Woke up this morning feeling like a dead fish. I glanced at my cell phone. Nah...no SMS or any missed call. I've been going through the same situation since the last three days. Come on..stop laughing at me. Life goes on, by the way. I touched my forehead and I could feel that my body's temperature was not at normal range. A fever, again. But not so severe. Maybe it's due to the toothache that I had or maybe because of that pain.
I struggled myself to get up as Subuh was about to finish. Then I prayed, with the hope that there will be a miracle for me.
Thought to go back to bed right after that but I can't. So I browsed through my cell phone. Those photos brought me back memories. Then I started to think. Think, think and think. Then I discovered something.
For all this while I always thought that making decision was on the top of my list. But now I'm wrong. Forgetting is the most difficult thing to do in life. It really really takes some times- maybe a week, a month or even years. It is not as easy as making decision.
My house is turning to hell right now. So many things happened within a week. I admit that I'm stressed. Therefore I'm going to karaoke today- yes, with my toothache. It's the best way to let out everything so that I won't be suffocated anymore. Hopefully.
No matter what happened, I have to move on. My life won't stop just because of these mischievous thingy. When I analyzed back, there is only one thing that can make me feel stronger again. And that one thing is smile. Keep on smiling as I know the sun will always there to shine for me. Well of course except for rainy days. =)
All you need is a smile.
p/s: I miss my parents so much.
Hugs and Kisses,
I struggled myself to get up as Subuh was about to finish. Then I prayed, with the hope that there will be a miracle for me.
Thought to go back to bed right after that but I can't. So I browsed through my cell phone. Those photos brought me back memories. Then I started to think. Think, think and think. Then I discovered something.
For all this while I always thought that making decision was on the top of my list. But now I'm wrong. Forgetting is the most difficult thing to do in life. It really really takes some times- maybe a week, a month or even years. It is not as easy as making decision.
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My house is turning to hell right now. So many things happened within a week. I admit that I'm stressed. Therefore I'm going to karaoke today- yes, with my toothache. It's the best way to let out everything so that I won't be suffocated anymore. Hopefully.
No matter what happened, I have to move on. My life won't stop just because of these mischievous thingy. When I analyzed back, there is only one thing that can make me feel stronger again. And that one thing is smile. Keep on smiling as I know the sun will always there to shine for me. Well of course except for rainy days. =)
All you need is a smile.
p/s: I miss my parents so much.
Hugs and Kisses,
2 babbles:
wat ever happen, just try to make the best out of it =)
Akmar, umm aku follow jgk blog ko ni, aku harap ko sabar byk2 oke. org salu ckp nnti ko mesti jumpa org yg lg bagus kan, dan benda tu mmg btol, jd skang ko cuma kna tunggu je =) btw, aku bdk tadika merlimau yg salu nangis dulu kalo ko still igt, hanis hehe.
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