Babymoon!!

Pejam celik dah 7 bulan lebih dah bergelar isteri. Rasa macam baru kelmarin je dengar kompang gebung-gebung..Alhamdulillah...I feel so happy and blessed! Thank you Allah.

Oh ya, masa lepas miscarriage hari tu memang plan dengan suami nak pergi second honeymoon memandangkan first honeymoon tak berhasil kan...tapi belum sempat plan second honeymoon, dah pregnant..Jadi terpaksalah cancel honeymoon ke Pulau Sentosa tu...takkan nak naik Transformer's ride tu dengan perut yang ada si manja comel ni kan?

Tapi memandangkan isteri Encik Hafiz tu tengah sangat mengidam nak makan scones, makanya..kami akan ke Cameron Highlands this coming December!! Hotel dah booked! Yahoooo! Second honeymoon katanya... me, husband and my little angel kat dalam my womb ni..hiiii

Sebenarnya dah banyak kali gi Cameron tu...tapi kali ni nak sangat pergi..ntah kenapa..huuuu..

Tak sabar rasanya nak pergi babymoon dengan suami!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

It's hubby's birthday!

My dear husband, 

My heart is complete with the love that we share. Our love grows more beautiful everyday.  I want you to know that as long as I have you, I have everything I need in the world. 

So, happy 27th birthday to the best husband in the world. I feel so blessed to find a true love in your arms. I feel so proud to have you as my husband. May you blessed with all you ever dreamt of. Be happy and treasure your life with patience. I can't promise I can fix all of your problems but I can promise that you won't have to fix it alone. Forever with you abang. :)

Happy birthday abang sayang. Always and always love you. For eternity. 

Hugs and kisses from your wife,

Cikmai

Sudah 2 bulan.

8 Mac 2013 - 8 May 2013.

Genap dua bulan Akma bergelar isteri. Tapi masih belum dapat rasa tanggungjawab isteri yang sebenar-benarnya sebab for the moment terpaksa lagi berjauhan dengan suami. Takpe..satu hari nanti pasti akan bersama. In shaa Allah.

Our first kiss. =)

Perjalanan masih jauh. Semoga saya dan suami akan sentiasa sabar dengan dugaan yang sedang kami hadapi sekarang. Doa is the most powerful weapon.

Will always love you abang.

Syukur, Alhamdulillah.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Rambling

Hai semua!! *sambil lambai-lambai

Sorry for leaving this little room of mine without any update. Maklumlah...mengundikan...jadi busy sikit. *alasan. Haha! Anyways, selesai sudah proses mengundi untuk PRU ke 13. Alhamdulillah. Rasa bangga dapat menunaikan tanggungjawab kepada negara. Ini merupakan kali kedua Akma mengundi untuk PRU. Harap-harap pemimpin yang dah terpilih tu dapat la memimpin dengan betul supaya semua rakyat dapat hidup aman dan makan dengan senangnya. Hihi

Anyways, speaking about makan...I am now tengah berjimat cermat secermat-cermatnya. Saving for husband's birthday present. Terujanya nak celebrate birthday husband! Maklumlah...kenal dengan husband pun sangat singkat masanya...so memanglah tak pernah wish his birthday. First time! Tadi dah survey hadiah beliau...Hmmmmm.....saje je nak buat-buat lupa..kengkonon surprise kan....hihi..

Tapi sekarang ni hati rasa tak aman dan tak senang duduk. Pagi tadi abang called. He is not feeling well. MC plak tu hari ni. Alahai! Ikutan hati tadi lepas sekolah nak amik bas ke Johor. Pastu kul 11 malam nanti balik KL balik...tapi husband tak bagi..Risau sebab husband jarang tak sihat...Ni mesti berjangkit dengan wife dia..Apa boleh buat...sorang kat JB, sorang kat KL...Dapat doa je lah dari jauh....Semoga husband cepat sembuh..Amin.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Weekend housewife

Okay...get to know your partner is something that is interesting. Sekarang baru tahu yang husband bukan seorang yang cerewet bab-bab makan ni. Lega. Alhamdulillah. Hihi. Husband tak suka sangat kuah-kuah berlemak ni. Asam pedas dia suka. Husband selalu request lauk yang senang-senang macam daging goreng, sayur goreng, sambal udang...Nasib dapat bini yang boleh request apa saja food yang dia teringin. Huh. His favourite is ikan selar kuning goreng. Kalau goreng 10 ekor pun...dia boleh habiskan semua. Hihi.

Lepas ni nak kasi husband try sambal sotong pulak. Tapi susah jadi weekend housewife ni..tak dapat masakkan untuk husband hari-hari.. Bilalah dapat bersama dengan abang everyday...Jeles tau dengan kamu-kamu yang tak payah PJJ dengan husband ni..huuuuu..Tapi duduk jauh ni..rindu dia..mashaa Allah! Dahsyat. Haha! 

Takpelah....weekend housewife pun wife jugak kan? Sabar jelah ye...ada rezeki nanti dapatlah pindah duduk dengan abang...harap-harap dapatlah...Amin.

*Last week dinner before balik ke KL husband suap makan...aaaaa....bertambah rindu!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Sebenarnya dia suami saya.

Sebenarnya dari dulu suami tu ada untuk saya tapi saya je yang tak perasan...buat endah tak endah. Ingat lagi masa husband ajak kahwin..

Suami  : Jom kita kahwin.

Wife: Erk..kau biar betul. Kau serious ke?

Suami : Yelah. Aku serious. Aku dah lama suka kat kau.

Wife : Kau betul-betul ke ni?

Suami : Kau ingat aku main-main ke?

Wife : Tapi aku belum boleh nak terima kau. 

Suami : Takpe. Kita kahwin je dulu. Aku janji aku akan buat kau suka kat aku nanti. 

Wife : Errr..... (speechless)

Suami : Aku janji aku akan buat kau jatuh cinta kat aku nanti. Kita kahwin je.

Wife : Okay. Kita kahwin.

The next day his family datang rumah berbincang dengan family saya. Terus tetap tarikh tunang which is 2 minggu lepas that discussion tu. Dan kahwin 5 months after bertunang. Memang tak sempat nak kenal husband, memang orang kata redah je. Yakin dengan ketentuan Allah, itu jodoh saya. Cinta boleh dipupuk..lepas kahwin boleh belajar terima husband kan. Hehe.

See....as simple as that. Tak perlu bercinta bertahun-tahun. Lelaki kalau dah jujurkan..memang tak cakap banyak..Memang berani. 

Kalaulah husband saya tahu yang hati ni dah cair dengan dia....dah memang jatuh cinta dengan dia seadanya...Malu saya! huhu... #Gedik sekejap.

Saya dan cinta hati saya during our honeymoon at Krabi. Dah halal boleh peluk-peluk!

Oh ya, rambut dia memang kaler macam tu ye. Bukan dikaler. It's natural. Jangan nak cakap-cakap pasal suami saya ya. Cet! Hihi =p

Entah kenapa malam ni rasa rindu kat suami sangat kuat. Ya Allah..rindunya....air mata pun mengalir dengan sendirinya. 

I miss him so much!

Waiting for him to come back from work. Nak on the phone dengan abang sayang! #Gatai!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

8.3.2013

It's not a nice number but it was the most memorable date ever in my life. The day that changed everything. From my title to my life. Alhamdulillah...everything went well as planned. Alhamdulillah again. Baru sekarang dapat masa nak update pasal wedding yang dah hampir sebulan...dah hampir nak sejuk. kuikui. Better late than never, right? 

Anyways, sebelum ni baca blog B2B pasal nikah, and went through saat BFF nikah, cuma rasa gembira dan sedikit excited. Lagi-lagi masa BFF nikah, been wondering kenapa la tangan duk berpeluh. Kenapa nak cemas sangat kan? Padahal yang kena salam dengan Tok Imam ialah bakal suami. Bila dah nikah.....sendiri baru tau kenapa. My hand was cold and sweating. The feeling nak jadi isteri tu hanya Allah je yang tau. Dia punya debar bak ang!!! Tak terkata! Lagi-lagi masa hubby berjabat tangan nak akad nikah. Masih sempat lagi ada suara-suara halus berbisik "Betul ke ni nak kahwin?" Boleh?

Saat husband kena soal dengan Tok Imam pun buat diri berdebar-debar. Hihi.. Bila saat Tok Imam cakap "Aku nikah akan dikau....." Rasa kat dalam living hall tu just ada me, husband and Tok Imam je. Dah tak ingat dah orang lain. Luckily, husband looked so confident at that time. Alhamdulillah...dengan sekali lafaz, saya sah bergelar isteri kepada lelaki yang sangat baik,penyabar dan sanggup tunggu saya, sanggup terima saya seadanya. Alhamdulillah..nikmat Allah yang paling tak ternilai.

Sebelum salam tok imam untuk diijab kabul, husband sempat pandang saya dan kenyit mata. Melting! So sweet la abang!

Oh ya, nak share pelamin nikah. Actually ni pelamin sanding...alihkan kerusi, letakkan bantal dan cute yellow and turquoise cushions nak kenakan dengan tema wedding saya. Walaupun tak serupa exactly macam yang saya nak, tapi it's nice dan comel dan muat kat hall rumah yang kecik tu. Thanks to Mentari Kreatif. Dan thanks to De Classaflora for those cute cushions.

Baju untuk nikah, saya tempah..tak sewa di Mentari Kreatif. Tempah di BAK Tailor. Jahitan sangat kemas, selesa dan harga juga berpatutan. And for the make-up, again, thanks to Mentari Kreatif for sending me a very professional MUA, Sis Faridah. And sorry sis for being a chatter box. My MUA cakap first time dia jumpa pengantin yang tak duduk diam. Boleh plak tengah touch up minta izin nak berak. Haha! But your make up masa malam nikah memang best. Simple as I wish for. Maklumlah...saya memang tak suka make up tebal-tebal sampai nampak lain. Shading pun saya tak bagi dia buat. Tu pasal la muka tembam. Haha. But again, make up Mentari Kreatif memang best. 

Now time for photo sharing!!!

Dan lepas nikah tu...kami buat majlis berinai besar...Terpaksa pakai sanggul lintang okeyh. Sebab permintaan family kita tak boleh kecewakan. Walaupun sanggul lintang tu tak berat tapi sebab dia mencengkam kepala, so sakit sikit. Well...experience kan? Lagi pun kahwin kan sekali je. :)

Ok then. That's all for the solemnization. Alhamdulillah. I'm blessed and happy and happy and happy!

P/S : Kepada B2B especially yang duduk di sekitar Melaka, jenguk-jenguk la Mentari Kreatif ye. Banyak promosi menarik! :)


Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Let's wait.

Salam..Nak tahu tak?? I'm at home!!!!!!!!!! Yay! Suka, suka, suka! Tapi..rindula dekat someone tu..Huuuuu...Geds! Last night he called me to discuss something. Waaa! tak aci..beliau dah beli seluar untuk simpanan hari itu. Tapi...memusykilkan kerana perut beliau maju ke dapan dengan agak cepat. Bayangkan masa nak raya hari tu beli seluar dengan beliau, saiz baru 30..Semalam he bought dah saiz 32. Whatt?? Boleh ke simpan? Hope tak membesar lagi la. Tapi xaci, dah beli. Saya baru merangkak nak start beli-belah bulan depan. Sebab..........................January tu macam dah sangat dekat. Memandangkan kain yang kami beli masa pakej pengantin tu nak jadikan hantaran, maka terpaksalah saya membuat baju baru. woi...sempat ke ni? So minggu ni jugak kena pi Jakel. Balik kain terus pi tempah. Oh, silalah kaya cepat. Amin.

Sekarang ni nak pilih kaler baju. Yang hari tu kaler off white...so sesuai la kan buat nikah..tunang ni nak buat kaler2 sikit. Dalam kepala ingat pink or lilac tapi beliau cakap macam pale. Korang ada any suggestion tak? Mak tak pandai la...Huu..

Dan boleh kan beliau je jadi OP masa hari tu? Boleh ke? huuu...

Now kita prepare apa-apa yang patut dulu...let him discuss with his family. Let's wait. 

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Tripple happiness.

Hey everyone! Let's summarize my Saturday. Okay...where to start???? Phew! I think it was one of my extraordinary Saturday? Why? I was surrounded by happiness. Alhamdulillah. Syukur.

Wait a sec. I need to take off my lenses. 

Okay. Much better! Let's continue. Where did I stop just now? Ah...happiness! My first happiness : Semalam, 25.11.2011 my best friend, Anez selamat diijab kabulkan. Tahniah sayang!!! You know how much happy I am?? Syukur,syukur,syukur, Alhamdulillah..Unfortunately, I couldn't be there as there're things that need to be settled down before hols started. Keja memang takkan habis..Pui! Tadi struggle redah jammed yang memang menguji kesabaran. 4 jam uolss nak sampai Melaka from KL. Tapi tak kira apa pun yang jadi, Iolss kena datang. If not, akan boleh jadi meroyan untuk sehari dua..probably 3 hari. Sampai je around 4 p.m. , terus salam Ibu (mak pengantin) dan terus naik atas jumpa pasangan mempelai. Peluk je sayang saya tu, terus berjurai-jurai air mata. Air mata rasa bersalah sebab tak dapat datang tengok moment tukar status bercampur dengan ayor mata kegembiraan. Sangat gembira sampai air mata tu keluaq sendiri. Hati tu jadik touching-touching sendiri. Tapi kalau kawan-kawan lain yang kawin, biasa-biasa ja..tak nangis langsung. Tapi hat dua orang ni - Puan Anez dan Puan Dilla betui-betui buat cheq menangis ..  I'm happy for you babe! You look so gorgeous! 2 orang bff yang saya sangat sayang dah jadi bini orang. Tinggal I je. Takpe..sabor naaaa....hiiii..Oh ya, gambo tunggu encik bakal upload nanti.=) 

After the wedding, kami ke pekan cari pisang goreng. Adalah orang tu ngidam nak makan pisang goreng dip in sambal kicap. Beli pisang goreng, terus ke rumah saya. Mak buat kopi dan we had coffee together dengan mak. Abah saya ke kuala..timba air dalam perahu. Maklumlah...musim hujan kan.banyak la air dalam bot abah.So tunggu abah balik and he did something that makes me melted. He bravely said in front of my parents "Yes, we are serious". Phew! 5 tahun tunggu beliau cakap cenggitu. Alhamdulillah.=)

My second happiness is the misunderstanding mystery solved. Recently, our relationship was not that good. I found out something behind my back.Ya,ya,ya...the same thing before. But 4 hours driving from KL to Melaka in car just now somehow, made my day. We clarified everything which gave me a long pause with teary eyes. I was trying to digest everything,trying to relate everything and trying to think. Not just think but thinking rationally. Fikir punya fikir, I came out with my own theory. When it comes to relationship of love, I have to love about 3 things. First each other. Second is memories. Third is OUR RELATIONSHIP. What I mean by the last one is, maybe there are times when we fight, and sometimes we won't even like each other. Biasalahkan bila dah gaduh, semua benda jadi menyampah and sometimes, including the memories also. Rasa macam nak erase the memories and don't even want to think about something that will remind us of each other. But those are the times that we need to love OUR RELATIONSHIP. 5 years and 9 months of relationship to be exact. I love our relationship. It's not easy to build the relationship and came to this far. Bila dah berfikir secara rasional, bukan secara emosional, apologies accepted. He hold my hand *jangan tiru aksi ini* and I know he's sincere. And I know deep down in his heart he said " Let me prove it and let's move on". Tapi tak perlulah beliau luahkan cause it's enough when he said "I really love you". And I'm blessed.

My third happiness is on our way back to KL, kami singgah di Mydin Mall MITC. Beliau nak survey Habib Jewels. Well....even though it's clearance sale, harga agak "gulp". He said maybe kahwin nanti ok la kot mahal-mahal. One thing yang saya suka tentang beliau is beliau akan beli ikut kemampuan beliau. We are not yet planning for the big day. It's only E-day. So we move on and teruskan pencarian. And jumpa dah yang beliau berkenan. Hmm...what I could say is taste beliau is not bad. Selalu lelaki kan akan biarkan perempuan yang pilih. Me? Jenis yang tak memilih. So lebih baik biar beliau je yang pilih. Dan dah beli. What? Yes, dah beli! Untuk merisik dan bertunang. Alhamdulillah. And the date? Probably around January. Paling lambat February. InsyaAllah. And it's not going to be a big event. My parents preferred it to be an event of two family. Probabaly the chef of the day will be me. Mak dah cakap she needs me. Well, masak sikit-sikit, boleh la kot. Jimat belanja masak sendiri. Next is bawa beliau tempah baju untuk buat hantaran. Kain kan dah ada. Since macam tak sempat dah nak hantar baju saya ke tailor, we decided baju yang beli masa pakej murah tu pakai nikah je nanti. Kan dah jimat belanja. weee~ Alhamdulillah. Again, I'm blessed.

So . . . . dalam short list e-day dah boleh potong benda ni dalam list.

Done! (Picture courtesy from Mr. Google)

Dan ini juga.

Done!

Oh, ni bukan warna sebenar. Gambar curik dari Encik Google. Tapi satu ni dah boleh cnsidered done.

Alhamdullilah.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Gaji oh gaji...

Sila baca title tajuk tu macam lagu Mana Oh Mana nyanyian Aizat.

Assalamualaikum semua. Selamat hari Rabu. It should be wordless Wednesday today tapi tak kira, nak buat Wordy Wednesday pulak. Boleh? Gitu....

Anyways, sebelum merapu tak tentu pasal, first of all, syukur sangat-sangat sebab Encik Bakal dah confirm. Alhamdulillah. Beliau did promise, anything pasal kahwin let's discuss after he confirmed. Alhamdulillah, ternyata Allah mendengar doa-doa hambanya yang sentiasa berusaha. Amin Ya rabb. 

Alhamdulillah..Alhamdulillah..Alhadulillah. Ya Allah..Hanya Tuhan je yang tahu betapa syukurnya saya. Nak tunggu saya confirm, memang lama la lagi kan...Well government kan. What do you expect? Saya confirmed untuk masa depan. Dapat lah tukau skim pencen kan. Dah, dah. Stop talking about me. Lagi pun it's not about him or me, it's about us.

Alhamdulillah lagi sebab beliau memang dah nampak berusaha ke arah itu. Ahad lepas, beliau dah masuk dalam kedai emas. What a progress. Selalu nak lalu depan pun takut. Takut la kalau-kalau saya duk hentak-hentak kaki kat depan kedai tu. Tapi I'm not like that. He knew it. Saya pun kenal sangat dengan bakal ni..beliau memang takkan tengok sesuatu kalau beliau rasa tak mampu lagi or tak sedia. Bila tak sedia tu memang betul-betul tak sedia...Bukan tak nak tapi beliau perlukan masa..He is so well organized you know. So sensible!Tapi Ahad lepas, bukan saja masuk, tapi...siap suruh saya cuba benda bulat-bulat tu dan tanya saya suka yang mana. Beliau dah ready nak pergi ke next stage katanya..Just wait.

Dan ya, christmas sale buat kami gila. Now baru beliau tahu betapa crazy-nya Christmas sale itu. Dulu tak caye kan...Dan beliau dah setuju nak grab benda itu gaji ini. Saya dah berkenan yang ini..tapi tak tahu la kalau-kalalu boleh bertukar selera last minute kan...

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Dan beliau pula suka yang ini....

Picture courtesy from Mr. Google.

Gaji hari Khamis. Sumpah lama gila nak tunggu. Tu la..Bagi lagi gaji awal..Dah la bulan ni beli hadiah Titine.  Tak pa...esok je. esok...esok..esok...Gaji oh gaji! Oh, bulan depan bonus. Alhamdulillah...boleh beli banyak-banyak sikit. Settlekan benda-benda ni dulu,nanti senang, tak payah nak fikir kata beliau.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Jumper? No,I'm not!

Well, OK. I have got a bit of here and there in my drafts which I haven't finish writing it. The only reason why I couldn't finish it is, I've been busy completing my tasks at school. I am now in the stage which I called it "demolishing process". I really really really want to get rid of this stress as soon as I can. Hopefully. I just can't wait to say goodbye to school. Well,at least for this year. 

Last night, I watched Jumper on t.v. I haven't watch that movie since its first released in 2008. Last night was my first time. Don't you think it was so cool when you can have your breakfast in Italy, lunch in New York and shopping in Paris just like that? 

Well, of course I can't. I'm just an ordinary human being. But at least I was a so called jumper yesterday. It just that it took me 2 hours to arrive at my destination rather than only by a blink of eyes. We travel by car. We? Did I just say WE? 

Yes, WE- my boyfriend and I. We had a wedding reception in Pulai, MERLIMAU, Melaka. Again, did I say MERLIMAU? My hometown? Yes! That is why I was so excited when I received his call early in the morning asking me to get ready for the journey. And I was like Yay!!!!! I can drop by at my parents'!!!

It took about 2 hours to be there. When we arrived, all his office mates were already there. The food was quite OK but what makes me feel so uneasy was his office mates, all the ladies to be exact. They seem like don't want to stay and you know, get to know with me. Well at least, we should have a chat, introducing each other,like suai-kenal activity kan...I just want to be friends..But then, after my boyfriend gave one them, Wani if I'm not mistaken, that memory card, they just get up and blah. What? Did I make something wrong? They hate me? They don't like me? Or maybe one of them had a crush on my boyfriend so that's why they couldn't stay any longer. Jealous maybe? I asked my boyfriend about that and he replied "Ntahlah..I pun tak tahu kenapa." Strange. So dear boyfriend, I tried to be their friends but they refused. How? Don't blame me.

Forget about that. This is the best part of our journey. Our next location was my parents' house. Dropped by for our Zohor and had tea with my parents. Mom made jack-fruit fritters.That was his first time having it. He said "Selalu I makan cempedak goreng..ni nangka goreng pulak" Well that's my mom. She can cook whatever she wanted to. And the sweetest moment was when he fell asleep on the sofa, right next to my dad, while watching football. Then my mom woke him up for tea "Zaffan...bangun Zaffan..Minum tea.." Hahahahaa. Damn comel! After having our tea, we "jumped" to our next place, Awe's house.

Awe is his grandma on his mother's side. And Awe already knows my name as soon as I entered the house. She hugged me and she kissed my cheeks. I felt so touched as she makes me feel like I had a grandma again. Thanks Awe for the kueh kasui and lontong..slurrppp!! And we had a hectic photo shoot session. Let's wait for the photos.=) Around 6 p.m. we headed back to KL..Again, Awe hugged and kissed my cheeks. I can feel my eyes was a bit teary as she reminds me of my late grandmothers. I never had a chance to kiss my grandma before she left me. I was too busy with my school at that time. And that's the most regretful thing I made towards my grandma. But yesterday was the sweetest moment I guess. Now I know that I have a grandma back. Thanks Mr. Boyfriend.  

See..We "jumped" to 3 places just in a day. The difference is we "jumped" in his super power Lancer. hihi. Thanks baby for yesterday. I had such a great time!

Hugs and kisses, 

Cikmai

Monday is Mad-day!

I have nothing much to say to summarize my Monday. It was so bad, so sad and so mad!!!! I never felt such a long journey from my hometown to KL. It was terrible.

But towards the evening it's getting better. Brilliant I should say. Thanks to Mr. Boify.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Selamat berpuasa semua...

Assalalmualaikum semua. Fuhhhh!! Penat sangat. Dating sakan dengan encik bakal. Dari semalam sampai hari ni. Well, bak kata encik bakal....kita dating habis-habisan sebelum puasa. Huuuu..... 

Semalam temankan sayang tintedkan his car...sambil tunggu kereta sambil makan McD. Then lepas ambil kete, makan lagiii.............Makan je kan keje kami. Eh, berat saya dah naik 2 . 5 kg!!!! Sukaaaa!!!! So today, early in the morning, he treated me breakfast buffet at Empire Hotel. Wah!!!!! Hotel tu sangat cantik!!!!!!!! Even kami sampai dah agak lambat, tapi sempat la melantak. Kan dah cakap...keje kami makan je....Hmm..thank you sayang...I tak expect pun nak makan kat situ...I thought kat mamak..Thanks again sayang..So ramantic la you!

After breakfast, teman sayang cari barang untuk bini no. 2 beliau. Went to Brother's Kelana Jaya..sayang beli carpet untuk kereta beliau. Hai...berdating gi kedai aksesori kereta jela nampaknya. Tapi takpe..dah tu yang buat beliau happy. Apa yang penting, sayang saya selesa dengan saya. 

Oh ya, dalam kereta on the way to Kelana Jaya, I asked him whether dah bincang dengan abah pasal kami ke tak..And?? Weee~ Tunggu naaa........ Surprise!!

Ok then. nak mandi. Selamat berpuasa semua. Dan selamat berterawikh.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai

Wordless Wednesday #1

Because he makes me happy.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

It's just a simple 3 words text.

The text was simple. Only three words. But the effect from those three words make me feel like I'm flying up in the sky with my two invisible wings. Is this something that we call it as LOVE? Huh! Another rhetorical question that you don't have to answer me.  

Well....never had the idea that those three words could drive me insane. I love you too baby. Always, now and forever.

Gosh!!Look at the time. It's quarter to 1 a.m. but I still couldn't close my eyes even though my body needs to be recharged for tomorrow. So I guess I need to force myself to fall asleep. Perhaps counting the imaginary sheep will help me out rather than taking sleeping pills. Hey, I think I managed to stop taking those pills. Night.

Assalamualaikum.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Surat Cinta?

Assalamualaikum. Mata dah mengantuk sakan tapi ada hati nak post entry. Semangat nak story-mory pasal semalam. Bukannya apa, semalam masing-masing terlebih hormon endorphin. Ya ampun, dari mula naik kereta sampai nak balik, ada je benda yang nak digelakkan. Oh ya, semalam pergi attend our friend's reception. Both the pengantin perempuan and lelaki adalah kawan sekolah kami. So macam tak best la tak gi kan. Kami duk melihat-lihat theme colour. Bukan nak tiru..just nak ilham. We found out that lately ramai bebenor yang buat theme biru yang aqua or turquoise dengan putih. Let's find theme yang lain. Relax..banyak lagi masa...

Selesai attend jemputan, teman bakal gi usha tayar kete beliau. Okay, layankan..Then kami segera ke Jakel Shah Alam. Surprisingly, beliau agak teruja dengan pakej-pakej baju pengantin. Haaa....Baru tau keterujaan cari kain..I tried chiffon kaler sweet purple tu. Orang tu pakaikan kat badan I jadi macam baju. Beliau cakap okay dan cantik...Nah amik kau. baru tahu kejelitaan I. *muntah* Rasa macam tak nak tanggal bila beliau cakap Cantiknya B..Sweet..ahhhh....dan beliau macam nak amik kaler purple itu. Setelah berbincang di dalam kedai,  dan memandangkan beliau nak sekali jalan...Kami decide tak nak membazir..Pakai je kain yang di beli itu. Beliau pun suka kaler kain yang tu. Yay!!! Dah boleh gi tempah!!!

Setelah penat decide mendecide, apa lagi?? Let's Tutti Fruity!!! Lepas makan frozen yogurt tu..kami bertambah sengal. Huuu...topic yang di bincangkan ialah surat cinta. Okay, saya adalah yang tidak bercinta-cintun masa sekolah. Tapi beliau terlibat dalam kancah percintaan budak sekolah ni. So I said to him 'Pandai jugak you tulis surat cinta masa sekolah dulu kan? You memang jiwang eh?' And beliau jawab "Bangang.Aku rasa nak lempang kau sekarang" hahaha! And we burst into a big big laugh. Gagagaga~ Tiap kali kami imbas memori sekolah beliau akan cakap "Apsal la I macam tu dulu.." Dan I hanya mampu gelak guling-guling. Dan I minta beliau sekeping surat cinta since kami tak pernah jiwang-jiwang bersurat ni. Dan jawapan beliau : Bangang kau. Hihi..I suka sangat usik beliau. Tak best la kan kalau relationship tu macam skema je...Ada gila-gila sikit, baru best.

Lepas sakan gelak, beliau minta tolong pilihkan handphone untuk abah beliau. Today is his birthday. Happy birthday Uncle..*sambil ketaq kaki*. Tulah dia beliau..dari present abah beliau sampai ke mama, sampai ke adik-adik, mesti nak I pilihkan. Sampai cake pun I yang kena pilihkan. Hmm...saja nak manja lettewww~ Owh masa beli hadiah abah beliau, kami sempat survey-survey gadget untuk hantaran. Ermm..beliau nak lens camera that will cost me RM7k. Uhuk! I cakap, mahalnya..Biar betik??Sila lempang I laju-laju. Okay, beliau lempang laju-laju secara real. Damn~ Free=free je kena slap kat kedai. huuuu..

Persoalannya di sini..Agaknya melampau tak nak minta Galaxy Tab? *mengada-ngada*

Nak tido la. Ngantuk. Tapi siapa la yang tengah bakar biskut raya ni? Baunya menusuk kalbu betul.

P/S: Pencarian Crabtree & Evelyn di One Utama hari ini tidak berhasil. Benda yang saya nak itu tak ada. Uwaaa!!! Kena try cari tempat lain. Siapa nak sponsor, sila angkat tangan macam saya..Tett!!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Because we chose that way...

The brave us.

Decision we made,

The promises...

And the path that we chose....

Me and you together forever..

Long lasting relationship...

Because we are so brave to make the choice

And to take the risk....

To keep it,

To fight for it,

And to work for it.

I love you forever and ever..

It's the eternal one.

Pray for us. InsyaAllah.

Hugs and kisses,
Cikmai

Sayang awak sangat-sangat.

Ni apsal kau tak tido lagi ni Senah? Adeyh~ I bukan apa. Dah cuba nak pejamkan mata . . tapi baru je nak pejam teringat kat Encik Bakal. Tadi dia ada call, pakai phone rumah. Kesian dia phone kena barred. Tulah..Siang tadi I mengada-ngada merajuk kan? Siapa suruh? Pastu nak emosi sana sini. Rasa bersalah la tu nak emosi tak tentu pasal. 

Memang tak boleh tahan rindu so tepat jam 2:02 a.m. tadi I grab my phone and dialled his number. Adoi. Rindu la. Beliau dah tidur pun. Manja gitu suara. Now I rasa I dapat dah tido lepas beliau cakap I leb yu B..  

He's the sweetest man ever! Sayang awak sangat-sangat!

Gediknya kau Akma. 

Aura negatif, tolong syuhhh jauh-jauh. Night peeps.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Mixed Feelings

Assalamualaikum. Mom is not feeling well lately. Last Saturday, she was laying on the bed like for the whole day. She didn't eat and she vomited. I'm so worried!!!

But...........Despite from being so worried, I'm quite happy when..well you know...But I don't know how to react..It's a mixed of feelings. 

And today I met him before I went back home. We had a short discussion about the colour. And luckily, he is not that cerewet-sana-sini guy. Thank god. Beliau sangat calm. And I still have less than an hour to finalize the colour before I purchase that particular thing.

Well, if you ask me, I think white with a blend of cream will be nice. And the design? Baju kurung modern. It's so classic, kan? And my dad really like that cream one. Hmmmm...And what about sayang saya? He is the type of i-tak-kisah-sayang.... Haih~ Ni baru nak cari kain........

I dream of a white wedding with splashes of pastels colours..Damn!! I've gone too far! sorry for that.

Tapi..mak is not feeling well...I can't be too happy... Dugaannnnn.........

Eh, boleh kan kami nak buat surprise?

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.

Merangkak-rangkak .

Happy Saturday peeps! Phew~ It seems like this is the first chilling Saturday I had after months. Today I don't have any extra classes so I can online on my bed!!! Lama betul tak rasa lapang sikit macam ni. Seriously dah berapa bulan I tak rasa Saturday. 

Malam semalam after extra class, shoot ke Platinum Walk..Join the ex-SAMURA having a steamboat buffet dinner. Agak terlambat sebab mereka start makan at 8.30 p.m. and I arrived at 10.30 p.m. But better late than never! Thanks Daong and Azim kerana telah berkongsi makanan dengan I. Dan Nuar juga kerana telah berkongsi minuman dengan saya..Dan thanks to my baby for the ice-cream. Ehh..I memang muka tak malu kan? Sampai je terus melantak..Free plak tu. Thanks kawan-kawan for allowing me..Hukhuk!

Oh, ya! Last Thursday he came and we went out for dinner together. And the serious talk began. Now he's serious to make it happen next year. Biar betul??? What makes him ready?Bukan apa.....I ni tak ready la...Bukan tak ready ape..It just that...alahai..Financial semput-semput ala motor kapcai haaa.....Mana nak cekau 10k tahun depan? Adeyh~ Whatever it is, my sis said I don't have to worry that much sebabnya kakak cakap kan boleh guna 'duit itu' untuk di spend. But still kena cari juga 10k. Adeyh~ again. So I think I'll apply for loan lepas dapat pergerakan gaji Julai ni. Alhamdulillah. Dapat dah surat pergerakan gaji. Rezeki nak tut..tut..tut...kot. Nasib la keje gomen. Senang la sikit nak buat loan. Kuangkuangkuang...

Orang lain macam senang je nak tut..tut...Macam naik kapal terbang. I oll ni masih lagi merangkak-rangkak.. Hmm...Maybe nilah kot orang cakap dugaan.........................

Oklah, cau cin cau!

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.