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Assalamualaikum..
It's been a long time since my last update. I'm so damn busy lately. My life turns to be more hectic when it come to the end of the year..I guess every teacher also face the same situation as mine, right? By the way, this is a quick update so i couldn't think of any title for this entry. However i just want to share a story of a girl and i need your opinion on what should that girl do.
Ok..it start with a girl who is so deeply in love with her boyfriend. She will sacrifice everything just to make her boyfriend happy. She doesn't mind spending all her money to buy the latest gadgets for him. She will always find some time to spend with him, no matter how busy she is at that moment. No matter what happen, she will try her best to divide her precious time for him. She will share her feeling, happy or sad, with him. This girl actually had already have feeling for this guy since in high school but she is so shy to let it out as she knew that there is also a girl who was also after him at that time.
The problem is, her boyfriend seems don't care about her feeling..and doesn't know how to make this girl happy. the question is, should this girl continue this relationship or just let time heals everything?
Till then~

An accident

Just arrived at Seremban yesterday evening. Lepas sekolah, terus rushing balik rumah kemas-kemas apa yang patut and took a rest for about half an hour and terus drive ke Seremban, alone. At first, the weather was so good, the sky was so beautiful. But then, it turned out to be so bad.. Hujan sangat lebat and i could see nothing. Yesterday was the second time i had to drive dalam hujan yang gila sangat lebat. Luckily saya seorang pemandu yang berhemah (or is it berhemat???i don't know!!)
What i want to share with you is that time saya dah nak sampai ke perhentian Senawang, there was a horrifying accident. I was horrified. Did i ever mention to you that i'm so afraid of accident and car crash???Saya memang sangat takut sebab saya pernah mengalaminya with my dad. And time tu saya sangat bersyukur saya masih hidup. And thanks to seat belt. If i didn't buckle-up at that moment, i probably be dead.
Oh ya, berbalik semula ke accident di highway semalam yang melibatkan an express bus, a lorry, and about three cars if i'm not mistaken. Sangat teruk because that bus dah melintang and blocking our way so everyone had to wait until the police move the bus. Lorry dah terbalik and the cars was badly injured. I just hope that no one died.
Till then~

Update!!!

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a long time since my last update,right?Reasons why i'm too lazy to update:

1. I'm busy with my job
2. My job makes me extra tired
3. There's no telephone in my house meaning that no fixed line. So, no internet. Semua orang sudah pakai handphonelah..
4. Internet connection yang kurang mantap di kawasan kampung..haih~

Puas hati?huu..Tadi after finished teaching, saya teringatkan my friends. Wonder how they are right now..I really want to hang out with them and spend our money for shopping, movies and food, like we always did back in college. But do they also thinking of me when i was thinking about them? No one knows. I miss them so much!!

See...Merekalah insan-insan yang saya rindui..From left Ila, Dilla, Me, Wawa and Ana. Gambar ni was taken time Part 6 during MPG party at Sheraton Subang..
Message for all the girls in that photo : Korang!!!!!Datanglah raya my house!!!!!!

Till Then~

It's Complicated!!!

This is my second post for today. I just can't start blogging because if i did, i just can't stop. My life is getting better, i guess. I have a job (even it's temporary, but i'm glad) and my relationship is getting better too. Weird isn't it? I just confessed that i hate guys but then i've a guy in my life, again. It's complicated! Have you ever heard a song by Stacie Orrico entitled Stuck?it sounds like this "I hate you but i love you, i can't stop thinking of you..and it's true,i'm stuck on you"..that's my situation right now.

I just broke up with him last two weeks because one reason that i think i shouold get mad about it. And i started to remember all those things that i did just to get his love. Albeit i got nothing but i still dying for his love (sounds so jiwang, is it?). Well that's me. I'll do anything for him. In return, i just want him to love me as much as i do love him. Is it too difficult not to hurt me? And that's why i broke up with him. This isn't the first time i decided to break up with him after all. But somehow......i can't...He always win..Hmmm...maybe this is my destiny..maybe dah memang jodoh saya dengan dia kot. Gaduh macam mana pun, bertekak macam mana pun, break macam mana pun, at the end back together again. Kalau dah jodoh kan? hmm...life is just complicated..

Ok then..

It's Hari Raya

Assalamualaikum

Sudah hampir dua minggu tidak berblog..maklumlah saya sangat busy dengan kerja sampai i have no time untuk berblogging.As usual, everything is fine...just fine!I guess you know what it means. And i wanna wish you Selamat Hari Raya.Maaf Zahir & Batin. I just love hari raya so much. This raya saya celebrate dengan family. Tak balik ke Kelantan pun. Family pun dah makin membesar, so makin meriah lah. Meriah dengan hiruk pikuk kanak-kanak yang sangat ramai di rumah.Tapi kebisingan tu lah yang menjadikan raya so much fun than before. Tengok my nieces and nephews bersiap untuk raya and pakai baju raya yang sangat comel and adorable..waa...so cute!!Bangun tidur je dah salam saya and cakap nak duit raya. Seronok kan?And one of my niece cakap "Selamat Hari Kaya" not Selamat Hari Raya. haha.

When i was younger, raya is much more fun but i didn't know the true meaning of raya at that moment. Yang jadi seronok are the cookies and of course duit raya. Seronok betul zaman remaja (lebih tepat zaman belajar) sebab dapat a lot of duit raya. Now saham pun dah turun, alasan saya dah bekerja.Tapi gaji still belum masuk lagi la. Baru je start kerja tahu tak?
Baju raya saya pun tahun ni tak banyak. Takde lah dapat pakai sampai sepuluh hari raya.huuu.But then one of my baju raya tak muat. Too big for me lah. Dah la kebaya. Nampak sangat lah saya ni dah kurus dek kerana tekanan.

Anyway, when we talk about raya, it's not Gambar raya saya about the food, the clothes and the duit raya. But it's about forgiving each other. Right?Belum di transfer lagi. Nanti bila dah transfer, i'll share it with you, ok?
Oklah got something to be settled up. I'll continue later,k?Till then~

Double Trouble

Saya rasa hidup saya semakin tertekan..
Exam paper yang melambak to be marked..
And i'm now single again..
Tekanan tak?
Hilang orang yang paling saya sayang di saat saya sangat2 serabut..
What i can say is that...I hate guys..pull stop

Merepek

Assalamualaikum..

Saya kini berada di Shah alam. After class, terus rushing datang Shah Alam. Tadi berbuka puasa dengan si dia..Hmmm...Kejap lagi nak bersahur sama..harap2 bangun..
Oklah..mata dah tingtong. Till then~

Tekanan

Hari demi hari macam semakin tertekan..
Mengajar MUET semacam tak percaya.
Adakah ini mimpi??
Doakan saya dapat kerja lain kerana sangat tertekan.
Till Then~

Believe it or not?

Assalamualaikum..

Alhamdulillah,now i finally got a job. Even though I'm not that 'ready', but i still accept this job with open heart. You guys might be suprised that i'm now a teacher. A temporary teacher. I'm teaching English from form 4 to form 6 at SMK Dato' Abdul Rahman Yaakub.

I just finished my work. And today was my first day of work. Teaching isn't easy as i thought it were.

I still don't have my own timetable so today i was just sitting and reading some Grammar book. I have nothing to do as i only had one class only for today on 10.20 a.m. at 5MPV.

As i walked into the class, i was shocked!! There were only like 9 to 11 students in that class. Only half of the class present and the other half were absent. Most of the students are so naughty..And one of them said "Cikgu, class ni budak-budak dia semua mental". Dush!!!Seem like my nightmare came true!!But somehow, they are funny too. I was like laughing all the time..And they said "Teacher, i thought you were 19"..Am i that young?

Now i have to make revision everyday and i have to read all those literature components again!! Feel like i'm going back to school.

Nothing much to write..hmm..oh yes!Maybe I will go to Shah Alam this weekend if my parents allow me to drive and if they give me extra pocket money..Huu~Hurmmm..got lots of work to do now. Till then~

p/s:I'm dying to see you b!!!

My Endless Love

Assalamualaikum..

First of all, i would like to say that this entry might be so touchy and people would think that i'm so jiwang.But never mind cause sometimes i do..haha..So what??I am just writing to let the feelings flow to the one I love. Well, here is to a man I thought I'd never know. The one who stole my heart so innocently, but with care and grace. The perfect thought is us together forever, the sweetest word is your name, and the greatest thing is your love.

I am so amazed at our relationship. I'm so glad that we're together now and you make me feel like I'm the most important person on earth. B, I wake up every morning with the thought of you in my head, wondering if I had dreamed you up the night before. Actually I was scared to love you at first, in fear that you would hurt me, but I dove right in and it's the best choice I have ever made. And it seems like I have spent my entire life trying to find someone like you.

Dear, there are so many reasons why i love you. You have been the motivation behind every breath I take.The little things you do, the simple gesture you make and the feelings and thoughts you share with me. I adore the way you look at me, your move and your smile. You understand me more than anyone else. You make me feel like I have never felt before. I can always be myself when I'm with you. I can tell you anything and you won't be shocked or judge me. Your undying faith is what keeps the flame of our love going. You and me together, we are a perfect match. And there are just so many reasons that i just can't tell.

Love has taught me and has changed me since we've met. I knew you were the only man I have ever really loved and the only man I ever wanted to be with for the rest of my life. No matter how much I have screwed up, you were determined to keep our love alive. I will never be able to thank you enough for that. Please forgive me for all the hurt that I have put you through. And I'm sorry I've been so moody lately. I know I mention my past too much and I know I bring up like so many stupid things....but I do love you with all my heart.. and I'm just afraid of losing you. I know I can make you mad, but you still love me with everything you have. And it has been over two years now and somehow we have made it.You are the reason I live, breathe, love, and laugh. You mean everything to me.

Dear b, I love you more and more with each passing day. And it pleases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. My love for you cannot be measured by words alone and the word love does not fully express my truest feelings for you. I wanted to tell you that no matter what happen, I still love you with my whole heart, and I know that these misunderstandings don't mean anything more than just arguing. However, from this day on, I'm going to try harder to be a better person, and not be so adamant about everything, because I realized that you are the most important person in my life and that if I continue like this, I may just lose the love we share. have so much to thank you for, but so much more to give you, so many moments of my life to spend by your side. You are my love. B, I love you, more than I could ever express with words alone.

Till then~