All about ice-cream

Assalamualaikum...

Semalam hari kedua saya bekerja..yesterday i worked at the dessert counter..making the ice-cream..it was such a fun!!mula-mula saya sangat tak pandai buat ice-cream..asyik jadi waste je..tapi after about 10 times (maybe lebih skit kot) trying, saya berjaya buat ice-cream! berbagai-bagai..sundae cone, sundae, flavor twist, milkshake and McFlurry..dan semalam sangat ramai orang sebab holiday Isra' Mikraj..maka sangat banyak ice-cream yang saya buat..sampai nak termuntah-muntah tengok ice-cream...lepas ni saya tak nak makan ice-cream McD lagi, even McFlurry! Ha..lupe pulak..semalam saya tengah jaga counter dessert, suddenly, datang seorang customer.. and she looks very familiar to me...ha...nak tahu siapa? she's Siti Noordiana..ala..penyanyi tu... saya tak la minat dia pun..i'm just supporting local artist je..

Dan semalam juga saya jumpa Farini..dia bagi saya iPod yang saya pesankan tu..tapi rasa guilty sangat sebab tak dapat nak borak-borak dengan dia sebab time dia datang saya dah pun masuk kerja..so sorry Farini..

Hmm...oklah...kepala saya tengah ting-tong ni maybe letih semalam tak hilang lagi..Jadi saya akan continue later...

Till then~

Mimpi~

Oh ya. Saya ada sesuatu yang pada saya quite lawak..Saya ingin menulis entry ni semalam tapi tak sempat kerana sangat tak larat..(Sorry azizol..ni aku dah tulih ni)..It's about my dream..(a nightmare, i guess)Ok this is the summary of my nightmare..

Dalam mimpi saya, Azizol (my classmates time form 5 kat SAMURA), dah kahwin dengan kekasih hati dia, Lini.kat dalam mimpi saya ni Lini is from Puchong..But then Azizol ni dah tangkap lentok and tangkap cintan dengan saya.. Jadi dia berhasrat nak jadikan saya isteri no. 2 dia..(wei..lawak wei...)Pada mulanya saya menolak kerana dia sudahpun mempunyai wife..dan mula-mula wife dia sangat tidak boleh menerima saya..tapi lama-lama dia terima saya dan kami pun berkahwin(apakah mimpi ini???)..dan saya semakin rapat dengan his first wife.. Dan yang paling saya tak boleh blah, time his first wife kenalkan saya dekat kawan dia...

She: Kenalkan madu i dari Seremban..
Me: (Speechless)

And when i woke up, saya terus gelak sorang-sorang..mimpi yang sangat tak masuk logik akal..
Dan saya hairan kenapa saya selalu mimpi saya jadi milik orang lain?bukan milik dia? sebab sebelum tu saya mimpi saya dengan housemate dia, Ghani..Haih~tak nak...saya nak dia sorang!!!!it was just a dream, right?

Oklah..nak masak untuk berbuka..Till then~

First day of work

Assalamualaikum...

I just got back from work..My first day work at McDonald's Restaurant was great..Well,my duty today was preparing the French fries..frying the fries was not that easy as i thought..huuu~maybe because it was my first day and i have to handle the deep fryer all by myself..and maybe because i'm fasting today..='p
Luckily today is weekdays so there were less customers compared to weekends..It's quite fun working today..i made some new friends..I thought they were not friendly, but once i got to know them, they aren't..and they are really helpful too..even though i know how to use the deep fryer before, but i have act like i know nothing..they introduce me every each of the equipment used..so i have to pay attention like i was in part 2, even i have basic on that..My dad always remind me not to be presumptuous and teach an experienced person how things should be done even though you knew about it..
I finished my work at 3 p.m...and before i went back, they give me nuggets and fries for me to break the fast..the crews are very nice,right?

Till then~

Cerita Dulu-dulu - Part 2

Assalamualaikum...

Last night before i went to sleep, saya teringat akan teman-teman rapat saya sewaktu di sekolah rendah dahulu. I'm the type of girls yang tak mempunyai ramai kawan..My best friends ada 2 orang, Linda and Syuhada.. Among the three of us, Linda and Syuhada is the most prettiest..and people thought they were twins..Kami selalu bersama..Berbasikal bersama..Ke sekolah petang bersama...until i was in standard 5, Syuhada had to move to London..I was very sad at that moment..And pada hari terakhir dia di Mlaysia, kami berjumpa di belakang kedai and i gave her present, which was a little gray bunny..and she also gave me a present but i couldn't remember what was it..(it was 11 years ago la mane nak ingat?huu~)

But i do remember that every night i cried thinking of her..until one day there was a new girl in my class, Elianez. Me, Linda and Elianez..best friends...Makan ABC bersama..Makan burger bersama..bergurau senda bersama...

Now, saya masih berhubung dengan Elianez and she's still my best friend,ever! But Linda...I wonder where she is now..Padahal kami tinggal satu taman..Hari tu saya ade lalu depan rumah dia..and ada angkat tangan kat dia tapi maybe the window is tinted so dia tak nampak kot it was me..

Oklah..i better get ready for work..I shouldn't be late on my first day, right?

Till then~

Shopping

Assalamualaikum..

Saya baru pulang dari bershopping di Jusco..saya telah membeli sepasang kasut hitam, dua helai
black pants, 2 pasang black socks and 2 helai t-shirt putih..and plus tadi ada duit lebih saya pun
membeli satu blouse kaler kelabu..and i'm broke...please don't ask me why...

Till Then~

Haih~

My mom called just now..she told me that i've got mail which is a wedding invitation from one of my friend..She's one of my room mates when i was in Part 3..Now i'm planning to go to her wedding but i'm afraid i'll have to work that day..but somehow, i'll try to take a leave and go to the wedding..i really want to see her in wedding dress..huu~tapi her house dekat Pahang..sangatlah jauhnya..Babe, betul ke u nak pergi babe???
Why is everybody is getting married so soon???Haih~(^_-)

Anyway, congrates to Kak Diba...Semoga berkekalan ke akhir hayat..

Oklah..nak bersiap-siap untuk bershopping..Anda mahu ikut?

Till then~

Decision

Assalamualaikum...

Malam tadi mata sangat mengantuk..lately bila malam mata sangat tak larat untuk online..sebab saya makan sejenis ubat yang sangat mengantuk..doktor suruh makan ubat tu sehari sekali je..makan pada waktu malam before tidur..for sure la ubat tu sangat mengantuk kan?

Oh ya!Masih ingatkah kamu bahawa saya sedang di dalam dilemma whether to continue my study or not? and i made my decision..2 days ago i browsed through the Kementerian Pelajaran Malaysia page..But unfortunately the KPLI application form for the January 2009 intake was closed already..Sangat sedih..maka saya terpaksa tunggu untuk panggilan yang seterusnya...tapi tak pe...semangat saya nak jadi cikgu sangat membara sekarang..so i'll wait..oh ya, permohonan saya untuk menjadi Pegawai Pendidikan Pengajian Gred DH41 telah diterima..Yay!!Saya suka kerja dengan Government..ada masa depan yang lebih terjamin..kan?Tp saya terpaksa menunggu dalam tempoh tidak lebih 12 bulan sebelum dipanggil menjadi lecturer..sedih..dan kawan-kawan..saya dah buat keputusan untuk menjadi pendidik..dan kalau boleh nak jadi cikgu sekolah rendah sebab i love kids sooo much!!!!

Jadi sementara menunggu tu saya pun suka-suka apply kerja di McD's Restaurant..Semalam baru hantar borang..Lepas hantar borang, manager tu cakap akan panggil saya interview dalam masa yang terdekat..haih..nak kerja McD pun kena interview...hmm..tapi after about 3 hours after hantar borang, manager McD call saya dan she said saya boleh masuk kerja hari Isnin (which mean hari ni)...dia cakap tak payah interview cause dia dah masukkan nama saya dalam jadual..waa...tak sedia lagi...lagipun saya tak de proper attire..jadi saya cakap Isnin tak boleh sebab tak de baju yang lengkap..Jadi saya masuk hari Selasa..Hari ni saya akan bershopping...yay!!dan esok start kerja.

Oleh itu kawan-kawan, akan sangat jaranglah saya online sebab after balik kerja mesti dah letih..tapi tak pe..saya cuba untuk post entry everyday..

Till then~

No topic~

Assalamualaikum..

My second post for today.. Last night while I was waiting for him to sms me (but actually he didn't sms me at all), i was thinking about something..

Lately, he always asking me this question "B..b nak apa? Saya belikan." Then i always answer him "Saya just nak kasih sayang b"..Very nice kan?And last night i was thinking that i want a ring..A white gold one with the right size..Ye,memanglah dia ada bagi saya cincin..tapi yang itu saya yang pilih sendiri, maka, sizenya sangat muat dengan jari saya yang halus ni..

But this time, saya mahu dia belikan without me..So meaning that dia kena beli dengan size yang tepat..Ini kira kind of cabaran for him sebagai bukti kesetiaan dan i want to know whether dia betul-betul kenal saya or not...Tapi saya taklah nak that ring sekarang..i'll give him enough time for it...

So..what do you guys think?

Till then~

Cerita Dulu-dulu 1

Assalamualaikum...

First of all i would like to say sorry because there was no update yesterday..i was quite busy..plus yesterday there was a kenduri..Then balik kenduri badan terasa teramat letih..so terus tidur..sorry, ok?

Hmmm....Nampaknya sudah ada permintaan agar saya sentiasa mengupdate blog ini.. So i'll try my best to share everything with you..but still i have to be very careful as i don't want to make my private life to be public...Hmm...so topic kali ini cerita dulu-dulu..Cerita dulu-dulu ni bukanlah saya maksudkan macam cerita P.Ramlee tapi kisah saya sewaktu di zaman kanak-kanak sehinggalah saya meningkat remaja...Terlalu banyak perkara yang hendak di kongsikan with you guys..Jadi saya telah membahagikan kisah ini kepada beberapa part..konon-konon nak buat jadi lebih menarik la...but the truth is i have to really remember everything carefully..dan idea untuk menulis tidak akan datang bergolek-golek...am i right?

Ok...start with my childhood...Time before kindergarten saya tak berapa ingat everything...so saya start time dah kindergarten.. Masih ingat lagi ketika itu saya ialah the second person yang mendaftar di Tadika KEMAS Merlimau Pasir...Kemudian saya berkenalan dengan orang yang pertama mendaftar tu..Masih ingat lagi nama dia.. Nurriza.. kenapakah saya masih ingat akan dia?Ya...kerana tarikh lahir kami sama iaitu pada 24th June 1986..Hari pertama di kindergarten memang seronok..makan pun sedap-sedap..tapi yang paling saya tak suka was semua air ada susu...yuk!!!hello...i don't like any hot drinks that contain milk, except coffee...i like it to be cold..(tapikan teh susu sejuk pun saya tak minum tau..:-P) And the second thing i didn't like was we had to finish our meal....Of course the meal was so tasty..tapi saya bukanlah type yang makan habis all the food..tak larat kot..On the first day saya dah kena lecture dengan cikgu tadika sebab makan tak habis dan tak minum air...dan semakin hampir nak balik sekolah time first day tu, semakin terasa yang tak bestnya sekolah ni...maka, in my mind at that moment sudah ada planning untuk memonteng sekolah pada hari esok.....

Maka, keesokkan harinya, saya telah melambatkan pergerakkan saya...sebab sangat malas nak pergi ke sekolah..Tapi abah tetap suruh pergi..maka kak long pun hantarlah saya ke school dengan basikal...dah sampai sekolah, saya menangis...tak mau ke sekolah...Maka, kak long pun bawak balik saya ke rumah walaupun dia tahu abah akan marah saya...tapi saya tak kira..saya tak nak pergi sekolah...Sampai di rumah, tahukah kamu saya buat apa? Ya...saya menyorok di belakang kereta abah..dengan harapan dapat lepas dari abah..Pada mulanya saya menyorok di belakang kereta then teringat yang abah akan keluar pergi kerja sekejap lagi..takut abah tak perasan saya and langgar saya..manalah tau kan?saya pun berpindah dan menyorok di pintu kat belah driver, tanpa berfikir panjang what will happen next..Then saya dengar suara abah..semakin hampir..Kemudian baru perasan yang yang saya berada di pintu driver...ha..dah kena..keluar mulut harimau, masuk mulut buaya..Abah spotted me...

Abah : Eh ni kenapa tak pergi sekolah ni?

Me: (Keep silence with tears in my eyes)

The next thing i remember was abah terus ambil his belt and dush!!!Saya kena belasah la...Apa lagi? Dan rasanya hari tu saya tak ke sekolah..Huu~ Then after that incident,saya terus menjadi rajin ke sekolah..in fact, sangat rajin..Sebab bila dah masuk sekolah rendah and menengah, even saya sakit pun, saya tetap pergi sekolah..sampai cikgu hantar balik rumah cause tak sihat..Kadang-kadang bila benda yang worst happened, it will eventually akan jadi benda yang sangat bagus..kan?

Oklah..I'll think i'll continue the next part later..

Daa~

The Real Life~

Assalamualaikum..

You know what?I wish there were a secret forest with fairies in this world..Deep in the woods, the tree grow tall and slender and the light dapples and dances between them.. This is the secret place..No one ever comes here, but only the luckiest and the chosen one did...Here the forest fairies live and they are shy..As rabbits run to their burrows and mice scamper to their nests, the forest fairies fly to the treetops and hide..Even a gust of wind can send them fluttering away..Forest fairies are shy but they are very friendly once they know you...and they are very pretty..they also can do magic that can help you to do anything..however, i can only meet them in my dreams..i wish they were really exists..but this is real life..no fairies..no fairy godmother..no one can help you except yourself..hmm...crap!!dah mengarut dah saya ni..bolehke jumpa fairies and secret forest dalam era technology ni??hmm...impossible, right?Anyway, saya nak update blog saya..

- Saya duduk rumah abang saya from Tuesday to Thursday..dia pergi outstation jadi saya temankan kakak ipar saya sebab dia takut..maklumlah blakang rumah ada tanah perkuburan Islam..saya pun cuak jugak bila basuh pinggan kat dapur tu as the sink is betul-betul menghadap tingkap yang terus nampak ke kawasan kubur tu..dahla kakak ipar saya suka menonton filem-filem seram Thai sebelum tidur..seram!Tapi walaupun seram, sayalah makhluk yang tidur paling lambat kat rumah tu sebab saya suka menonton movie-movie di channel Hallmark..antara movie yang saya suka is the wedding daze..sudah 2 kali saya tengok di Hallmark..sangat best!!superb!!Hmm...my chores dekat rumah abang ialah memasak, memasak dan memasak...and tak lupa juga menghantar dan menjemput my niece pergi dan balik sekolah..then time kat rumah abang, kakak ipar ajak pergi rumah abang saya yang lagi sorang..gosh!!dahla saya tak tau jalan..tapi takpe...saya try my best..dan akhirnya saya sampai di rumah abang saya kat seri pengkalan tu..terrer tak saya?huu~hmm...sekarang part-time job saya adalah memasak dan menjadi driver...On Thursday, lepas fetch my niece balik sekolah, saya terus drive pergi seremban..macam biasala..lalu jalan dalam..lalu PD..terasa nak berhenti je kat tepi laut tu..tapi masa tak mengizinkan...Then sampai seremban, ambil my parents then pergi rumah kak long..sampai rumah kak long..err...macam biasa la..terus je online..huu~

- Hari ni chat dengan Dilla, my best friend...dah kerja dah dia...saya tak kerja lagi..bukan tak de offer tapi offer banyak di KL..mana saya nak tinggal? lagipun sekarang everything dah mahal..lagi-lagi minyak kereta..matilah saya..by the way, hati saya ni berbelah bahagi sebab lately sangat terasa nak belajar lagi..saya sedang berbincang dengan parents saya pasal hal ni..just wait and see...Oh tuhan..berikan lah hamba mu ini petunjuk!!!huuu~Then tengah chat dengan Dilla, Ben sms-ed me..dia minta tolong saya fetch dia kat ktm..saya dah siap-siap, and dah keluar rumah pun, tetiba dia dah naik cab..she's in hurry sebab pukul 7.30 p.m. ada function..so saya patah balik dan tunggu di rumah ben..borak-borak..john a.k.a Azmah pun ada sekali..then around 6.30p.m., saya gerak balik rumah..then solat, makan,minum...buat activity biasa...

Hmm...o.k.lah...i think it's enough for now..lagipun saya tengah ber-YM dengan sayang saya ni..so tak boleh nak fokus..huuu~By the way, saya menaip blog entry ni dalam keadaan bilik yang sangat gelap..hanya di terangi oleh cahaya dari screen laptop je...jadi mata pun dah kelabu-kelabu ni..So i think i better stop now..i'll continue later...

Till then~

I'm Yours~

Assalamualaikum..

Hey everyone...i'm back!!i just changed my song..currently i'm addicted to this song, I'm yours by Jason Mraz. I'm a fan of Jason Mraz..His songs are all awesome!! erm...i just love this part of the song..and i dedicate it to him..*wink*

"So, I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait I'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate, i'm yours"

I try to find this song on the internet since last week but i only found this version..so if anyone of you have other version, i mean the better one, tell me, ok?anyway, enjoy this song..

Jealousy

Yesterday i went to the market with my mom to buy some fresh item..accidently i bumped into my old friend, Syikin..she's my classmate when i was in standard 3..but somehow, biologically, we are related..we have a simple chat..and she's inviting me to her wedding this November..waaa!!!!! I'm so jealous!!! I admit it that i'm so jealous..she's only 22 and she's getting married..i also want to get married..but the time hasn't come yet..

You know what..i do get jealous when my friend is getting married...and i'm jealous with you too Elsa...huuu~yup..because you are living with your boyfriend..i wish i could do the same but i couldn't...it's not in my culture...

But nevermind...when the time has come, i'll tie the knot soon..but i'm still jealous!!huuu~

And to Ben, don't worry..i'm getting better now..and congrates for the orchestra thing..

*I miss him!!!

Steady Relationship

Assalamualaikum...

Today it was raining since morning...recently i don't like raining days..it's not that i hate it..i just don't like it...raining makes me think of him,alot!...everytime it is raining, i just have him in my mind..b..it's still raining and i miss u..huu~

Hurm...maybe setengah orang menyampah tengok saya kan?yela..like i'm the only person on earth that have boyfriend..but who cares? that some people are just jealous..

Right now i can tell that my relationship with him is steady..there is nothing for me to worry about..we trust each other and that's make our relation grow stronger that ever..

Hmm...next week i'll be going to KL..i have an interview at Mandarin Oriental Hotel..wish me luck everyone...and can't wait to see you b...

O.k...i better get going now..hari ni saya nak buat karipap ayam..nyum,nyum!

Kamu nak sikit?huhu~

See you~

Demam~

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a long time since my last update..i've been quite busy lately..

By the way, i've been to Shah Alam last weekend..i went there to meet my b..and also meet my friends..So happy because i could spend my whole weekends with him..we went to watch movies..

It takes about 2 hours drive from Melaka to Shah Alam..Sampai Shah Alam terus pergi kolej..melawat bilik lama..then pergi Subang..of course his house..fetch him and went to mid valley..bawa his lil sister, nadia, pergi makan doughnut kat Big Apple..then went to MPH and bought her a book..then went for lunch....hmm..i'd already miss Nadia..and her brother...huu~

Then sent Nadia back and waiting for b kemas barang..then went back to uitm again coz he wanted to play tennis..then b main tennis dengan mayo, saya balik bilik kat kolej jamming..huu~

Then malam tu pergi tengok movie..bestnya!!the next day we went to One Utama..again, menonton movie..i just miss that moment..kalau boleh hari-hari nak jumpa..

Balik je dari OU, saya di serang demam..demam yang amat panas..until today i still have a fever..mula-mula nak balik melaka on Monday..but then dah demam, saya balik hari Selasa...tapi on Monday tu...he took care of me..dia bawa saya ke klinik...hantar food kat saya every meal time..thanks dear...really appreciate it..and thanks for the lovely card..so sweet!!

After this, saya akan selalu ke Shah Alam la nampaknya...nasib baik dah ada kereta..tak payahla saya susah-susah naik bus,kan?..thanks to my black horse..

O.k.lah..my head so dizzy right now..i'll continue later..

T.T~

Going Back Home

Assalamualaikum..

I will be going back to Malacca tomorrow..So maybe there will be no update in the mean time..

Please read through my previous blog or just read others..

So i must sleep right now..

Early to bed and early to rise, makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise..

Good night..

T.T~

Be oneself~

I shared my feeling with one of my friend just now...She's right..she's 100% correct.. i am a whole lot better person minus the grudge..I know that...now i will act natural, like there's nothing happen and like i don't even know her and her boyfriend..No matter what they say about me and my b, i just considered it as "jealousy"..I do not like to criticize others for weaknesses that i might possess it too someday.. besides, it's just an ill wind that blows nobody any good, right?

Now i just want to be oneself..Thanks to you Farini for the advice..Let's just bury the hatchet..

What most important now is my life, my family and him..i just want to keep my chin up..by the way, my relation with him is getting better and better..TRUST is the key of happiness..my mom and dad blessed us and they are hoping that we will tie the knot soon..that is the most important, blessing from our beloved parents..i told you, every cloud has a silver lining and it's true!

Till then..

I Want this Swatch!!!

I really want this Swatch from Playfully Pastel collection-Pieces Duet..Feel like want to change my Elle watch since i've been wear it for 3 years..

It's Sunday

I woke up from a bed of roses this morning..hey..It's Sunday and I still don't have any plan on what to do..Feel like i want to meet him as since last night our relation is getting better..But i remember that last night he sms me and said that he had to work on Sunday..To make sure that he really couldn't go out with me today, i send him another sms this morning..

Me: B, do you still have to work? What kind of work is it?
People don't work on Sunday..(sound suspicious)
Him: When i said i have work, so i really have work to do..
Me: O.k..but take care..b..love you..
Him: Love you too..

Damn~he is so busy lately..but never mind..i don't want to think negative again..
Every cloud has a silver lining,right?

Yesterday my sis gave me an idea to go shopping at MidValley..Hmmm...shopping is great! It's my therapy..But i must not to forget that i'm still unemployed..gosh!!If i go shopping, i will definitely buy something that has quality..when i said it has quality, it also has "price"..
As for me, sometimes cheapest is dearest..Furthermore, i don't have plan to buy something right now..I need to save money for "my black horse"..

So i think i just want to stay at home and watch t.v., playing with my nieces and nephew..doing some chores, surfing the internet, and many more..In fact, East or West, home is best!

Till then~

Nightmare..

Assalamualaikum...

I was nearly fall asleep but then i remember about my nightmare last night..I grab my lappy..And start to write about my nightmare..it was horrible..too horrible..
Okay..in my nightmare, me and my b went to airport to fetch my friend and her boyfriend..They just arrived from Korea..
And on our way back, we stopped at a cafe to buy some refreshments..And i sat beside my b,of course..we started to have a conversation..
Then after the waiter served our drinks, i lean against my b's shoulder..
and i gave him a sweet kiss on his cheek..Then i realized something..the smell..the smell was not him..oh shit! it's absolutely not him!!it's my friend's boyfriend..i was shock to death..

Me: I thought i sat beside my b..
Mr. M: You did sit beside him.
Me: But how?....
Mr. M: It's just a dream, remember?They
just left a couple of minutes ago..

Erk..just a dream?i was dazed and confused for a moment..
Then i saw my b and my friend holding hands down the escalator..
I screamed..Without further delay, i ran into them then i fell down the stairs..
And then i woke up..
I was sweating..Thank god it was just a dream..
Not a dream..
A nightmare..
An unforgettable one...

Till then~

*B...love u..only you..tak nak orang lain...=,(

It's All About Car

Good morning everyone..
This morning, a phone call had woke me up..
It's dad..he told me not to forget to wash the car..
I will wash it when i have free time..right now i'm quite busy baby-sit my nieces and nephew..
My dad said," if we want to get used with our car, we have to wash it all by ourself..
Not just send our car to car wash..
Also, we have to really make sure that the car is always clean ...
Then we keep on doing it, we will really love our car..When we start to really love the
car, we will drive very carefully in order to prevent from accident that will make the car broke down.."."Then, the car will gonna love us too",added my dad..
The good thing when we owned a car is that we can go where ever we want easily..
But the bad are the petrol nowadays is too expensive..20 bucks isn't enough to buy petrol anymore...
Hmm...i just miss myVi..or i called it "my black horse"..
T.T~

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Morning..
Pagi ni bangun tidur dengan mata yang bengkak..
Malam tadi dia buat saya nangis lagi..
Saya pun tak tahu sampai bila saya akan terus menangis..
Adakah dia betul2 dah jemu dengan saya dan buat saya menangis setiap hari is one of his way supaya saya jauhkan diri dari dia?
Ye, saya mengaku saya tiada ciri2 gadis idaman dia yang putih, bermata besar,cantik..tapi penting ke semua tu?kecantikan tak akan kekal lama kan?
adakah saya ni tak cukup baik untuk dia?
Saya tidak dapat berfikir lagi kerana hati sangat pedih..
Dan saya akan tetap bersabar selagi mampu..biarlah masa yang menentukan..
Buat masa sekarang saya akan tetap sayangkan dia seperti dulu..
Dan saya berharap agar nanti everything will get back to normal..just like before..
Kalau dia tak nak jumpa saya lagi, takpe...he has the right to do that, right?
Siapalah saya ni nak control hidup dia...
Tapi saya akan jumpa dia untuk bagi his advance birthday present..Dan kemudian biarlah apa pun terjadi..saya pasrah..

*Farini..cepat la pulang......

A visit from France

At last she did visit my blog! It's a visit from France..which means it was Elsa, my best foreign friend forever!We've been friend since we were 14..Thanks Elsa for visiting my blog..Right now i'll try to write more in English so that you can read it..Looking forward to your next visit at my blog..=,)

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Assalamualaikum..

Right now i'm already on my bed, trying to close my eyes but i couldn't fall into sleep..
My mind keep thinking about him..
Day after day i feel like we are getting apart from each other..
I really hate this kind of feeling but i can't help myself to stop thinking negatively..
When you have problem or something really bad had happened to you, you'll need someone that can be a listener, right?..same thing goes to me..i've been waiting for him for hours but i didn't received any call or messages from him..Ok..i guess his phone is out of battery..and it's true..but i still feel like the way he treats me now is so much different..

I still remember the first time i met him..At that moment he wasn't mine yet, and I wasn't sure he would ever be..On our first date, we were keep on looking at each other and
then burst into laugh..
I don't know why it happened but i did feel very happy at that time..For me, there's nothing about him that was familiar..he is different..different from any other guy that i've ever met before..and that's make me fall in love with him..When i gazed at him, I felt enormous tenderness and the quite stirring of potential love,
but i was too shy to express my feeling to him at that time..
When we declared to be a couple, i felt like i'm the luckiest girl on earth..
With him by my side, my life is totally complete..
The first stage of our relation was so difficult to me..he has his past love life and so do i..
But we managed to get through it and we both felt like our love is growing stronger and stronger everyday, until now..But lately i just don't understand why he has to treat me differ? Was it he's getting bored with me? was it he is too busy?or was it because our relation is stable and he feel like i will no more have any heart-feeling no matter what he did to me? Can't he just realized that i'm a girl?..and does he know that woman is so fragile and need to be loved and pampered all the time?..
Come on Akma, let's face it..he is still mine and my love for him will remain forever..in fact will going stronger and stronger everyday..
But i need him now..Really2 need him now...i wonder where is he right now..
is he okay?or is he having a problem?i don't know..he will never tell me and i will never find it out..
i need some help now..
Could someone talk to him and tell him that i really need him?I need him all the time...
I need him badly...
=,(

T.T

Syukur....

Assalamualaikum..

Tengah hari tadi mak saya called saya dan bagi tau saya that surat konvo dah sampai..

Ya, saya akan konvo..tak sangka kan?

Yela...time last semester saya dah give up membuat thesis
and siap nk drop lak subject tu..and Syukur now saya dah lulus and i got A for my thesis..

Mcm tak percayakan?Anyway..saya sudah mengantuk..continue later,k?

My trip

Assalamualaikum...

My trip to Sarawak last weekends was awesome..Sarawak is like no other state..
It's so unique and beautiful...My family and i went there for holidays.. Actually i really want to make this blog more longer..but i'm so tired..
I just wrote as simple as i can..
So here are what i've done during my vacation..

• Day 1- We took a flight to Sarawak and arrived there around 11 a.m. As we arrived there, our tourist guide, Bob was already there..Then Bob took us round the Kuching town..Then we stopped at the KFC to get some refreshments..Then Bob took us to Cat Museum..There i can see so many types of cats. Also, i had found some interesting things about Sarawak's History..Then we continue our journey to the next stop which was at the Damai Beach Resort..Before we get there, we went for lunch at a restaurant and i had a bowl of curry mee..The taste was slightly different from east Malaysia's curry mee but yet, still tasty..and i finished it!!Then we arrived at Damai Beach Resort at Santubong..i was mesmerized by the view..It was soooo beautiful..i felt like i was at the Mediterranean beach..we spent our time there just to sit back and relax..my sister recommended me to come again to Damai Beach for my honeymoon later..and i will..below is the picture of sunset view from the chalet which i stayed at Damai Beach.

• Day 2- After checked out from Damai Beach Resort, we checked in at Merdeka Palace Hotel..The apartment was luxury..but before that, i we went to a place where "Kek Lapis Sarawak" is been produced..i bought 2 for my future mom-in-law..huu~then we went to see orang utan at the Semenggoh Wildlife Center..then went to shop Sarawak's vase..then we just stay at the hotal for the rest of our night..

Me and my niece at the wild life center entrance

Day 3- The last day was my favourite! We went to the museum in the morning..then during afternoon,we went shopping all the day at the Bazaar near Waterfront..i didn't shopped too much as i have to save my bucks for the iPod Nano..but i did bought something for him and my friends..Mak and abah keep on reminding me to buy souvenir for their future son-in-law..(kalau nampak something yang menarik, mesti abah atau mak akan cakap macam ni kat saya "tak belikan untuk zaffan ke?"..huuu~ Then after shopping, we spent our time round the Kuching town..Bob took us to Taman Sahabat..So many types of fish there!!!I love it!!After that we went to airport and flew back to KL..

"It's shopping time!!!"

Till then..
Nite~

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Assalamualaikum..

Kawan2..saya sangat hendak menulis blog tentang my last vacation..akan tetapi..
mata saya sudah tidak berdaya lagi untuk bertahan..
Makanya, saya terpaksa membatalkan niat saya untuk berkongsi pengalaman saya
dgn kamu semua hari ini...
Saya share later,k?

T.T~