Ahhhh...shit giler!!

Kalau saya tak happy, 

saya nangis, 

Nangis!

Kalau saya tak happy,

saya nangis,

Nangis!!

Kalau saya tak happy,

Beginilah caranya,

Kalau saya tak happy ,

Saya nangis.
Uwaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Sila nyanyi ikut rhythm lagu Kalau Anda Gembira)

Mode: Broken-heart
He broke my heart into pieces. Again. Uwaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


Hugs and kisses,

Hello..hello..test..test....

Hikhik...saje je nak check korang...rindu...........................

Okay then..nanti kite story-mory ya....

Hari ni rasa nak cium korang!! Mmmuuuuuaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!

Berkurun!!!! Berjanggut!!!!

Kaedahnya la kan dah lama betul tak update blog. Seriously saya memang busy yang tahap melampau sampai tak leh blah. Seriously serious. Hari-hari ade benda nak story-mory kat sini tapi nak buat macam mana...Teman busy bebenor...

Jap-jap...Nak bersihkan sawang-sawang kat blog ni.......

Okay. Sambung balik. Korang sihat? Tet!! Baru nak tanya la kan... Saya alhamdulillah semakin pulih. Thanks kepada mereka-mereka yang telah mendoakan. I owe you a lot.

Frankly speaking, I'm so stress right now. After that incident (well...let's not talk about that INCIDENT here), I was lost..like a dead girl, searching for her lost soul..Well..I'm trying hard to recover now. Ditambah lagi dengan workloads yang macam..Ya ampun..tak tahu nak describe. Tapi sekarang bila dah semakin pulih, datang lagi something yang buat my heart broke into pieces. Sangat kecewa when someone yang kita trust untuk tidak melakukan perkara yang saya paling benci, paling tak suka, tapi sebenarnya dia melakukan perkara itu behind my back. Sorry, I need quite a long time heal for that one. Walaupun saya nampak tenang dan happy in front of you, but inside I'm so disappointed with what you've done.

Okaylah..need to go to bed. Will continue later, InsyaAllah..

Owh..macam mana nak handle stress ini?

Hugs and kisses,

No, I'm not a drug addict.

Salam to all my Muslim readers and Hello to the others. I'm so sorry for the pause. I'm not feeling well. 3 times went to the clinic and last Tuesday I went to HKL, as been informed in my last post. I had bruises on both of my arms because of the blood tests. Plus, that 2 injections make my butt cramped!! And the pills that I should take everyday. It's killing me. Please doctor..could you please confirm why I'm not feeling well?

I didn't tell my parents about this. I don't want them to get worried about me. So, I won't go back home this week even though I miss my family so much. I don't want to freak them out, especially my mom, if she see those bruises.

Despite of my illness, I need to work hard at school as my workloads are overloading. I didn't use my MC and I go to school like always. No wonder I was scolded by the doctor. Orang dah bagi rehat, takmo rehat kan...kaedahnye~ There are lots of things to be settled at school. Plus, I'm the class teacher. So I need to settle my pupils' files. Need to decorate the classroom. And today, guess what? I went back home at 5 p.m. 10 hours at school isn't cool at all. Who said "cikgu-dapat-gaji-buta?". Try be a teacher, then you know.

Owh, you guys wanna see this photo? But sorry, it's not clear cause it was taken using my lousy phone camera.

Hasil balik hospital..

Erkkkk.....

Doctor cakap antibodi aku sangat sangat lemah. Lagi-lagi lepas kena chicken-pox hari tu, aku sokmo sangat demam. And losing weight drastically is something that is so not cool. Haih~Tengokla ubat yang terpaksa ku telan. Kena sentiasa makan untuk elakkan ku diserang demam secara bertubi-tubi. Tu belum tambah lagi 2 biji yang ku dapat from HKL. Ubat kaler pink and oren. Dah macam drugs addict dah....Tet!! Siapa-siapa rasa nak ubat, meh la...I have abundance of stocks. Huahuahua. Oppsiie...just joking.

I'm begging to all of you. Please pray for my health. I need my energy back. My kids need their teacher to be energetic to perform the chicken dance. Thank you Sunshines for your prayers.

Nota kaki: Thanks Sara sebab datang bawa ice-cream tadi. You are so sweet. =)

Hugs and kisses,

A two timer?

NO. I'm not like that. I should be happy. Yes..I should. Not trying to become so mean here. I need time to rest my mind from that culprit....which of course, I don't know who..but I guess she's a chicken. She never picked up when I call her... Hello kawan, tak payah la nak hantar messages macam tu. Saya malas nak layan sebab kalau saya fire back, he will totally mad at me. Thanks awak yang lagi sorang tu. I'm happy. Sekarang ni act normal...Tapi saya bagitahu dia apa saya buat. I'm not considered as cheating kan? Ahhh...mengarut sudah..Love's suck.

By the way, tadi telah ke HKL. Sangat ramai orang ye uolss.. Taubat dah nak g hospital kerajaan.By the way, thanks doctor for the injection. I'm feeling better now. Tapi kedua-dua belah tangan ku telah lebam. Hari-hari doktor ambil darah..Pemurah kan saya? Huahuahua.

Hopefully tomorrow will be getting better.

Hugs and kisses,

Gloomy Sunday Morning

Happy Sunday everyone. I don't feel today will be the happy Sunday for me. The weather is not that good. It's gloomy and cold outside. And I have to go back to where I belong. Tomorrow will be start working.As always. And I should go straight to school right after I reached my so-called-home. Need to clean my class, hang the curtain, sweeping here and there..arranging here and there...So it seems like my hectic, disaster life is about to start. Owh..Mr. Time....you did fly so fast, huh?

Owh, I did say that I still hunting for that priceless happiness, isn't it? Well actually that's the major thing I want for this year. I have two or maybe three minor things that I want to fulfill this year.

1. I want to be more chubbier. Which mean I need to gain back my appetite and I have to eat a lot. Yes baby, A LOT! So that lepas ni doctor boleh inject kat tangan saya...Yay!!

2. I want to undergo beauty treatment. Nak jadi cantik ye dik non.....Yes, I'd already look and make a survey on certain beauty clinics at Wangsa Maju area. And I found a place where the price of that treatment is sort of affordable for me. Yes baby, I'm about to go for a laser treatment for the unwanted scars on my face. But masih lagi mendapatkan khidmat nasihat. Takut juga nak buat...takut the side effects. Will get some more advice from the doctor. What do you think?

I guess tu je kot buat masa ni. And I really hope I could make it.

By the way, we had a chat last night. A long talk I could say. And I have nothing to comment about it. Still, I'm suffocated. I never knew that people started to change when they have intentions to go to the next level. That's what he said last night. And I never thought that love could be so difficult. Don't ask me why I love him so much. And I do miss him a lot. If only he knew how I felt............

Okay, enough. I need to take a shower and off to K.L. back. Happy working everyone. Have a blast Black Monday tomorrow.

Hugs and kisses,

Ade ke rumah untuk saya nanti?

Siang tadi telah ke pusara arwah atuk dan nenek saya. Macam biasalah...bersihkan kubur mereka then sedekahkan Surah Yaasin. Walaupun badan saya seram sejuk....bukan mak takut ye nolks..tapi sebab demam..mata pun separa boleh terbuka tadi sebab baru lepas telan ubat...tapi saya gagahkan juga...Ye la....rasanya terlalu singkat masa yang saya telah luangkan untuk nenek saya. Apatah lagi datuk saya yang telah pergi masa saya belum lahir pun...Tahun 1959. Apa salahnya meluangkan masa sejam dua untuk my grandparents? esok lusa bila saya dah mati, saya pun nak juga anak dan cucu-cicit datang menjenguk saya....

Salah satu benda yang merisaukan saya is ade ke tempat untuk saya nanti? Bukannye ape...Kawasan perkuburan kat Merlimau tu macam dah penuh sangat. Even cousin saya pun ditanam atas pusara arwah bapa saudara saya. Kemudian saya terfikir. And I asked my parents kat mana jenazah saya akan dikebumikan kalau saya mati nanti? Ada ke tanah wakaf untuk saya buat "rumah" saya yang abadi? Saya dah la jarang-jarang sekali ke masjid. Ya Allah..Kenapa selama ni ku tak sedar?

Picture courtesy from Google.

Insaf sejenak...Bila fikir balik...Ya Allah...banyaknya dosa ku yang masih belum terampun.

Hugs and kisses,

Award!!

Yay! Tahniah saya ucapkan kepada Kembara Seorang Jejaka yang telah berjaya menjadi 1st follower of 2011 blog saya yang tak seberapa ni. Yay lagi sekali!! Thank you so much Kembara Seorang Jejaka. Saya pun telah follow awak. Kepada readers yang lain juga, silalah berkunjung ke blog beliau. 

The 1st in 2011.

Oleh yang demikian, dengan sukacitanya....saya memberi award ini...............

"1st in 2011" kepada blogger Kembara Seorang Jejaka. Tepukan gemuruh buat beliau. Yay!! Terima kasih kerana telah follow saya. Anda juga telah di follow ya!

Hugs and kisses,

Thank You So Much!!!

Sempena 1.1.11 ni, I would like to dedicate this entry to all my beloved followers. Thank you so much to all of you who keep on supporting me. I love you all. Only God knows how much you are appreciated. Thanks a bunch. Love you guys million billion trillion ZILLIONS!!!! 

Extended gratitude to all of you.

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Thank you, Thank You, Thank you so much. I love you all!!

Footnote: Sorry, I couldn't make a link to each of you. But you are appreciated. A LOT.

Hugs and kisses,

First of 2011

Happy new year everyone. I slept early last night. Hey, kan dah cakap. Saya bukan type yang celebrate new year ni. Sebab saya rasa tak perlu. It's a wasting-time-and-energy event. Furthermore, I'm not feeling good as well. This fever is killing me. Again. Hari ni kena check darah sebenarnya. Tapi malas. Tunggu la nanti. But hey! My emotions are back to normal. Alhamdulillah. Sometimes there are things that are hardly to accept but I have need to accept. So that is why SOMETIMES I fell and couldn't control my emotions. Okay enough about emotions. Too much of it can really really really make me sick. Muntah ye uolss...

Speaking about new year, I bet every each one of you have your own new resolutions. Want to be rich, want to achieve success, want to find new couple..or maybe want to travel all around the world. Well....You don't have to ask me. I still chasing my own happiness. So this year that resolutions of "Priceless happiness in my life" is still can be used. Jom sama-sama berdoa for that happiness. Amin, InsyaAllah.

Yesterday I went for a movie with my beloved bro. We went to watch Gulliver's Travel in 3D motion. Actually the original plan was Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah. I watched that movie already but my little bro belum tengok. So nak la bawa dia tengok. But unfortunately the hall was full. Ada seat kosong but kena seperate dengan adik. Urghh~ mak tak rela nolks! So tukar plan. Tengok Gulliver's Travel in 3D. At first macam tak rela la kan nak tengok. But then, we found out that movie was not that bad dude! Kelakar!

Picture courtesy from Google.

With the actor Jack Black as Gulliver, I think that movie is complete! Awesome! I mean I like that kind of movie. Gulliver, a mail room guy who stuck in that mail room for years, takes an assignment to Bermuda Triangle. I think he wants to impress Darcy (Amanda Peet) , who works at the same office. He had a crushed on her actually. Well, to make it short, his travel ends up at Lilyput, an island where he towers all the tiny little citizens there. They called him a beast. There, where the adventures begin. Owh..best la cite ni. Tak rugi tengok! The best part was when Gulliver changed Lilyput into his so-called rock and roll city. Owh, dan masa part performance yang dia buat untuk menceritakan kisah hidup dia. Boleh plak blend cite Star wars dengan Titanic. Ahaks!

Okay then. I need to get ready. Nak ke pusara arwah nenek ku. Will continue later.

Happy new year everyone. Have a blast 2011.

Hugs and kisses,