Attitude

Wow!Couldn't believe that this is my 4th entry for today. Aik? Sungguh rajin Cikmai hari ni. Pat on my shoulder. Wee~

Okay..okay..let's get back to our business. What I'm going to share tonight is about attitude. I could consider attitude is something subjective. The longer I live, the more I realized the impact of attitude in my life. It really did give huge impact in my life. I bet you guys also realized that,didn't you? Well...Attitude to me, is something more important than facts. It is more important than the past, than education, than money, than circumstances, than failures, than successes, than what other people think, say, or do. It is more important than appearance, giftedness, or skill. It will cause me to break relationship or friendship. The remarkable thing is I have a choice everyday regarding the attitude I will embrace for that day.

As we all know, I cannot change my past. I cannot change the fact that people will act in certain way. And of course, I cannot change the inevitable. The only thing I can do is play on the one string I have, and that is my attitude. Yup. Not his, not hers, not yours..but MY ATTITUDE. I am convinced that life is 10% what happens to me and 90% how I react to it. And so it is with you, isn't it? We are in charge of our attitudes. The power to change my attitudes is inside me- it's myself. Not you, not him, not her, but me. I'm trying so hard now to make those changes and I bet I'm a whole lot better person now. What about you? It's time to change. Till then.
Assalamualaikum.

I miss Lulu

I love The Little Lulu Show. I don't know whether you guys remember or not. But it's my favourite childhood show. I browsed through Youtube to watch this show. Oh...it brings back memories.I love this show so much.

Little Lulu, Little Lulu, with freckles on her chin,
Always in and out of trouble, but mostly always in,
Using Daddy's necktie for the tail on your kite,
Using Mommy's lipstick for the letter you write..............

Love this show so much!!!

Worries

Assalamualaikum. I had just met my parents. We went out for lunch then they have to hurry to fetch my little bro and go back to Melaka. Thinking that it might burden my parents to stay longer with me, so I've to sacrifice and let them go early. Seeing my parents is the most happiest moment I could ever had. The smile on their faces bring me sunshine and give me spirits. That's why I love them so much. But I couldn't stay that way longer than I should. Now worries came again, messing up my mind. I know that I couldn't let this keep on controlling myself. So I try to be optimistic and I did talk to other people about this worries, sharing so that I could feel much better. Whenever I'm alone, especially before I went to bed, I keep on motivate myself by reading motivational true story. And I think you guys are right. There's nothing to be worried.

You see...actually there are two days in every week about which I should not worry. Two days I should be kept free from fear and apprehension. One of these days is Yesterday with all its mistakes and cares, faults and blunders, pains and aches. You know why? Because yesterday had passed forever beyond our control. All the money in the world cannot bring back yesterday. I know that I can't undo every single act that I performed, I can't erase every single word I said or wrote in my blog. Because yesterday is gone forever. But all I could do is apologize. I will change to be a better person, to be your favourite one. I promise.

The other day I should not worry about is Tomorrow with all it's possibilities adversities, its burden, its large promise and its poor performance. You know why? Because tomorrow is also beyond our immediate control. For me, tomorrow's sun will rise, either in splendor or behind a mask of clouds, but it will rise. Until it does, I have no stake in tomorrow, for it is yet to be born.
Therefore, this leaves only one day, which is Today. Any person can fight the battle of just one day. It is when you and I add the burdens of those two awful eternities, yesterday and tomorrow that we break down.

Therefore I think, it is not the experience of today that drives a person mad. It is the remorse or bitterness of something which happened yesterday and the dread of what tomorrow will bring. Let me, therefore, live but one day at a time. Instead of feeling worried, I should be glad of my life because it gives me the chance to love, to work, to play and to look up the stars..and of course,to dream. Worries....go away because I don't need you anymore. Just go. Shooooohhhhh!!!!

Yay!!

Assalamualaikum.
Good morning everyone!! Let's start our day with cheerful smile and happiness. Why? Because mak and abah are coming to visit me today. Yay!!!! I miss them so much. I just can't wait to finish my class today. Okey then, better get ready for my class.
Hug and kisses!

Phew~

After I browsed through hundreds of templates, I'd picked this one. Tired of choosing, I just grabbed this.
Feel like to vomit.
At last...Phew~
Till then. Good night, everyone!

This and That

Sudah 4 hari semester baru bermula. Semua orang semacam masih dalam swing mood. Me too. Percutian yang agak panjang memang memberi kesan yang sangat mendalam. Wah~bunyi macam mahu holidays lagi. I wish I could. Tapi tak bolehlah bukan. Hari ni sangat telah membuang masa dan tenaga untuk bersiap-siap ke class tapi at the end lecturer tak de. Struggle datang awal sebab class Ilmu Pendidikan combine dengan Unit Pemulihan. Jadi class semacam packed jugak. Maka kerusi dan meja tak cukup. Kenalah datang awal untuk pinjam kerusi and meja dari class sebelah. Dah berpeluh-peluh angkat meja and kerusi and dah sejam tunggu lecturer...suddenly..Class dismiss. Lecturer tak de. Sangat membuang masa lah bukan? Haih~
Oh ya! Sekarang ni saya sedang menghitung hari untuk ke Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Wan. Tak tahulah dicelah mana sekolah tersebut. Weekend ni baru nak pergi tengok sekolah tersebut. Dengan harapan sekolah tersebut tidaklah jauh sangat dari rumah sewa. Oh ya! Saya juga dah patut mempelajari dialek Terengganu untuk memudahkan my communication with students and their parents,kan? Dah, dah! Jangan terlalu risau. Nanti bertambah pening kepala.

Sekarang ni sana sini bercakap pasal relationship- engagement and marriage. I browsed through Facebook, most of my friends had changed their relationship status. From in a relationship to engaged or married to...Dah macam semua berlumba-lumba mahu kahwin. Apakah? Sekarang ni sudah tiba musim mengawan kah?

Oh ya. Bercakap tentang musim mengawan, tadi balik sekolah ada sebiji lagi telur ayam kat depan rumah. Masuk telur yang tadi tu dah 5 biji dah telur ayam ada kat rumah ni. Pelik. Yang jadi pelik is boleh pulak ayam tu alihkan telur dia kat atas tembok yang tinggi. And sebelum balik rumah tadi, singgah beli lunch kat warung tu. On the way back ke kereta ada ayam tengah megeram (betulke ejaan ni?) telur. Wah..ayam pun sangat productive. Sana sini bertelur. Senanglah bukan? Tak payahla ke kedai untuk beli telur. Tak sabar nak tunggu telur tu menetas. Nanti mesti cute anak-anak ayam tu kan?

Okaylah. Mahu mandi. Catch you guys later. Till then.

Wednesday

There are 3 times when you almost always miss people a lot.

1. When you are sick
2. When it's raining
3. When you are having so much problem and you're in a mess

Well..it's now raining season in Terengganu, and I'm not feeling very well. Feeling dizzy and having running nose for almost all the time. And I have lot of things to think of at the moment- work, practical, exams (well, I have 3 months only to study), the upcoming posting (I just hope for mercy), family matters, relationship matters..you get the whole picture, don't you?

Sometimes I carry these whole things in my head and it's creepy when I get visions in form of dream when I'm trying to sleep them off. It's scary.

I could say that I'm almost in a mess even the new semester had just began. So many things to be worried of. SO MANY THINGS!

I know I just had a long holidays but...I need holidays badly. I want to see him, her, everyone that could cheer me up.

Have class now. Catch you guys later. Till then. Assalamualaikum.

I'm wondering.....

how our country will going to be in the future. Will peace, happiness and harmony exist in the future? I read news via Internet everyday and i feel so sympathy yet, at the same time sad and afraid. Sympathy to some people who tend to do anything just to have name and to be popular, also using dirty tricks just to earn money easily. Sad when there are innocent people had to suffer and afraid that..who knows...war might happened once again. You see....people nowadays choose to fight for their so-called right to lead the country. The question is...are they really qualified enough? Or they just inherit it from their ancestor?
As the future leader, we have to be really alert so that the mistakes made by our leader now won't be repeat again and again until it will become a tradition. Well...if you ask me what are the keys to maintain peace in our country, my answer would be easy..UNITY and INTEGRATION.
As we all know, Malaysia is a country of rich cultural heritage with different colours, religions, languages and way of life. However, there is always unity in diversity. We have fought unitedly against British rule under the leadership of Tuanku Abdul Rahman. Our spirit of unity got us independence. The same spirit needed for the continuous growth and welfare of the nation. Only when there is peace, we can develop into great nation. Therefore, unity and national integration are essential forever.
It's well known that Malaysia comprises people belonging to different beliefs, races, religions and languages. Unless a cultural integration among these different sections of people takes place, unless every Malaysian considers himself a Malaysian first, the integration of Malaysia is incomplete. But what makes me so worried now is that, from time to time unity seems fading away. People are becoming more greedy and greedy every each day. They do whatever they like as long as they get what they want. They don't even care people around them. They becoming so selfish.
However, there is always a solution to any problem. I could say that campaign like 1Malaysia is really working. Thanks to our beloved Prime Minister, for launching such a brilliant campaign. Thanks to media also for the advertisements that really rise up our spirits of unity. May this unity and integration of our nation last forever and ever. Remember that we have to live together, and perhaps die together. Don't ever fight for silly reasons and make mountains out of mole holes. Because we are one Malaysia!
Till then. Assalamualaikum and Salam 1Malaysia.

I just don't understand.........

when other people or should I say stranger simply judge other people by their character. And I just don't really understand when some of them could simply judge me by my writing, my thoughts- my blog. I never thought that there are certain people making some pathetic and so-not-true judgements on me now after reading some of my entries. Well I just write about myself, my feelings, my point of view and sharing my treasures to all of you. I'm not like some other blogger who loves to gossip other people, badmouthing about others or whatever..I just wrote all about me. For me, I have the right to write whatever I want as I know my limit. Unfortunately, there are some people thought that I'm a type of girl that is highly think of myself. Did I make any mistakes to you? Is it wrong to let out what I feel in typable way?And whatever I wrote is none of your business. Sorry to be rude but you can choose not to read or follow me on my blog if you don't like it.

I know that everybody has problem. After all, life isn't a life without problem or trouble. I admit that I'm so emotional when sharing feelings. You know why? Because I'm facing what I've called a full-package of complete life problem. What makes it complete is because I'm not a person who is always be surrounded by good luck. Sometimes people who really don't know me will definitely jump into so many conclusions but I don't care. It's just a small matter for me. At least there are people who believe in me. There are always people who know me and love me for who I am. But thanks. I'll take it positively. Those things will improve me to be a better person, anyway.

*It seems like my blog is so controversial..Should I just stop blogging?*

The Beginning

Morning readers! Well the first entry for this year. Yay!!! I guess there are less stories in Chapter 1 of my Book of Opportunity...topic is about New Year's Day. Not much to say as I never celebrated New Year's Eve eversince I was born. Never ever went out chilling with friends, celebrated new year till morning..nope! Never. But last night I celebrated it alone with something that really hurt me..Let's not talk about it. It's so painful.

Move to my 2nd chapter of the Book. I called it as "The Beginning". The beginning of everything. For those who doesn't know, I'm recuperating but the pain is still here. I could feel that it won't be easy as I thought. Well...have to pack my stuffs. I'll post another entry later, as soon as I reached Terengganu. Till then. Assalamualaikum.