The long pause..

Phew~ It has been such a long pause since my last entry. I feel like giving up blogging for the moment. The thing is I just don't know why I was so lazy to at least view my blog just for a second. But then again, here I am....updating this little room of mine after being away for a month.

By the way, I was just discharged from the ward last week. It was allergic reaction that brought me there. Not that ordinary allergic reaction but the serious one. It not only attack my skin, but my lung and my heart also. I thought I was dead. But Alhamdulillah..hey, I'm back in action!

4 days admitted in a 3rd class government hospital had granted me with such a great experience! Who said that hospital is lousy? The toilets are clean. as well as the shower.....The nurses are all kind. They took care of me really well. But let's not talk about the meal. It's general hospital that we're talking about uolss...And the only thing that I can consume was vegetables. What more important is..........the male doctors are all good looking, by the way. They treated me so well...I'm talking about the doctors...the male doctors...Gatai naaaa! haha! Memang pun....kan kena gatal2!

Macam mana boleh kena? Ni semua gara-gara makan sardin. Tak sampai setengah jam telan sardin, badan terus naik bintat-bintat yang looked like gegata. Tapi masa tu belum lagi menyerang organ dalaman. Gatal-gatal macam ni la..tu gambo kat bawah tu......

Ni tangan ye...Harap maklum.

Ha...naik macam ni la..penuh kat badan...muka ada sikit-sikit. Tapi tak terus gi klinik. Tunggu esok paginya...tu pun if teruk sesangat. So the next morning, pergi sekolah like always...konon-konon kuat boleh menahan gatal kan....Tapi dah naik teruk....so minta permission untuk ke klinik. I went to Klinik ampang kat Wangsa Maju...recommended by my friend..katanya bagus kalau pasal kulit-kulit ni..Sampai je sana, sebab tak tahan sangat, minta doctor bagi injection. Lepas je inject kat punggung, dalam sepuluh minit macam tu, pitam kat klinik....dah la sorang-sorang kan...terima kasihlah dekat sesiapa yang dah tolong angkat Cik Akma ye...ngeeee~ Dah gi klinik, kata doctor sebab kan protein combination yang salah...badan saya dah allergic kat protein untuk jangka masa ni. Racun sardin masih ada dalam badan....So balik je dari klinik, tidur dulu kat sekolah sebab tak larat nak drive balik.

Disebabkan Cik Akma ni terkenal dengan kedegilannya, balik tu makan pulak ayam goreng.. Protein bukan?  Yela..apa guna doctor bagi ubat kan? Lepas makan ayam, kita tengok hasil dia....Tada!!!

Ni tangan saya ye...=)

Start dah melecur-lecur badan. Nafas pun dah semakin semput-semput ala siput sedut. Lepas makan ayam goreng, makan ubat terus tidoqqqq....Malam tu bangun, badan still macam kat atas tu...Tapi muka tak naik lagi.....So ingat tak de pape la kan....Makan malam macam biasa..pastu makan ubat..terus nak tido sebab kata doctor ubat tu akan buatkan saya sleepy yang amat. Tapiiiiiiiiiiiii dang~ tak boleh tido langsung ye uolsss...Bukan sahaja tak leh tido...malahan tak boleh nak bernafas. Jantung dah laju sesangat. So I got up from my bed, bukak lampu dan tengok badan....SubhanaAllah! Muka dah tak macam muka...macam kat gambar bawah ni..

Hep! ni bukan chicken wings! ni tangan saya.

Ya Allah..gatal sesangatttttt! Satu badan termasuk muka jadi macam ni. Tapi kat bawah kulit, berdenyut-denyut sakit. Bisa....Dengan sesak nafas...badan kebas menggigil...Dalam kepala tak ingat pape except hospital. Terus amik baju, seluar dan tudung....seluar biru, baju pink, tudung coklat ye uolss....Boleh bayangkan tak? Sambil drive terfikir ni aku ni nak mati dah ke....Tapi terus gagah drive sampai GH. Dah smpai GH daftar kat ICU sendiri..called boyfriend pun die tak layan...pastu teringat nak message Mak Ayu..In case jadi pape, dah sempat bagitau kat orang kan..lepas je texted Mak Ayu, rasa macam nak pitam dah...cakap kat hospital attendant tu..Encik, saya rasa saya ni nak pitam...kau...abes je ayat, terus pitam...sedar2 doctor tengah cucuk jarum ubat,dah ada atas katil, sambil ada bantuan oksigen...hmmm..Biasalahkan....Cik Akma kan pesakit asma yang kronik...dah dkat dh tu..akma, asma....haih~

Masuk ubar every 4 hours..kalau kronik, sejam sekali cucuk ubat...

So kenalah saya warded 4 hari. Tu pun mintak doctor nak balik even paru-paru masih bengkak lagi...Tapi malam pertama tu memang macam nak mati dah...especially pagi tu...my heart beat sangat laju sampai machine tu berbunyi-bunyi. Memang sangat pengalaman! Thanks to my besties Kak Farah sebab uruskan hal warded saya...Maklumlah...duk sorang-sorang kat bandar...takde sedara mara plak tu kat sana....Suami pun takde....eh?

Tadi gi check up lagi...so far paru-paru dah kurang bengkaknya. Alhamdulillah. Rabu ni kembali bertugas, insyaAllah. My next check up will be on 27th Feb ni....buat test sekali...

Moral of the story is be careful with sardine. Jangan ingat allergic tu perkara biasa...Boleh bawa maut kalau dah serang organ dalam macam saya.

Hugs and kisses,

Cikmai.