Extra??

I bet everyone of us love extra things, and so do I. Let's say if we went to KFC and we asked for cheesy wedges. Some of us will definitely ask for extra cheese on top of it, right? If we ordered for a take away meal, we will say to the crew " Could you please give me extra packages of sauce and tissues?". Then, kalau kita pergi bershopping barang-barang groceries, we will look for items that come with extra thing. Contohnya a buy-one-free-one item or item yang akan dapat extra 15% contohnya shampoo. Kira macam alah membeli, menang memakai (worth it).

But...why on earth, there's one thing, I bet the only extra thing that I don't like kot. Kalau ada orang nak bagi, saya and perhaps the rest of my classmates, mesti akan beri berbagai-bagai alasan. Nak balik la, ada class lain la.. *even takde class pun sebenarnye*

Apakah itu? Perkara yang saya maksudkan itu ialah "extra class" to replace those classes that we missed before. Sangat tidak meminati class ganti, tahukah?Lagi-lagi di bulan puasa ni. Haih~

Tadi ada class ganti Ilmu Pendidikan. Actually class tu start from 11.15 a.m. to 1.15 p.m. Tapi sebab sangat banyak lecturer tak masuk class before, dia teruskan class sampai nearly pukul 3. Belajar Ilmu Pendidikan sampai 3 hours!! Dapat bayangkan tak tahap mengantuk saya? My brain also congested! Too many input in critical times. Bukankah waktu pukul 12 hingga pukul 3 adalah waktu kritikal ketika berpuasa?Hmm...Okaylah. Nak menghidang lauk untuk berbuka. Hari ni saya masak gulai lemak udang dan ikan goreng sahaja. Maklumlah hidup di rumah sewa, serba sederhana. Masak sahaja apa yang ada. Ok then. Selamat berbuka puasa semua.

Two Is Better Than One

Well...so maybe it's true that I couldn't live without you. Haha. Don't worry this entry won't be a sad-and-pathetic love story. No, not exactly. I just have something in my mind right now. Something that I think could change my life, or perhaps your life. *Duh!!Emotional...*

Hurmm..actually I'm now not in a gloomy mood anymore. Things are getting so much better! Now I realized that I couldn't live my life alone. I'm not going to be so damn selfish for not thinking about other's feeling. Well I should realize this earlier. Because deep down inside, I'm afraid of being alone. In the future, I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone, in my huge mansion with my luxurious life and my empty heart. I need someone to accompany me throughout my hard and happy times. So...two is better than one. Could you understand what I mean?No? Well just syhhhh...:)

Let's move to the next story. Among all of my classes that I attend here, Kajian Tempatan and Athletics are my favourite. Ask me why? Because of the lecturers. They are funny and being in their classes really make me feel so happy. Both classes are filled with humors and rumors. Rumors???Haha. Well...I heard a rumor saying that.....hurm...Well..I don't have any, actually. But...there's a rumor saying that..I'm going to get married soon..Next year maybe? Well..two is better than one, isn't it?

By the way, I'm having a problem with my hair. I just couldn't stop the dandruff. Anyone, what shampoo should I used in order to get rid of this situation?I don't want to use the anti-dandruff shampoo because it will turn my hair into wire. So...any suggestion?

Killing Me Softly

First of all, sorry guys for being so quiet without any entry lately. I have no interesting story to be shared with all of you. I'm now having erm.......well having a very difficult time. Yes. It's all about feelings and such. I hate for being a girl with a very sensitive and fragile heart. I hate for being a girl that needs attention and afraid of being lonely. Tapi mengapa mesti ada yang tidak mengerti that I'm like this after being together for quite a long time?
Saya letih. Lebih baik diam diri dan menjaga hati saya sendiri. Bukankah itu lebih baik walaupun tidak happy? dah. Tidak mahu fikir lagi pasal semua ni. Serabut kepala saya.

"biarkan aku menjaga perasaan ini, ohh
menjaga segenap cinta yang telah kau beri
engkau pergi, aku takkan pergi
kau menjaga, aku takkan jauh
sebenarnya diriku masih mengharapkanmu
andai akhirnya
kau tak juga kembali
aku tetap sendiri
menjaga hati"

Tiba-tiba suka lagu ni. Semacam sesuai untuk ditujukan kepada seseorang itu. Seseorang yang dah buat saya jadi macam ni. Haih~ It's killing me softly. Till then.

Juadah Hari Ini...

Let's see the menu that I had prepared for berbuka today....

Kerabu Mangga

Spaghetti served with authentic Malay sauce(yummy!!)

Sweet and Sour fish..

What do you think? Ok..Better go to sleep now. Till then..

Eternity

Have you ever think that you might fall in love with someone that you might not think that you will? I mean he/she is someone that is not yours but you already had a feeling for him since like forever? As for me, I never thought that those kind of things would ever happened in my life. Never thought that my first crushed is my partner now. My everything. My love and my life. Even though our relation has many obstacles and I always hurt but my love for him grows even stronger. I don't mind being hurt so many times because love takes it all. Times will heal everything, don't worry. Now I know in a relationship there are list of "do and don't". Never forced a guy to love you. And always give him space so that he could be alone sometimes. If you are really really hurt, and you were like crying for the whole day, never show it to him. All you do is just tell him that what he did really hurt your feeling. But don't call him and cry, hoping that he will wipe your tears. *lelaki sangat tidak pandai memujuk, tahu?* Besides, he will think that you are weak and he will do the same thing over and over because he thinks that you are so into him. Never put a high expectation on your partner, accept him for what he is. *terima seadanya,ok?* Respect his feelings and his toughts. Don't you ever raise your voice to your partner, and don't be too childish. *lelaki sangat tidak suka perempuan yang mengada-ngada,ok?*Try to be away from him so that you could find out how much that he loves you. This is what I did now. Even though I'm a bit regret of the decisions that I made, but on the other side, I'm so grateful that at last he declared that he doesn't want to lose me. He doesn't want me to be so far away from him. He needs me.

Dear, I also had the same feeling. But dun worry. If it's meant to be, then it's meant to be. Kalau dah memang ada jodoh, even kita terpisah tujuh lautan pun, kita tetap akan bersama juga akhirnya. Tapi kalau kita dah memang tiada jodoh, walaupun hanya tinggal seorang lelaki dan seorang perempuan sahaja di muka bumi ni, which is you and me, kita takkan bersama juga. Betul tak? Ok then, I'm in the blue mood, thinking of him as I miss him so damn much. Till then.

The Third Day

Assalamualaikum. Firstly, alhamdulillah sebab hari ni dah masuk hari yang ketiga kita berpuasa. Like always, I'm going to write about the menu that i had just now during berbuka. Menu hari ini ialah asam pedas tulang, sayur bayam tumis air, ayam percik, kerabu sotong ala Thai dan popiah. Memandangkan this is my first time buat kerabu sotong, saya nak share dengan all of you. Menu yang lain tu saya dah biasa buat, jadi saya tak perlulah kot nak share resepinya.

Bahan-bahan:

Sotong (saya tak timbang tadi sotong tu berapa kg, saya guna je sotong yang ada. Kamu pandai-pandailah anggarkan sendiri berapa yang kamu nak guna)
1 biji bawang besar, dihiris halus
1 biji tomato, didadu kecil
1 batang serai, dihiris halus
2 biji cili merah, dicincang kasar
7 biji cili padi (Boleh ditambah atau dikurangkan mengikut selera masing-masing)
Segenggam daun ketumbar, dihiris
Gula melaka atau nira (sila cairkan terlebih dahulu)
3 sudu besar sos ikan
1 biji limau nipis (diambil jusnya)
Garam secukup rasa

Cara memasak:

1. Celurkan sotong didalam air mendidih selama lebih kurang 3-5 minit(agak-agak la ye bila sotong tu dah masak). Angkat dan toskan airnya. Simpan didalam peti sejuk sementara menyediakan bahan untuk kerabu.
2. Masukkan sos ikan dan garam kedalam gula melaka yang telah dicairkan tadi. Kacau sehingga sebati.
3. Kemudian masukkan bahan-bahan yang lain beserta sotong dan gaulkan sehingga sebati.
4. Sedia untuk dihidang. Untuk pengetahuan semua, kerabu sotong ni sedap dimakan jika sejuk dan kelazatan resepi ini terletak pada gula yang digunakan. Anda tidak akan mendapat hasil yang sama jika menggunakan gula putih.

Senang bukan? Okay, here are some photos that I would like to share with you:

Antara bahan-bahannya

Sotong yang telah dicelurkan...

Hasilnya...

Yummy....

Please note that bahan-bahan yang saya gunakan telah pun saya anggarkan mengikut jumlah sotong dan citarasa saya sendiri. Anda juga boleh mengubahnya mengikut taste anda sendiri. Cooking is an art, remember?Selamat mencuba.:)

Udang 3 Rasa

Oleh kerana ada yang bertanya tentang resepi udang 3 rasa yang saya masak semalam, saya rasa it's better for me to share it in my blog so that semua orang boleh cuba masak.

Bahan-bahan:

• 1/2 kilo udang (bersaiz sederhana atau besar, tidak perlu buang kulit)


• 1 inci halia ( dihiris)


• 1 ulas bawang putih, dihiris ( kalau size seulas garlic tu kecil, guna la 2 ulas)


• Sebiji bawang besar ( dipotong dadu besar-besar)


• 2 sudu besar sos tomato


• 1 sudu besar cili mesin atau cili boh


• 1 sudu besar pes tom yam


• 1 sudu besar sos cili


• 1 1/2 sudu besar sos ikan (boleh didapati di mana-mana kedai)


• Hirisan capsicum (hijau dan merah)- kalau tak ada capsicum, pakai cili merah and cili hijau pun boleh


• Sedikit air


• Garam dan gula secukup rasa


• Daun ketumbar untuk hiasan

Cara memasak:

1. Tumiskan bawang putih dan halia sehingga garing sedikit dan naik bau.


2. Kemudian masukkan sos tomato, cili mesin (atau cili boh), sos cili dan pes tomyam, tumis sehingga garing sedikit.


3. Masukkan garam dan gula secukup rasa


4. Masukkan sedikit air (mengikut citarasa anda- kalau nak berkuah sedikit, masuk la air lebih sikit)


5. Masukkan bawang besar yang telah dipotong dadu.


6. Masukkan udang dan gaul sehingga masak. Kemudian masukkan sos ikan.


7. Masukkan hirisan capsicum (saya suka capsicum tu nampak fresh, so saya masuk last sekali sebab tak nak bagi capsicum tu over-cooked)


8. Apabila sudah masak, hindangkan di atas pinggan dan tabur daun ketumbar sebagai hiasan


9. Sedia untuk dimakan.

Selamat mencuba!

The Second Day

Alhamdulillah. Hari ni dah masuk hari kedua kita berpuasa. Masih ada lagi 28 hari sebelum menyambut Aidilfitri. Today's menu: Sup daging cendawan,paprik daging, mee goreng and puding laici as dessert. So sad sebab tak sempat nak ambil picture puding laici saya. Saya baru buat puding tu dalam pukul 5 tadi, so nak masuk dalam fridge still lagi panas. So I just let it cold and nearly 6 o'clock tadi baru pindahkan dalam fridge. And sebab puding tu belum lagi keras, saya letak kat freezer. So bila dah azan, sort of like hectic nak berbuka, terus je potong puding tu and tak ingat nak snap a photo. Next time bila saya buat saya ambil ya? Oh ya, sebenarnya nak cakap...tadi saya buat resepi baru. Yes! Tengok kat tv pagi tadi nampak macam senang sangat. Jadi saya pun cuba. Sebab tak sempat salin resepi, like always, saya pakai agak-agak je la. By the way, cooking is an art, isn't it? Nak tahu apakah resepi baru saya? Sila lihat gambar di bawah:

Tada!!! Udang 3 rasa. Biasa selalu dengar ikan tiga rasa kan? This time udang tiga rasa. Nice!!Nak resepi? Silalah tanya saya. Semacam sudah bosan la asyik makan sambal udang, udang sweet sour, udang goreng asam, and banyak lagilah. Jadi hari ni cuba resepi yang ini. Best la sebab the moment saya rasa, saya pun tak tau nak cakap rasa dia macam mana. It's a combination of pedas, masam and manis. That's why it's 3 rasa. And ada element Thai sikit dalam resepi ni.

Sekarang terasa sangat heaven sebab boleh meneruskan hobby saya tanpa ada halangan. Owh, apakah halangan tersebut. What I mean is that memasak di rumah sendiri YANG SANGAT LENGKAP membuatkan otak saya sangat pantas memikirkan masakan yang akan saya masak. Kejap, masih ada orang lagi ke yang nak masuk kelas memasak saya? Saya semacam busy lah! kalau nak tanya anything, just ring or text me.

Oh ya! Ada satu lagi gambar saya nak share. Pagi tadi one of my nieces, Qistina datang dekat saya, gosok-gosok tangan saya, belai- belai tangan saya then dia cakap " Cik ma...nak main game boleh tak?" Sangat comel, ok?Jadi saya pun memberilah baby lappy saya kat dia. Qistina sangat cerdik. Umur baru nak masuk 3 tahun bulan sembilan ni. Tapi sangat pandai cakap. Dan sangat pandai mengambil hati saya. Dia selalu cakap kat saya "Cik ma..pakwe cik ma handsomela...pakwe kakak tak handsome...". Sangat pandai cakap. Dah boleh eja some words and dah boleh type nama sendiri di laptop. Nak share aksi Qiqi tengah main game di baby lappy saya pagi tadi.

Gaya sangat tidak menahan, okay? Dia tak sedar pun saya snap her photo masa ni. Punyalah khusyuk main game..Oklah..till then

Holy Ramadhan

Today is the first day of Ramadhan. For those who doesn't have any idea what Ramadhan is all about, I'll give a brief meaning of it. Okay first of all, Ramadhan or Ramadan is the ninth month of the Islamic calendar. All Muslims are fasting during this month, which means they( Muslims) refrain from eating, drinking, smoking, sexual conduct,and indulging in anything that is in excess or ill-natured; from dawn until sunset. Muslims are fasting for the sake of Allah, and to offer more prayer as usual, for example Terawih. Fasting is meant to teach Muslims spirituality, patience and modesty.During Ramaḍān, Muslims ask forgiveness for past sins, pray for guidance and help in refraining from everyday evils, and try to purify themselves through self-restraint and good deeds. Additionally, the dates of Ramadhan vary as compared to solar calendar.

Everyday during Ramadhan, Muslims from all over the world will wake up before dawn to Sahur (the pre-dawn meal), then we perform Subuh prayer. We have to stop eating, drinking or doing whatever that can make our fasting to be fouled before the call prayer starts until Maghrib. Oh, before I forget, fasting also teach us to avoid obscene and irreligious sights and sounds. Ramdhan has so many advantages. It teaches us to have more self-discipline, self-control, sacrifice, empathy, thus encouraging generosity and charity. I love Ramadhan. For me, Ramadhan is a very holy and the most beautiful month compared to other months.

Now it's 5 p.m. already and I have like 2 and a half hours to break the fast. Today I'm going to break the fast with my family. Our menu for today are daging masak lemak cili padi, ikan goreng, sayur kacang goreng pedas and char kuey tiaw. I'm not sure what are we going to have for drinks. Lychee maybe..but I love to have a Ribena juice for my drink. So I have to go out and buy it before Maghrib.

Hurm....actually I'm looking forward to break the fast with him. But since he is at Subang Jaya and I'm at Melaka, how are we going to meet? I can drive there but it will be sort of like unfair because it always have to be me that have to travel miles away just to meet him. Dear...hope you did read this. I really really really want to see you. Okay then. Have to finish today's menu. I love Ramadhan!!! Till then.

Holiday???

People said holiday is the best time for you to spend your precious moments with your family and your love one. If you are staying hundreds of mile away from your partner, for sure you will be like dying to meet him, don't you? Same goes to me. I had already prepared dress that I'm going to wear on the just-in-my-dream-date, the pants that I'm going to wear, the shoes that I'm going to use, which is so matching with my brand new XOXO wristlet. How am I going to make up myself. Everything was well-planned until.............................Erm..It's better for me to shut my mouth cause if I let it out, my tears will run down on my cheeks like waterfalls.

I wonder why sometimes the words that came out from a mouth of a guy can really hurt my feeling? I'm now feel so sorry for myself and that's why I'm going back to Melaka today. Supposedly I want to meet him first then I'll go back but since it's been a burden for him to meet me and ask me for a date, it's better for me to just sit at home, don't sms and call him, just let him be happy and live the easiest life without me. This is going to be the worse holiday of my life ever. Now I miss Terengganu. My rented house, my mattress, my blanket, my room and my loneliness..

*Is it too difficult to make your partner smiling and happy instead of keep on hurting?*

Till then.