdulillah. .dah 21 hari jadi ibu. So far alhamdulillah. .Hannah tak banyak ragamnya. Cuma menangis kalau lambat bagi susu je. Kuat sangat menyusu. Berat Hannah pun dah naik 3.1kg. <br />
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Aaaaa...Hannah oh Hannah! Kalau Hannah tidur memang tak boleh buat keje lain. Keje nak mengadap muka comel dia je. Huuuu.<br />
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Ibu loves you so much Hannah! To the moon and back! ♥♥♥<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-52359568908132819332014-04-11T05:07:00.000+08:002014-04-11T05:10:51.218+08:00I am a mom!Alhamdulillah. Lepas 35 minggu 5 hari bawa perut, akhirnya tanggal 2 April 2014 Akma dah selamat melahirkan seorang puteri comel putih gebu. Alhamdulillah. <br />
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Introducing baby girl Akma, my little princess Nur Hannah binti Muhammad Hafizudeen.<br />
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Hannah lahir tak cukup hari. Akma kena emergency ceaser sebab baby dah terbelit tali pusat. Mula-mula doktor nak induce tapi doktor tak nak amik risiko sebab kalau induce belum tentu sakit tu akan datang immediately. Baby kat dalam perut pula semakin terbelit. So kenalah emergency operation.<br />
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Perasaan masa nak masuk bilik bedah tu hanya Allah saja yang tahu. Yelah...kita tengah happy2 breakfast makan mee hailam tetiba doktor datang cakap kita nak masuk OT sekarang sbb baby heart rate makin tak cantik. Erkkk! Rasa longlai kaki. Macam-macam fikir. Yelah..perut nak kena belah kan...Masa tu pukul 8.30 a.m. terus cecepat call husband. I said "Abang...sayang nak kena operate. NOW!" Husband pun macam kilat datang. Nak sign borang2 operation bagai. Nasib baik tempat keje husband tak jauh dari KPJ. Masuk OT dalam pukul 9.15 a.m. 9.46 a.m. baby dah lahir. Alhamdulillah. Oh ya nak share few pics masa dalam OT. Thanks to doktor pakar bius, Dr. Baha for the pictures. Moment yang paling best sepanjang hampir 28 tahun hidup.<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Moment of happiness! Alhamdulillah. </td></tr>
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Hari ni my little princess dah berusia 10 hari. Semoga Hannah menjadi anak yang solehah dan sentiasa dilindungi. Amin. Ibu sayang Hannah! ♥ ♥ ♥<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-91712366780813132172014-02-23T15:48:00.000+08:002014-02-23T15:48:13.271+08:00My dear baby,<br />
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Alhamdulillah...ibu dah masuk minggu ke 30 pregnancy. Maksudnya dah tak lama lagi dah nak tengok princess comel ibu ni. Ntah ikut rupa ayah..ntah ikut rupa ibu..Nenek cakap kalau ikut rupa ayah mesti kulit cerah macam mat saleh..kalau ikut ibu gelap sikit la kulit awak. Sabar jelah ibu dengan nenek awak tu.<br />
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Anyway, sekarang ni mesti awak dah besar kan? Sebab tendangan awak semakin kuat. Ibu dapat rasa setiap waktu tendangan dan gerakan somersault awak tu. Perut ibu pun dah semakin besar. Kalau baby nak tau..ayah awak sangat takut tengok perut ibu. Kalau ayah awak pegang perut ibu mesti dia takut-takut. Katanya perut ibu macam nak meletup! Hihi!<br />
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My dear baby,<br />
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Please hang on tau. Lagi beberapa minggu je lagi ibu nak jumpa awak. Ibu and ayah love u to the moon and back! Baby take care ye kat dalam tu. Hugssss dari luar perut ibu!<br />
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p/s: Esok kena minum air gula untuk second round. Huhhh!<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-62846408410226414722014-02-06T17:48:00.000+08:002014-02-06T17:48:20.901+08:00Bila kehidupan semakin sibuk....Nak update blog pun tak sempat..Ye. Kehidupan baru ni semakin busy. Sekolah baru means jawatan baru. Dan workloads bkn double dah tapi tripple! Phew!<br />
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Anyways lama tak share cerita pasal pregnancy kan? Alhamdulillah. .everything is fine. Cumanya berat mak budak je yang bertambah secara pukal.. before pregnant berat 45 kg. Now dah masuk 7 bulan berat dah 59 kg. Dah naik 14 kilo. Pengsan! Hope lepas bersalin dapat jadi slim balik nooo....<br />
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Tadi check up pun baby okay.. Alhamdulillah. ..baby dah 1.27 kg..saiz dia besar lebih 6 hari dari usia kandungan sebenar. Baby pun aktif..doktor tengah scan nak tengok jantung dia..dia boleh tendang doktor. Ketawa doktor tu..hihi. Pandai anak ibu ni kan... :)<br />
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Oklah..mak buyung ni dah tak larat nak menaip lama-lama..nanti sambung lagi noooo...<br />
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Hug and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-91236798159030762122013-11-26T16:41:00.000+08:002013-11-26T16:41:00.438+08:00Double happiness. ♥Akhirnya lepas ni tak payah nak pening-pening jawab soalan sama dari suami setiap hari. "Sayang. .dah dapat tukar ke belum?" Hihi. Alhamdulillah. ..penantian telah pun berakhir...ececece...Alhamdulillah..dapat tukar dan berpindah ke Johor...yayyyy! Dapat tidur kat celah ketiak abang hari-hari! Tak payah meroyan peluk bantal malam-malam lagi.... Alhamdulillah. .rezeki baby nak duduk dgn ayah dia...nak dgr suara ayah dia hari-hari...♥<br />
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Bercakap tentang baby...Ahad lepas Akma and husband pergi intai si comel kat dalam tu...tgh buat apa..husband kata dia tgh main karom...hihi.sebenarnya husband risau sebab masa pergi Desaru hari Jumaat tu Akma terjatuh kat toilet masjid tempat kitaorang berhenti singgah solat..Tapi jatuh dapat tahan dengan lutut. Cik abang dah risau sangat so tu yang terus pergi check tengok baby...<br />
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Alhamdulillah....first time dengar denyutan jantung baby...masa scan 9 weeks tu doktor kat KK tak pasang speaker. So tak dengar la bunyi..nampak je jantung....bukan main laju lagi bunyinya .. Lepas tu nampak anak ibu gerak-gerak kepala, kaki dengan tangan bukan main ligat lagi... Alhamdulillah. ..semuanya ok. CRL measurement dalam 11 cm dah...berat dah 180gm dah.. Alhamdulillah again and again... bila nampak baby gerak tu...rasanya adalah saat yang paling indah..paling amazing sepanjang 27 tahun hidup ni.. Subhanallah. .. Alhamdulillah. Nikmat yang paling besar ialah nikmat menjadi ibu...Si ayah lagilah teruja...kejap-kejap nak tengok gambar baby...hihi..<br />
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<tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">17 weeks and counting..<br /><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: small;"><br />Gambar tu lah yang ayah nak tengok hari-hari..buah hati ayah dan ibu..Alhamdulillah..double happiness. ♥</span></td></tr>
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-19524882019060612332013-11-11T18:46:00.001+08:002013-11-11T19:29:59.279+08:00UpdateOk. Memang diakui malas nak update blog. Kerja menimbun katanya. Alasan biasa kan...bilalah nak jadi rajin macam abang Ben...haihhhhhh....<br />
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Pejam celik kejap je dah nak masuk bulan keempat pregnancy. Alhamdulillah... dan ye..Akma masih macam mambang mabuk minum Brandy (Ayat Sudin dlm Pendekar Bujang Lapok). Entah bila hormon ni nak stabil... Punya mabuk sampai sekarang update blog pun tengah baring. Seriously bila dah keadaan macam ni memang sangat perlukan suami disisi. At least ada juga orang nak tolong ambilkan air tengah malam bila dahaga..ada orang nak tolong picitkan kepala yang 24 jam pusing ni... Ya Allah..kuatkanlah semangat ku ini..<br />
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Tetiba teringat kat suami masa lepas nikah dalam bilik nak tukar baju..haip! Nak tukar baju untuk sanding masa malam berinai ok...bukan salin baju nak tuttt ye.. He looked into my eyes pastu dia ckp 'Sayang..I love you so much'.. Rasa macam perempuan paling bahagia dalam dunia ni. Yelah sebelum ni kan selalu dipermainkan... Sesungguhnya jodoh dan ketentuan Allah itu adalah yang terbaik.... Alhamdulillah.<br />
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Orang kalau jauh dengan husband ni memang macam ni.. Kenangan manis dengan suamimenjadi semangat untuk meneruskan kehidupan seharian..kuikui.<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-6305201383872839492013-10-23T10:38:00.003+08:002013-10-23T10:38:43.470+08:00Babymoon!!<div style="text-align: justify;">
Pejam celik dah 7 bulan lebih dah bergelar isteri. Rasa macam baru kelmarin je dengar kompang gebung-gebung..Alhamdulillah...I feel so happy and blessed! Thank you Allah.</div>
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Oh ya, masa lepas miscarriage hari tu memang plan dengan suami nak pergi second honeymoon memandangkan first honeymoon tak berhasil kan...tapi belum sempat plan second honeymoon, dah pregnant..Jadi terpaksalah cancel honeymoon ke Pulau Sentosa tu...takkan nak naik Transformer's ride tu dengan perut yang ada si manja comel ni kan?</div>
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Tapi memandangkan isteri Encik Hafiz tu tengah sangat mengidam nak makan scones, makanya..kami akan ke Cameron Highlands this coming December!! Hotel dah booked! Yahoooo! Second honeymoon katanya... me, husband and my little angel kat dalam my womb ni..hiiii</div>
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Sebenarnya dah banyak kali gi Cameron tu...tapi kali ni nak sangat pergi..ntah kenapa..huuuu..</div>
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Tak sabar rasanya nak pergi babymoon dengan suami! </div>
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Hugs and kisses,</div>
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Cikmai</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-72475620154062635382013-10-19T04:47:00.001+08:002013-10-19T04:47:31.101+08:00Mengidam!<div style="text-align: justify;">
Sekarang ni tengah mengidam sesangat nak makan sesuatu. Daripada hari tu asyik termimpi-mimpi. Nak makan benda kat bawah ni:</div>
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Scones kat Cameron Highlands. Siap kena ada Cameron Highlands, boleh? Uwaaa! Nak sangat makan ni. Apsal ntah. Malam tadi nak makan roti pisang. Memalam keluar cari roti pisang. Mujur banyak kedai mamak kan....Ni tak dapat la nak keluar pepagi buta ni nak gi cari scones kat Cameron Highlands. Jauh sangatkan...tapi nak jugak yang kat Cameron Highlands. Tak kiraaaaa! </div>
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So ajak suami katanya tunggu December nanti sebab now dia tengah busy. Harap-harap December nanti dia tak busy. Perasaan kalau dah nak tu....haish! Tuhan saje yang tahu. Tapi bersyukur sebab at least dapat bersabar dan tak mengidam apa-apa yang pelik-pelik. Mostly mengidam benda-benda manis ja. Haish...dapat sweet-tooth plak kali ni. Harap-harap masa minum air gula nanti takde apa-apalah ye.</div>
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Dah-dah. Jom sambung tido balik...Mimpi makan scones kat Cameron Highlands. Ahaks!</div>
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<i>*Malam tadi mimpi pergi bercuti kat Italy. Hahahaha! </i></div>
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-9973216346255130802013-10-17T11:28:00.002+08:002013-10-17T11:28:45.886+08:00Quickie post.As Salam semua...<br />
Selamat hari raya aidil adha...Rasanya Aidil Adha tahun ni yang paling tak best sebab kena balik KL on Hari Raya sebab Rabu dah kerja..uwaaaa!<br />
Tak dapat nak lama-lama dengan suami tersayang..tak pelah..tunggu lah cuti sekolah nanti baru jumpa...<br />
Pejam celik esok dah masuk 12 minggu dah..kejap je masa berlalu...tapi tekak ni masih lagi tawar, loya, pahit..semua pun ada...<br />
Hmmmm..cepat-cepatlah hilang loya ni ye...<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-16739996653718383782013-10-09T11:56:00.002+08:002013-10-19T04:12:25.278+08:00When we talk about baby...<div style="text-align: justify;">
A baby is a miracle. A precious gift from God, made from the seed of love between husband and wife..Ahhhhhhh! Babies are always cute. They don't need fake lashes, 2 inches make up or maybe lenses to look cute. And they smell so nice!! Always!</div>
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I have a new hobby now..browsing through baby pictures and dreaming that mine will be cute and beautiful too. Sebenarnya that's one of the things that the doctor asked me to do...yelah..nak hilangkan rasa trauma dan takut lepas miscarriage kan..So bila tengok gambar baby..rasa semangat je nak mengandung..pastu rasa kuat nak lawan sickness yang melampau ni..boleh?</div>
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Anyways, congrats to my bff Puan Dilla kerana telah selamat melahirkan seorang bayi perempuan yang sangat comel last Friday. Acik Akma rasa nak culik awak bawak balik rumah je tau tak sebab awak comel melampau! And your hair is so thick! Hitam berkilat dan sangat cantik! I hope by this time awak dah ada nama dah tau..for the moment, I just call her "Anak dara". Hihi.</div>
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<i>*We have been married for 7 months. And I am 10 weeks and 5 days pregnant. Alhamdulillah.. Semoga kali ni ada rezeki dan dipermudahkan..In shaa Allah..*</i><br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
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Teruk betul alahan kali ni...<br />
Sentiasa loya...pepagi tu tak payah cakaplah...letak beef steak kat depan mata pun boleh muntah...<br />
Hari-hari naik buntu fikir nak makan apa..semua makanan pun buat tekak ni kembang... <br />
La ni pula timbul bangun malam semata nak muntah.<br />
Bau sabun masa mandi pun boleh mengundang onar..<br />
Make-up memang langsung dah tak boleh nak sentuh... <br />
Macam mana tu?<br />
Harap-harap cepatlah berlalu trimester pertama ni...<br />
Ramai kawan-kawan cakap lepas 3 bulan, in shaa Allah alahan akan hilang dengan sendirinya....<br />
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I look like a zombie everyday. T_T<br />
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Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-77854290482290506452013-10-02T11:29:00.003+08:002013-10-02T11:29:49.952+08:00The second check-up.Alhamdulillah. Berjaya melepasi check-up yang kedua.<br />
Mungkin bagi sesetengah orang akan cakap "Eleh...baru check-up kedua dah kecoh..."<br />
Well...saya lain sebab pregnancy yang lepas, saya tewas di check-up kedua.<br />
Lost my baby before the check-up so trauma tu masih ada lagi dalam diri ini.<br />
Saat nak scan, memang takut yang amat. Thanks doctor sebab tolong tenangkan saya. <br />
Mulut ni tak berhenti membebel "takut...takut...takut..."<br />
Alhamdulillah, check-up kedua berjalan lancar. Baby dah 2.61cm at 9 weeks 3 days dan yang paling penting, buat pertama kalinya dapat tengok heart beat kamu yang sangat laju itu.<br />
Menitis air mata. Syukur, ya Allah. <br />
Walaupun pregnancy kali ni sangat teruk mengalami alahan, tapi bersyukur dengan nikmat yang Allah dah berikan ni.<br />
Semoga hari-hari mendatang Allah akan sentiasa melindungi saya dan kandungan. Sama-sama kita doakan...In shaa Allah.<br />
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Hugs and kisses,<br />
Cikmai.<br />
<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-52894619172438172062013-10-01T10:59:00.002+08:002013-10-01T11:00:04.907+08:00Rezeki.<div style="text-align: justify;">
As salam semua. Berhabuk bersin-bersin dah bila buka blog ni.</div>
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Lama menyepi sebab banyak benda yang terjadi dan berlaku dengan begitu pantas. </div>
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I lost my baby on 10th June 2013 at 8 weeks. Miscarriage sebab fetus tak develop seperti fetus-fetus biasa. </div>
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Kalau diselamatkan pun, mungkin dia tidak sempurna. Jadi saya lebih redha kalau Allah ambil dia pergi. </div>
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Takpe..Allah lebih sayangkan dia. Sedihnya tak terkata. Al-maklumlah...first baby kan...Tapi dapatla merasa sakit macam nak beranak masa gugur tu..ada hikmahnya kan....</div>
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And alhamdulillah...positive pregnant again. Now 9 weeks +. Harap-harap kali ni ada rezeki saya dan suami.</div>
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Doakanlah segala urusan kami dipermudahkan untuk kali ini. </div>
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Alhamdulillah. </div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-58897265778069972272013-06-08T17:36:00.000+08:002013-06-08T17:36:52.517+08:00Mana satu yang betul ni???<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hari ni ada check up lagi kat Tey Maternity Specialist. Sepatutnya datang this coming Wednesday...tapi sebab dah balik KL dan malas nak menghadap muka boss yang bossy untuk minta cuti..so datang hari ni selepas 3 hari check up. Alhamdulillah...baby develop sikit. Sikit la...Rabu lepas saiz dia 0.55 cm...tadi 0.60cm..Lega bila baby develop walaupun sikit...baru selang 3 hari kan....</div>
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Okay..masa first pergi check up nak confirm pregnant ke tak...doktor tanya my last menstrual period bila. So kira doktor kira usia kehamilan ikut tarikh tu la...bila ikut tarikh tu meaning I'm about 9 weeks pregnant. Bila ikut saiz fetus, I'm 6 weeks pregnant. Doktor pula cakap baby terlalu kecil untuk 9 minggu. Ahhh..sudah...mana satu yang betul ni? Balik rumah cepat-cepat tengok calendar period cycle..kira balik.</div>
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Kira punya kira punya kira....</div>
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Well masa nikah tu bukan tengah 'on heat' katanya,,. So memang tahu dah kan...posisi macam mana pun faham-faham ajelah...lepas tu bila masa subur tu memang tak jumpa suami la pulak... Maklumlah..PJJ...So mesti jadi lepas period yg first after kahwin which is masa April. </div>
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Kalau kira masa first day period tu (5 April) memang la sekarang ni dah 9 minggu..TAPI my period cycle is 35 days. Kadang-kadang terbabas sampai 38 days. So bilanya waktu subur???? Let's say kira period cycle 35 hari..so hari yang ke 21 tu la subur kan? Okay...doktor pulak kira usia kandungan masa first day of my last period. Sebab tak tahu masa bila projek menjadi kan? Tapi kalau fikir balik takkan la masa mula-mula period tu terus jadi baby...tipu la kan? What I did was Akma kira dari hari subur Akma. (Memandai je kan....haha) Hmmm....memang pun sekarang ni mengandung 6 minggu. Saiz baby pun 6 minggu...Tapi takpe..kita tunggu Ahad ni..last scan nak tengok usia sebenar dan berkembang tak anak ibu yang comel ni.</div>
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Haih! Confuse betullah. Ada sesiapa yang mengalami pengalaman macam ni????</div>
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Hugs and kisses,</div>
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<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-7914772159643294122013-06-07T19:26:00.001+08:002013-06-07T19:26:24.551+08:00Difficult timeWell....Akma sekarang ni sedang berdebar-debar..I guess this is the most difficult time kot.<br />
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Hurm....tak mahu cakap banyak. Just tunggu je esok. Another checkup at Tey Maternity Clinic.<br />
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Sekarang ni berfikir benda-benda yang gembira untuk jadi positif.<br />
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Ok then. Will update soon. See ya!<br />
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<br /><div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-91800870307268352272013-05-30T14:48:00.001+08:002013-05-30T14:48:39.793+08:00Pregnancy - Week 7<div style="text-align: justify;">
Hello semua! Maaflah tak sempat nak update blog ni. Seriously memang tak sempat nak on lappy. Bila dah kat rumah tu ada je kerja nak buat. Tambahan pula nak jaga 2 ekor kittens yang nakal. Hari-hari kerja bersih cage, buang najis dia...bagi makan..gumpal-gumpal dengan kucing....nasib baik comel kan....Huh~</div>
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Anyways...Alhamdulillah....pregnancy dah masuk minggu ke-7 dah. Rasa kejap je sebab end of this week masuk la minggu ke-8 pregnancy which is dah 2 bulan. Alhamdulillah again. Tapi Akma sedikit confuse betul ke yang diri ni sedang mengandung? Sebabnya takda pula rasa nak meloya muntah sana sini. Semua benda pun sedap. Semua bau pun okay. Tak da morning sickness. Ni normal ke? Yelah kan sebabnya bila dalam drama TV mesti perempuan mengandung wek-wek sana sini. Ke tak semua meloya? Ke acane? Hmmm....</div>
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Anyways, perut da lebar sikit. Seluar-seluar memang dah tak boleh nak pakai. Maklumlah..dulu kan saiz comel...XS or S. Memanglah dah tak muat kan. Seluar jeans lagi la korban...tak boleh sumbat kan....Semalam terpaksa pakai khakis tu tanpa kancing butang dan zip sikit je. Kalau tak...perut sakit. Tawakkal je pakai..Haha! So tadi belilah maternity punya pants.. <i>*semangatlah konon* </i>Fuhhhh!! Baru selesa. Tulah dia...selera makan membuak-buak...Nasib baik tengah malam bangun tak cari nasi..tapi cari fruits..kalau tak...lagi lah kan..</div>
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Well..esok kena gi KK. Minum air gula..awal sangat kan dah kena minum air gula? Ni semua sebab abah ada kencing manis. Jadi...anak dia kena monitor la...Prevention is better than cure kan? OK then...berharap agar pregnancy smooth...takda sebarang komplikasi hendaknya...</div>
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*Weekend ni abang balik nak bawa pergi scan. Berdebar-debar!!!</div>
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Hugs and Kisses,</div>
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Cikmai</div>
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Tadi lepas sekolah Akma pergi ke KK Ibu dan Anak kat Gombak Setia. Bukan excited nak buka buku tapi sebab hidung ni selsema...badan pun jadi seram sejuk macam demam. So sampai je kat KK, cakap kat nurse...saya demam nak jumpa doktor. Boleh pulak nurse cakap pergi kat KK sebelah. Sini untuk pregnant mom je. Dengan perlahan Akma jawab "saya mengandung". Terus ja nurse tu suruh buka buku. Awal bukan Akma dah ada buku pink? Hihi</div>
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Masa kat KK tu tak tau nak buat apa. Macam orang bodoh je.. Mujurlah ada nurse-nurse yang sedia membantu. Tapi kena tanya. Supposedly dia assist la kita yang first timer ni kan? Tapi kena tanya..So mula-mula amik urine, lepas tu timbang berat. Masa timbang berat tu macam tak percaya dah 47 kg berat ni. Last timbang bulan lepas 45kg. Weee! Then cek BP semua...Alhamdulillah...everything was okay. HB ok, BP ok, darah pun cantik....dapat anugerah dari KK...Yayyy!! Alhamdulillah! Sebelum ni kan Akma nya darah tak cantik...HB kurang, BP sgt rendah...bila ada baby ni...semuanya ok. Baby tahu kot mommy jauh dari ayah...hikhik</div>
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Tapi one thing yang kena monitor is my asthma. Takpa lah....I'll do anything for you, my baby. :)</div>
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Tadi dapat juga tanya doktor tu kenapa perut macam senak semacam. Pastu doktor tu jawab memanglah...awal-awal mengandung...first time pulak tu. Kata doktor uterus kan kecil...Tapi bila dah ada makhluk comel tu..dia kena mengembang...sebab tu rasa senak. Ok doktor. Doktor cakap teruskan amalan diet saya tu. Bagus katanya. Bukannya diet yang saya planning pun..tapi since pregnant ni, memang selera tengok buah-buahan dan sayur. Sebab dia colourful dan sangat cantik dan buatkan Akma sangat nak makan. Pastu tekak macam geli tengok ayam. Ok bai. </div>
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Kepada puan-puan yang first time preggy, cepat-cepatlah buka buku pink kat KK. You'll be happy sebab all the nurses and doktor akan puji anda sebab buka buku awal. Bagus katanya. Walaupun Akma tak plan nak buka buku tadi..tapi Alhamdulillah..buku dah ada. </div>
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Cikmai<div class="blogger-post-footer">Another crappy ramblings</div>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4731966570101495418.post-10348962264430839462013-05-20T20:33:00.000+08:002013-05-21T20:36:46.312+08:00Surah-surah amalan ketika hamil.<div style="text-align: justify;">
Semalam mak called. Bertanya khabar anak perempuan dia yang duduk sorang-sorang di perantauan-lah-sangat dan sedang mengandung. Berjela-jela pesanan mak. Tapi Akma dengar semua and cuba untuk ingat semua. Pesan utama emak ialah rajin-rajin dan amalkan membaca al-quran. Mak cakap masa mengandung dulu mak rajin baca surah al-fatihah, Yusuf dan Maryam. Thank you mak. Sebab tu la anak mak baik rupa dan akhlak kan? Huuu.. Okay..so far memanglah kita mengaji al-quran hari-hari lepas solat kan? Especially masa lepas solat Maghrib. Tapi buat ibu-ibu yang sedang hamil macam Akma, jomlah kita amalkan surah-surah ni. :)</div>
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