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December 19, 2011

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He apologized to me. He didn't mean to say all those words about calling off the event. It just popped out from his mouth. He said he was too busy and he couldn't be rational at the same time. Things were just being under his control and only me yang faham dia. And me? Of course la Iolsssss dah maafkan dia long before.

He told me to proceed.

What to do? Hmm...susah betul jadi orang lembut hati ni.. nasibla dah faham sangat dengan perangai dia..


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai


December 17, 2011

The first Malaysian Gay Marriage.

Last night when I couldn't fall asleep, I browsed through some blogs..Phew! Rasanya dah famous dah cite ni. Iolsss tak tau nak komen ape..The first Malaysian gay marriage ever in Dublin. Nauzubillah..

Korang kenal tak dengan Ariff Alfian? Siapa makhluk ni? Well he's a Malaysian medical student sponsored by Petronas yang telah dikatakan hilang dalam dunia gay beliau...Lagi nak baca cerita klik sini atau sini.

Uolsss layan je la sekeping dua gambar..Rasa nak muntah tengok nye..

Wah...dah kahwin..Jeles uolsss!!!!Kuangkuangkuang..
Cograts uolsss!!! *Mata ke atas, tangan di dada*
Siap pakai baju melayu gitu.....Kerlassss ko Ariff! Segak bergaya. Kuangkuangkuang...Ya Allah!! Nak kiamat sangat dah ni.

Pssstttt.....gohjes-gohjes sekalian..amalan kite dah cukup ke?

Credits to Aku Anak Pahang dan RotiKaya.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Extra earning?

Everybody in the house is now having their sweet dream. All I could hear is my nieces snoring. They must be tired playing all day! But that's not the point. 

Well. I can't sleep.. Yes, I'm damn tired of shopping the whole day! That doesn't help me to shut my eyes. Counting sheep also didn't help. Hello!! Someone needs some sleep here! Adoi!

Oh yes..I did mention before that I want to earn extra money, right? With the help of my friend, I got a call from one of the well known magazine publisher for a test shoot. What?????????????????????? Bajet model muslimah uolssss! Kuangkuangkuang....

The thing is...I'm not sure that I can make it or not. Maybe belum biasa kot...Tapi part of me nak pergi cuba try test....Tapi..iolsss kan pemalu...Gitu...

Another thing is....memandangkan la ni iolsss digantung tak bertali kan....so I think I don't need that extra earning anymore. What I have now is enough for me to spend. Ceh...kan main berlagak lagi kan...Well...not trying to be snobbish here..Just that I don't really think I need that extra money anymore..Lagipun miggu depan nak spend time dengan family. Ceh..alasan..

Patah seribu...hatiku....Kuangkuangkuang..Oklah gohjes..nak grab buku..baca sampai terlelap. Good night gohjess-gohjess sekalian. Muaahh!

Psssttt...korang nak gi tak?

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.


Just be yourself.

What? A copycat? Like seriously? Just like in the picture below, eh?

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Hurm...Let's see..Copycat. Someone who copies another person's attitudes, hobbies, IDEAS, etc. Jeng,jeng,jeng!!!!!Looks like someone out there is being a copycat... I browsed through one of my not-so-buddy's blog and I was jaw-dropped. It's like reading, looking, seeing, entering my own blog! Gosh! They just look the same! The colourful fonts...the black background...and the same size of fonts...the way that the wishlist is written..they are all the same with mine. Iolsss boleh pitam akibat terkejut monyet!

And that's the reason why I changed the look of my shabby little ramblings box. I just downloaded it from the internet. Senang, mudah, berkesan nolks! Walaupun tak le meletops sangat macam yang dulu tapi still gohjessss ye datin-datin sekalian!! Gitu...Lagipun dah tentu-tentu ramai makhluk dalam dunia ni pakai template cam gini kan? Takde la nanti nak meroyan sangat kan? Buat penat je perah otak pakai juicer bagai nak dapat idea gitu gini..last-last ade jugak yang seketul sama kan? Ampunnn!! Pitam sepuluh saat!

I just don't understand with that type of person. Perlukah tiru sebijik sejibon dengan blog iolsss?? Tak elok tau...Nanti iolsss babap baru tau...Nak kena babap ke? 

Pesanan iolss untuk datin-datin gohjes sekalian...Please la be yourself. Tak rugi pun..

Kepada makhluk itu...cantik sangat blog kau nolks! *Mata ke atas, tangan di dada* Bye...cau cin cau...Zassss!



Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.





December 16, 2011

A wide smile.

Hey guys...I shouldn't be that sad..It is Friday dude! Or should I say Flyday? Yay!!
Furthermore, just because things aren't good now, doesn't mean they will be that way forever..
Right? So smile!
And as long as I can spend all my money to shop, I'll be fine then. Ho yeah!♥

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

Liar!

It's okay if you gave me those sweet hopeless hope...but once you gave it to my parents, when everything is in the progress...then you lied? SubhanaAllah....Why on earth you did that? Don't you ever care of their feeling? 

Hey you, Listen. Even me and my family are from kampung, but..Just stop toying around with us.

You lied to me, to my parents. That's it. You are such a LIAR man. I'm now starting to hate you. But I really hope I don't. Or should I just kill you???? But I can't do that. You know why?Because I love you. If only you knew that...

Oh Allah, please give me strength so that I could be more patience and more rational...

Dear self, just remember that life is nothing without challenges.


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

December 07, 2011

Wordless Wednesday #2


Alhamdulillah...Mr. Times, could you please fly faster? #Gatai.

December 06, 2011

Stop judging others.

Morning everyone. Rise and shine. I may not be rising today but still I can shine! Demam lo.. A third quarter full package fever - fever, flu, sore throat and body aching. Thank god takde batuk-batuk bagai. Kalau ada batuk, confirm dapat full package fever. Adoi nyer pun!

Anyways, lately I'm kinda flashing back all my sins. Of course, I am a sinner. I didn't want to talk about how bad i was before as I'm not going to let you guys judge me in a wrong way. Just leave it to Allah as He knows better. 

I know that I'm not a good person before. I'm annoying, sarcastic, narcissism..you named it. But that was BEFORE. Now I've changed a lot. A LOT. Frankly speaking, I just don't know why people keep on judging others badly once they committed something bad before? Didn't they know that people changed?  That people actually can turn over a new leaf? 

Ok...let's think. What does LIFE mean if we are too perfect to do mistakes? It means NOTHING guys, NOTHING. I admit that I'm not perfect. I do mistakes and I learned my lessons. I experienced things. That's how I learn from LIFE. Did you know that LIFE is an endless learning process?

My apologies to all the people out there whom I did wrong before. But believe me, I've changed. Maybe I'm not a good person before but that doesn't count me as a devil. And maybe you are a good person, the perfect one without any flaws...but that doesn't mean that you are an angel. That you are God. So please stop judging me if you don't know me. Stop judging others.

Furthermore, we are all human. Right?

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai.

December 05, 2011

Am I ready?

Assalamualaikum semua. Phew~ aik? awal2 entry dah mengeluh ka? Bukan mengeluh tapi penat. Hari ni rasa perjalanan sangat panjang. Seawal pagi dah gerak dari Seremban 2 ke Sikamat..then Sikamat ke Subang, Subang ke Taman Permata, Taman Permata ke Putrajaya, Putrajaya ke KLCC then ke Subang balik then drive back ke Seremban. Jadi jumper kali kedua. Kuangkuangkuang....Ahh..tu semua tak penting, yang penting kami happy!!! 

Happy? Why? Sebab dapat jumpa Maira!!!!! Anak our classmate, Emy. Lama betul tak jumpa Maira..Maira makin comel tau even rambut tetap macam tu. Sampai-sampai je, terus Maira minta dukung..Apa lagi..peluang depan mata kan....Habis Maira kena cium dengan aunty tadi ye...Comel sangat lah awak ni Maira!!! eeee geram tau! Encik bakal pun geram dekat Maira. Dah dalam kete tadi duk sebut rindu kat Maira. Tapi sorry ye bang...Maira tak nak pi kat awak la.....hehe..Thanks Emy for the pisang goreng and keropok lekor...and thanks to your hubby for the Ribena yang kaya dengan Vitamin C tu..hihi..

Lepas jumpa Maira yang comel dan wangi tu, kami straight ke Putrajaya. Heading to Habib Jewels Exhibition. Hari ni last day..manalah tau kan kot-kot ada yang sangkut....memang ramai la pasangan-pasangan yang bakal mendirikan rumah tangga duk memilih cincin tadi. Memang harga boleh tahan murah la....So tadi ada yang beliau berkenan, terus beliau grab. Pilihan saya beliau tak berkenan. Kan dah cakap...bab pilih-pilih ni memang serah ke beliau. Huuu...another thing dalam list kat sebelah kanan tu boleh padam. Alhamdulillah..Beli sikit-sikit kan....ikut nasihat kawan-kawan yang dah selamat..

Lepas selesai hal Tuan Habib, kami ke PC Fair pulak..Beliau nak cari printer and photo paper. Siap tunggu lucky draw lagi...Boleh tak mak cik yang duduk belakang kami menang lucky draw??dapat iPad 2 kau!!!! Tahniah Mak Cik Siti Hawa...Lepas hampa dan kecewa tak menang lucky draw, kami pi melantak Pasta sedp dan murah di Milano cafe then we got some Garrets!!! Ho yeah! Tercapai juga hasrat nak treat him Garrets. Alhamdulillah..

Tinggal lebih kurang 2 bulan sebelum we go to the next stage. And probably tinggal approximately a year nak enjoy title Cik. Am I ready? ntahlah...Ishk..takut la pulak kan..hmmm...

Anyways, thank you encik bakal for the Sunday. Memang best gelak dengan hang macam orang gila meroyan dalam keta tadi. hehe!

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai


December 04, 2011

BFF is a wife now.=)

Good morning everyone. Assalamualaikum. What a sunny Sunday la hari ni...memang menceriakan mood betul walaupun badan tak berapa nak sedap. Tekak gatal probably nak diserang flu. Entry kali ni just nak share pics hari tu time my bff's wedding, Puan Anez. Sila rujuk entry yang lepas di sini. Jom layan sekeping dua gambar. Thanks to encik bakal for the pics.

The brides - Anez & Fitri. Sama cantik, sama padan.
Tu dia pengantin....hat suami segak bergaya, hat isteri cantik jelita bak permaisuri. Bagai pinang dibelah dua.

Pengantin dan pengantin in the making. Haha!
Iolss lemah betul kalau amik gambaq mengapit pengantin. Hasil dia mesti macam tangga. Iolsss la yang akan duk kat hujung skali. Haih~

Saya dan Anez.
Tengok baju iolsss..sama tema dengan pelamin gitu. Iolsss dah macam lampu bergerak dah. Kuning kau!

Close up muka pengantin gohjes yang sangat berseri.
Sob..sob...another bff taken. Iollsss doakan uolss bahagia kekal abadi. Sayang saya ni sangat gohjes okeyh! Bila la nak ada orang makeup kan iolss jadi cantik macam ni...Congrates babe. I love you!

Memandangkan pada hari tersebut secara kebetulan, baju saya kuning sam macam kat pelamin tu, encik bakal suruh posing-posing sikit..jom tengok gambo gediks. haha!

Ku...kun...kuning gilaaa!
Haaaa.....tu dia.. mambang kuning mai dah!

Ok, bai!

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

December 03, 2011

Menyediakan payung sebelum hujan

Memandangkan Encik Bakal bercadang nak datang letak batu tanda awal tahun depan, probably end of January, maka dalam kepala ni sedang sibuk la nak prepare itu dan ini. Bila cakap pasal E-day, opkos belah perempuan yang nak kena prepare itu dan ini kan. Marilah kita sediakan payung sebelum hujan...

So hari ni telah habiskan sepetang main masak-masak. Mak bagi cadangan bagi apam polka dots as doorgift nanti. Senang sebab saya sendiri boleh buat. So jimat duit di situ. Before this memang dah buat apam polka dots ni...eh, korang dah familiar kan dengan apam ni? ke ada yang tak tahu lagi? ok, these are apam polka dots.

Colourful!!!
Ok..mula-mula mak nak buat design ni..tapi rasa macam common sangat. So me and my sis tried out buat yang ini pula tadi...pakai jam strawberry je..jam chocolate dah abes la plak...

Nak bagi ni as doorgift.=)
Ok tak? Chumel kan? Awww~ sayang nak makan...

So doorgift considered settle! Lagi 2 hari sebelum majlis, saya akan bertungkus lumus ya puan-puan sekalian...Huuu...

Ok then. Nak tidoq.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai