My nieces and nephews

Introducing my nieces and nephews:

See those kids in that photo?They are all my lovely nieces and nephews. From left: Iman, Saifullah, Farisha, Alia, Najwa, Fatihah and Danish. This photo was taken on 2nd of Syawal..Cute kan mereka ni? Same like their aunty. Ada lagi 2 orang yang missing in this photo.. They are Saifuddin and Qistina.

That's me and Qistina

This is Saifuddin..Name dia saya yang bagi..He is so cute isn't it?

Comelkan anak-anak saudara saya?Sangat sayang semuanya sekali!!Mereka pun sangat rapat dengan saya. Rindunya!!!

Till then~

Hobby

Assalamualaikum..

This photo was taken from my so-called garden at my home by using my mobile phone. I bought this from a nursery a month ago but i couldn't remember the flower's name. Isn't it so beautiful? the colour of this flower is purple (in this pic it's look like blue isn't it?but it's purple actually).

I am now currently addicted to gardening..Yup! Apart from spending my time at kitchen cooking this and that (well you know, i love cooking), i also love to spend my leisure time at my mom's small garden. It's not that big..well you know, my house isn't that huge..But still, the garden is very nice. It has so many flowers especially roses. My mom adores roses as they are so lovely. Let me share you some other photos from my garden.

Lovely isn't it? From red to pink and white to yellow roses. Actually i don't like roses anyway. But my mom fancies it so much and they are colourful. I love daisy and orchid. Yesterday i nearly bought a daisy at Ikea but my dad didn't allow me to buy it..He said stop wasting your money on plant..=,(

So if you wish to come to my convo, bring me some daisies instead of roses..wee~

Till then~

Help Me!!

I just had a chat with my best pal ever, Elsa from France. We've been friends since we were 14 and we still keep in touch until now. She is going to tie the knot next year on June 2009. I cried when she told me that she's getting married. The tears of happiness!! The best thing was she invited me and that's mean I'M INVITED!!!I'm dying to see her in her wedding dress. I really want to go to her wedding. But the problem is, going to France will cost me a lot of money..so is there anyone that can make my dream come true???This is my chance to meet her..I have been waiting for 8 years for this moment. Please...I'm begging you!!!I'm dying to meet her!!!!

I'm Gonna Miss You!!

Assalamualaikum..

Yesterday was my last day teaching at SDARY. Everything was too fast. I still remember my first day teaching. SDARY gave me so much memories that i won't forget. The students and the teachers. At SDARY had learn so many things. I made new friends also! One of them is Kak Azimah. She's so kind. And she always bought me bread. Thanks for that!!I won't forget that. Then i met this guy..Mohazil (not a real name,huu~)..He is just like my brother and a good friend plus a good listener too. But he owes me a chocolate. Don't forget that, Mister!
OK..this is my photo with my students class Lower Six Geography.

That's me in soft orange kebaya. I'm too cute to be a teacher, isn't it?huhu~ Anyway size doesn't matter even though it's a challenge for me. Sometimes when i entered class 5PG1, someone wrote on the blackboard "I give my heart to my teacher"..haha..Then if i asked question, they will answer, "Only three words teacher. I love you"..hmm...hello I'm your teacher and I'm 22! you're just 17!!Some of them asked me out for movie but of course i refused. Oh come on...There's no way to tackle a teacher..And on my last day, the students gave me presents. And did those i called 'touchy-feely' things. But somehow, i didn't cry. I did feel sad, but I'm not crying. I'm a tough girl la...huu..Anyway, I'm sure I'm gonna miss you all!!Thanks for everything, guys!

Till then~

Thanks Mitch!!

Assalamualaikum..

First of all, thanks to Kak Jee and Cawan for your feedback. Secondly, I'm so sorry because i was busy lately. I had to mark my students' final exam paper. Then i had to key-in mark and do this and do that. Therefore i don't have time for blogging.

Last weekend, i enjoyed myself reading my favourite novel ever, Tuesdays with Morrie by Mitch Albom. This time it's quite different. I started to learn the values from the novel. Before, i just read it through over and over again, ignoring the abundant of life's values inside the novel..i found that the novel is so interesting (because i do wish i would have a professor like Mitch had)..Now, I'd learn so much from it..so much!!

OK back to my last entry..I did told you about him right? How i wish he could treat me like i treat him? how i wish he could spend his precious moment with me?Well..after reading that novel with UNDERSTANDING (i mean not just read through without nothing), i had learnt about feeling.. The fear of losing him and the feeling of loneliness because he has no time for me as he is so busy right now are just feelings.. Feelings that i have to go through in my life..and I had feel it and i know how was it like.Fine. I just have to step away from it..Just let it go..Like Morrie, the professor said, I had to detach with my feelings..Yes, the detachment of feeling. Anyway, love doesn't need a reason. I love him and that's it. No matter what happened, i will always love him. I can't think that we are same..I mean he's a guy and i'm girl. Guys need some space in their life to be spent with their friends and their work. I know and i'm really sure, deep down inside he really loves me and he's afraid of losing me. Thanks Mitch for sharing your life's lessons with me..I feel so much better now.

Till then~

No title

Assalamualaikum..
It's been a long time since my last update. I'm so damn busy lately. My life turns to be more hectic when it come to the end of the year..I guess every teacher also face the same situation as mine, right? By the way, this is a quick update so i couldn't think of any title for this entry. However i just want to share a story of a girl and i need your opinion on what should that girl do.
Ok..it start with a girl who is so deeply in love with her boyfriend. She will sacrifice everything just to make her boyfriend happy. She doesn't mind spending all her money to buy the latest gadgets for him. She will always find some time to spend with him, no matter how busy she is at that moment. No matter what happen, she will try her best to divide her precious time for him. She will share her feeling, happy or sad, with him. This girl actually had already have feeling for this guy since in high school but she is so shy to let it out as she knew that there is also a girl who was also after him at that time.
The problem is, her boyfriend seems don't care about her feeling..and doesn't know how to make this girl happy. the question is, should this girl continue this relationship or just let time heals everything?
Till then~

An accident

Just arrived at Seremban yesterday evening. Lepas sekolah, terus rushing balik rumah kemas-kemas apa yang patut and took a rest for about half an hour and terus drive ke Seremban, alone. At first, the weather was so good, the sky was so beautiful. But then, it turned out to be so bad.. Hujan sangat lebat and i could see nothing. Yesterday was the second time i had to drive dalam hujan yang gila sangat lebat. Luckily saya seorang pemandu yang berhemah (or is it berhemat???i don't know!!)
What i want to share with you is that time saya dah nak sampai ke perhentian Senawang, there was a horrifying accident. I was horrified. Did i ever mention to you that i'm so afraid of accident and car crash???Saya memang sangat takut sebab saya pernah mengalaminya with my dad. And time tu saya sangat bersyukur saya masih hidup. And thanks to seat belt. If i didn't buckle-up at that moment, i probably be dead.
Oh ya, berbalik semula ke accident di highway semalam yang melibatkan an express bus, a lorry, and about three cars if i'm not mistaken. Sangat teruk because that bus dah melintang and blocking our way so everyone had to wait until the police move the bus. Lorry dah terbalik and the cars was badly injured. I just hope that no one died.
Till then~

Update!!!

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a long time since my last update,right?Reasons why i'm too lazy to update:

1. I'm busy with my job
2. My job makes me extra tired
3. There's no telephone in my house meaning that no fixed line. So, no internet. Semua orang sudah pakai handphonelah..
4. Internet connection yang kurang mantap di kawasan kampung..haih~

Puas hati?huu..Tadi after finished teaching, saya teringatkan my friends. Wonder how they are right now..I really want to hang out with them and spend our money for shopping, movies and food, like we always did back in college. But do they also thinking of me when i was thinking about them? No one knows. I miss them so much!!

See...Merekalah insan-insan yang saya rindui..From left Ila, Dilla, Me, Wawa and Ana. Gambar ni was taken time Part 6 during MPG party at Sheraton Subang..
Message for all the girls in that photo : Korang!!!!!Datanglah raya my house!!!!!!

Till Then~

It's Complicated!!!

This is my second post for today. I just can't start blogging because if i did, i just can't stop. My life is getting better, i guess. I have a job (even it's temporary, but i'm glad) and my relationship is getting better too. Weird isn't it? I just confessed that i hate guys but then i've a guy in my life, again. It's complicated! Have you ever heard a song by Stacie Orrico entitled Stuck?it sounds like this "I hate you but i love you, i can't stop thinking of you..and it's true,i'm stuck on you"..that's my situation right now.

I just broke up with him last two weeks because one reason that i think i shouold get mad about it. And i started to remember all those things that i did just to get his love. Albeit i got nothing but i still dying for his love (sounds so jiwang, is it?). Well that's me. I'll do anything for him. In return, i just want him to love me as much as i do love him. Is it too difficult not to hurt me? And that's why i broke up with him. This isn't the first time i decided to break up with him after all. But somehow......i can't...He always win..Hmmm...maybe this is my destiny..maybe dah memang jodoh saya dengan dia kot. Gaduh macam mana pun, bertekak macam mana pun, break macam mana pun, at the end back together again. Kalau dah jodoh kan? hmm...life is just complicated..

Ok then..

It's Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum

Sudah hampir dua minggu tidak berblog..maklumlah saya sangat busy dengan kerja sampai i have no time untuk berblogging.As usual, everything is fine...just fine!I guess you know what it means. And i wanna wish you Selamat Hari Raya.Maaf Zahir & Batin. I just love hari raya so much. This raya saya celebrate dengan family. Tak balik ke Kelantan pun. Family pun dah makin membesar, so makin meriah lah. Meriah dengan hiruk pikuk kanak-kanak yang sangat ramai di rumah.Tapi kebisingan tu lah yang menjadikan raya so much fun than before. Tengok my nieces and nephews bersiap untuk raya and pakai baju raya yang sangat comel and adorable..waa...so cute!!Bangun tidur je dah salam saya and cakap nak duit raya. Seronok kan?And one of my niece cakap "Selamat Hari Kaya" not Selamat Hari Raya. haha.

When i was younger, raya is much more fun but i didn't know the true meaning of raya at that moment. Yang jadi seronok are the cookies and of course duit raya. Seronok betul zaman remaja (lebih tepat zaman belajar) sebab dapat a lot of duit raya. Now saham pun dah turun, alasan saya dah bekerja.Tapi gaji still belum masuk lagi la. Baru je start kerja tahu tak?
Baju raya saya pun tahun ni tak banyak. Takde lah dapat pakai sampai sepuluh hari raya.huuu.But then one of my baju raya tak muat. Too big for me lah. Dah la kebaya. Nampak sangat lah saya ni dah kurus dek kerana tekanan.

Anyway, when we talk about raya, it's not Gambar raya saya about the food, the clothes and the duit raya. But it's about forgiving each other. Right?Belum di transfer lagi. Nanti bila dah transfer, i'll share it with you, ok?
Oklah got something to be settled up. I'll continue later,k?Till then~