Independence Day

Assalamualaikum..

I just arrived at Seremban yesterday.. and yesterday was a total disaster!!huuu~ i woke up early in the morning by my brother's phone call, asking me to wait for him at the middle of highway from melaka to muar as he has something for my mom..and then after had a breakfast, my mom asked me to go to Seremban and gave my brother 'air yaasin' that my mom did as he will sit for spm's trial this tuesday..wow..my mom do really love him so much..and i really am a good sister..huuu~i took a bus to Seremban,as you all know fuel is so expensive nowadays..first i took a bus from Merlimau to melaka Central..i was so pissed off as the driver was so greedy..he took extra passengers making me stuck like a sardine..and as i arrived at Melaka central, ticket to seremban and also kl were sold out..i didn't have choice so i have to go back home..so tired!!bayangkanlah berapa banyak masa and tenga yang saya dah habiskan..last2 balik rumah and amik kereta and i drive to seremban..struggle kan saya just nak hantar 'air yaasin' kat adik..sangat baikkan saya??saya pun tak tau sampai bila saya akan macam ni..bersusah payah untuk orang lain..for me, bila orang dah mintak tolong saya, itu ialah satu amanah yang wajib saya buat walau susah macam mana pun...haih~

Today is 31st of August and do you know what it means? Yes..today is our 51st Independence day..i feel like it was only yesterday i joined the merdeka parade with brass band uitm malaysia's..it was so tiring yet i got lots of experiences by joining it. Every year, there will be a celebration to celebrate the independence day. Last night, the countdown was held at the KLCC i guess lot of people came, especially teenagers..They were screaming here and there, and there was like no right or wrong to do what you want to do..Me, personally, i think that as a Muslim, shouldn't we just pray to our God and thanked Him for his blessing?or shouldn't we just joined the countdown activity held by the school, college or university?I never went to any countdown except that been held by school and university..The reason why is because first,it will lead to social problems based on what happened last few years..teenagers were drinking, partying, and many more..the situation was out of control and at the end lots of teenagers were arrested..and the second reason is that do they really know what is independence mean?do they really appreciate what our first prime ministers and his people did to receive independent from the British?Independence means the self-government of a nation, country, or state by its residents and population, or some portion thereof, generally exercising the exclusive right to have control over an area of governance, people, or oneself..In summary it give the meaning of freedom..I am so upset that most of the teenager just like to have party and most of them are Malay....

Please guys..please wake from your sleep..don't you guys realized that we will gonna be a leader in the future??come on guys...tolong lah appreciate ape yang tokoh-tokoh negara kita lakukan untuk mendapatkan kemerdekaan..Kamu nak ke negara kita dijajah untuk sekali lagi? Kamu nak ke hidup dalam jajahan orang?

Just think by yourself..Till then~

Busy week

Assalamualaikum..

It's been a week i didn't open my blog..there's nothing interesting i would like to share with you and that's why i didn't post any entry for about a week..also, i'm quite busy with wedding invitation, shopping stuffs and so many things to do..

Hmm..remember that last two weeks i went shopping with my sisters??i wanna show you a photo that we shot that day..nothing interesting just wanna introduce my sisters..

From left to right: My 1st sis, kak long, me and my 2nd sis, kak shiela

Serupa tak kami??we are Mr. Amon's daughters..my 1st sis is a lecturer and she is 34 years old..and my 2nd sis is a Socso's officer and she is 27 years old..but they both look younger, aren't they?ok..got to go..Till then~

Short update

Assalamualaikum..

Sudah sangat lama tak update..Saya sudah bagitau kan bahawa saya busy sebab sepupu saya kahwin?majlis tersebut agak grand..sebab masak sendiri...nowadays kan sangat jarang orang masak sendiri..orang pakai catering je..jimat masa, tenaga dan mudah..kan?tapi hari tu bertungkus lumus jugak la..tapi saya balik awal..sebab malam berinai tu saya dah datang tolong...kasi orang lain la pulak kan?baru adil right?

Anyway, saya sekarang pun macam busy sikit..esok mahu ke temu si dia..tak sabar rasanya..huu~

Oklah..got to go.Till then~

Takde Tajuk

Assalamualaikum...

-Hari Rabu yang lepas saya ke KL lagi..pergi dengan my sisters..dah lama tak keluar bertiga..dulu before dieorang get married, selalulah...sekarang masing-masing dah ada family...so susah skit nak hangout bersama..kami ke same destination-Jalan TAR and SOGO..tapi kami ubah haluan..biasanya kami ke Jalan TAR dulu tapi last wednesday, we were heading to SOGO first..cari baju raya Qistina..saya sangat suka baju budak2 sebab sangat cantik..i wish i could wear that..huhu~Then after shopping di SOGO, stop kat Insaf, lunch kat situ..then pergi Jalan TAR..cari baju melayu abah and adik..then beli tudung..what else?tak ingat dah...

-Semalam pergi ke Shah Alam sekejap..jumpe buah hati saya..bagi his advance birthday present..sangat happy sebab dia sangat suka hadiah saya..saya tak drive semalam sebab abah tukar tayar kereta..so naik bus..sampai je Shah Alam, pergi makan dengan him dekat Bintang..sangat lame rasanya tak pergi Bintang..After spent time together makan2 and manja2, kami ke his rumah sewa..haaa...jangan fikir bukan2 ye..of course la saya tak masuk rumah tu..gile ke??hari tu masuk pun dengan my parents..sebab nak amik barang..tapi semalam saya just duduk kat luar rumah je..borak2 dengan b..tengok lappy baru b..and explore ipod..sempat jugak kami merakam gambar kat his lappy..After that, wait for him to get ready for his class..then walked together..oh ya..kamu tahukan Apartment Kristal yang dekat blakang Fakulti engine tu?ha..kami jalan kaki ikut situ la..dah ada pintu gate..terus je sampai blakang fakulti civil engineering..lepas tu saya pun balik ke Seremban again..sorry la kawan2 tak dapat jumpe korang..i was really in a hurry yesterday..next time kita jumpa ye?

-Hari ni saya akan balik ke Melaka sebab esok my cousin kahwin..so see ya later la k?Till then~

Penat

Assalamualaikum....

Semalam yang super penat dan letih..Bangun seawal pagi dan bersiap untuk bershopping..Sebelum ke destinasi, pergi ke sekolah kebangsaan S2B dulu untuk pengesahan my niece, Alia, masuk darjah satu next year..sangat cepat masa berlalu sampai tak sedar Alia yang sangat comel dah pun masuk darjah 1..After ke sekolah, terus ke KL..tapi menyinggah di RnR Seremban untuk breakfast dulu..After that, abang ipar dropped saya and kakak saya di station Bandar tasik selatan..then ambil tren star ke bandaraya..sampai di bandaraya around 10.15, kami terus ke jalan masjid india..Bermulalah pencarian kami...my sis sangat hebat bershopping...

Semua arked di sepanjang jalan TAR tu kami masuk sampailah ke Semua House dan Wisma Yakin..dan arked-arked tu kami tawaf 2-3 kali...dapat bayangkan tak???betapa penatnya saya..tapi kakak saya tetap maintain..saya pun tak tahu nak buat keputusan baju macam manakah yang saya nak beli untuk raya dan konvokesyen ni...saya bukannya apa, kat rumah tu ada 3 pasang kain yang saya belum jahit..plus satu pasang lagi yang mak saya beli untuk buat raya hari tu..maknanya ada 4 pasang..raya 2 hari je..hmmm...

At the end, saya beli kain untuk buat kebaya warna peach yang bersulam-sulam untuk di buat raya..saya suka pakai kebaya lately..sebabnya saya rasa masa kita ada shape ni lah kita nak bergaya dengan kebaya..nnt dah kahwin, dah kendur-kendur semuanya, tak cantik dah pakai kebaya..betul tak?tapikan, saya akan pastikan saya still ade shape after kahwin..huuu~
And also, saya beli sepasang baju kurung batik brush sutera terengganu asli kaler hijau for my konvo..saya sangat suka baju tersebut sebab ianya batik sutera asli which means it's exclusive and takkan ada corak yang sama dengan orang lain..baju tu kaler hijau and ada coklat2 gelap skit and bunga dia kaler biru..so padanlah dengan heels Timberland saya tu..heels tu saya jarang pakai sebab kaler dia susah nak match dengan baju-baju saya..tapi saya sangat suka dengan baju konvo saya tu..kakak saya cakap biarlah mahal sikit asalkan puas hati..lagipun, kakak saya yang belanja..After ke arked, kami makan and terus ke Sogo pulak..Shopping baju raya anak buah saya..Saya tak beli apa-apa pun di Sogo..saya just jadi fashion consultant je..and most of baju-baju tu saya yang pilih..i just love kids so much!!! And Khamis ni saya akan ke Jalan TAR lagi...saya nak cari kain kaler purple pulak..nak sama dengan mak and abah and also him..kebetulan baju my parents same kaler dengan him...huu~ Then nak ke Sogo or Mid Valley dengan kak Shila..dia nak beli baju anak dia, Qistina..macam biasalah, saya akan jadi fashion consultant for kids.huuu~

Semalam time tengah shopping, mak sms-ed me..she said that she's so lonely without me..and she missed me already..mak cakap mak dah takde kawan..huuu~i miss you too, mak..Saya pun kena balik melaka jugak sebab abah suruh saya tukar tayar kereta MyVi tu..which means..duit lagi...huuu~
Oklah dah merepek dah ni..Till Then~

An unforgettable kiss

Assalamualaikum..

It's already 3 in the morning but i still couldn't get myself into sleep..Maybe because i felt so dizzy right now..and when i closed my eyes, i felt like i'm riding a mary-go-round..so dizzy!!I switched on the lappy back and started thinking on what should i write about??
Hmm...i couldn't think anything right now except him..he's always in my mind, especially when i couldn't close my eyes to sleep..those things which were so sweet and i can never forget...
It was all started with the acoustica things...i was one of the member and as usual, i played the flute..It's not easy to play the traditional wood flute but Alhamdulillah, i'm quite a fast learner and i managed to get the score of the song on my own..(owh..i just miss that moment)..and one day, i was late for the practice as i have serving class at the mock restaurant..the class ended around 11 p.m.. i rushed to the practice room (which was the JPK's room) with my serving attire..black pants, white shirt with a bow tie and vest..(mind you that i'm freehair at that time)..i was shocked!!err...he was also there, playing the guitar....

Me: Wei Rollan, mana hang kutip budak tu?

Rollan: Dia kawan aku la..budak perindu..awat?hang kenal ka?

Of course i knew him!!he is my classmate back in samura..and i also had crushed on him before..(let's just don't talk about it..otherwise this entry will be very long..by the way, that was long long time ago, why should i tell?)But at that moment he didn't recognized me..maybe because i look soooo different than before..hmm...and to make it short, we're getting so closed because of that acoustica group..(thanks to Rollan for brought him back to me..kalau dah jodoh tak kemana kan??)And on our first show at Padang Kawad ( i can't remember what show it was..malam citra budaya kot..tak pun fesko..), we wore the same colour of outfit...he wore a white,plain baju melayu and i wore a white, plain baju kurung..then people thought that kami baru balik nikah..huu~ what a coincidence!And they day after the show, we went for a date...yes..our first date!!

28th February 2006..we declared as a couple..started from that day, we met each other so often,almost everyday..At that moment i told myself, it's worth to be patient for quite a long time..(again,kalau dah jodoh, tak kemana)..if you love something, let it go..if it comes back, then it's yours!!!yup..he's mine now!!

One thing that i couldn't forget was our first kiss..(mind you it's not that mouth-to-mouth,okay???)..it was 17th march, several weeks after we declaired as a couple..i have a band dinner at klang..so i asked him to send me and my friends to the place where the dinner was held as we took quite a long time to make-up and to make our hair done,and we miseed the bus..as we arrived there, he told me how cute and pretty i was that day in the Scottish skirt..and he gave me a sweet kiss on my both cheeks..and i was blushed!!!it was the sweetest kiss ever!!and i kissed his cheeks back...and guess what??on his way back from Klang, he's lost..then he smsed me saying that my kisses had drive him crazy and he couldn't find way back to shah alam..(padahal kelab executive Klang tu sangat dekat dengan shah alam...huuu~)..

It was a kiss...an unforgettable one..

Ok then..it's already late..i should have enough sleep as tomorrow i'll be going to KL with my sis for shopping..a lot of energy will be needed to go shopping with a shopaholic..Till then~

Cerita tentang teman..

Saya tak tahu apakah yang berlaku ke atas diri saya ni...Saya semakin ketandusan idea untuk megupdate blog saya..Selain dari itu, saya juga tidak menjumpai cerita-cerita or topic hangat untuk di kongsi bersama..Saya juga sudah semacam orang yang kesunyian tanpa teman..ye, memanglah anak sedara saya jadi kawan saya..tapi tak sama dengan teman-teman saya yang lain..yang sentiasa hangout bersama time kat universiti dulu (bajet macam dah lama habis belajar)..i wonder what they are doing right now..oh..di manakah kawan-kawan saya????

Mungkin ini akibatnya jika tidak mempunyai ramai teman..dan saya akui, saya tidak mempunyai ramai kawan..it's true like what they said, berkawan biar seribu..tapi salahkah saya memilih teman? kan susah nak cari orang yang sekepala dengan kita...sekadar kenal biasa je boleh lah..tapi untuk menjadi teman saya, tidak sama sekali..hurm...ataukah sebab saya lagi pentingkan kekasih dari kawan??yes, i admit that my boyfriend is much more important than my friend..sebabnya:
-Kalau saya dalam kesusahan, contohnya mengalami masalah kewangan, sayang sayalah yang akan tolong saya..
-Kalau saya sakit, orang inilah yang akan datang hantar food kat saya...
-Sayang saya akan sentiasa faham dengan keadaan saya..
-my parents percayakan dia and mengamanahkan dia untuk jaga saya..
-kalau boyfriend saya tak de, saya boleh mati kot..tak pun gila seumur hidup..
-and...he's my everything..

So, in conclusion,dia sangat penting..tapi teman-teman saya jugak penting...i mean teman-teman rapat la yang sentiasa dekat dengan saya..walaupun teman saya tak ramai,tapi saya rindu mereka...
rindu nak bergelak ketawa dengan toncang-toncang..waaa....
Till then~

p/s:korang!!!jangan kahwin dulu...nak happy-happy dengan korang!!!

Quick Update

Assalamualaikum..

Sudah sangat lama rasanya saya tak mengupdate blog saya ni kan? maklumlah..lately ni busy sikit..oh ya..saya baru sahaja beberapa hari berhenti kerja..ayah saya suruh saya balik melaka and cari kerja kat melaka je..tapi masalahnya sekarang saya masih dalam swing mood..maka rasanya nanti-nantilah saya cari kerja..why such in hurry,right?beberapa hari di rumah saya kena jadi driver abang..his car broke down so i had to drive him to work and fetch him back..maka berulang-alik dari merlimau ke muar, dan merlimau ke kuala sungai baru..sangat jauh kan?driving ni meletihkan tau..
Petang tadi saya baru sampai seremban..my sis ajak datang sebab isnin ni kami ada plan..big plan..hopefully menjadi la..saya happy duduk sini sebab saya ada kawan..yup!kawan saya ada 3 orang-Fatiha, Alia and Iman..my nieces and nephew..babysitting is my strength selain cooking..saya able to handle kids..maybe sebab i do adore kids so much..kalau tak jaga anak kakak, saya akan jaga anak abang..bak kata abang saya..saya ni pandai masak, mengemas pun boleh..jaga budak pun pandai..dia cakap saya ni dah boleh kahwin..yela..time abang saya pergi nikah, saya terpaksa stay kat rumah jaga baby dia sebab nanti kacau dia nak akad nikah..dahla anak dia tu type yang taknak orang lain except his parents..tapi saya berjaya handle dia after about setengah jam dia menangis..
Hmmm..oklah..saya tak boleh lama ni..hari dah malam..nak tido..Furthermore, this is a quick update..so it wont be too long..till then..good night..

Tension of opposites

Assalamualaikum..

• Last night, i was complaining about the confusion of my age, what is expected of me versus what i want for myself..This is what i called "the tension of opposites"..It's all about life..For me, life's a series of pulls back and forth. I want to do one thing, but I am bound to do something else..Something hurts me, yet i know it shouldn't..I take certain things for granted, even i know i should never take anything for granted..It's just like a pull on a rubber band..and most of us live somewhere in the middle.Sounds like a wrestling match, isn't it?haha...And i could describe life that way, right?..And then i kept thinking to search the answer of which side will win...And than i smile..Love wins..yeah..Love will always win..

• Yesterday before get back home from Jusco, i went to MPH and i bought a novel..i think it's time for me to start reading English novel back because i think my English is getting bad,don't you think?I bought a novel from Mitch Albom-Tuesdays with Morrie..i knew i had read this novel so many times before..but i just love it!!and i don't mind reading it hundred times..and i'll start buying novels once a week..or perhaps i just can borrow it from you guys..boleh ke???huu~

• Oh yes! before i forget, i want to share something with you..I took a test on my Face book..it's a 'Which celebrity are you' test..and this is my result..

Ashlee Simpson

You are Ashlee Simpson!
You are nice, pretty, brave, talented, sister and family love u.
You love to have fun.

• Errr..i'm not sure about the answer..i am nice, i am a good sister, brave is acceptable,i love to have fun and my family love me, of course!but pretty?nah..i don't think so..i'm not that pretty as Ashlee Simpson is..right?

O.K. then~ continue later..

Whatever~

Assalamualaikum...

Sedar tak sedar, ini adalah entry saya yang ke 50..waa...bila masa saya mengepostnya kan?dan sejak bilalah saya ni jadi rajin menulis blog??huu~anyway, today is Sunday..Cuaca tak berapa baik..cloudy and perhaps it's going to rain heavily...tak suka hujan sebab kalau hujan, saya tak kan dapat pergi ke mana-mana, except lock myself at home..hmmm...dan saya sudah dapat rasa kebosanan hari Ahad yang hujan...Anyway, nothing to say just nak take this survey..

1. Where is the person you have feelings for right now?

~Subang Jaya
2. What are you doing on Saturday?

~Doing some chores and watching t.v.
3. Name what you did yesterday?

~Yesterday was Saturday la..
4. What does your last text say?

~B.....
5. Who was the last person that called you?

~B sayang
6. What are you doing at the moment?

~Sleeping..huu~
7. What color are your eyes?

~Dark Brown
8. Who did you last watch a movie with?

~Him
9. Who is your last comment from?

~Yaya
10. Who is the last person to message you through Friendster?

~Wawa
11. What color is your hair?

~Dark brown
12. What kind of phone do you have?

~Sony Ericsson Z601i in pink
13. Who knows a secret or two about you?

~Him
14. When was the last time you cry?

~A month ago kot...can't remember la~
15. Do you like fire?

~of course not!!
16. Did you have a nap today?

~no..i just woke up from sleep
17. What do you wear more, jeans or slacks?

~Jeans
18. Where did you get the shirt you're wearing?

~I bought it at Parkson
19. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher?

~Yes!!i want to be a teacher!
20. Name one regret you have.

~Do not study so hard
21. Where were you 8 hours ago?

~in my room
22. Where were you 6 hours ago?

~in my room
23. Has anyone ever told you that they like you?

~Yes..that was long time ago..
24. Is cheating ever okay?

~to be truth, no!
25. Who was the last person you rode in a car with?

~My parents..
26. What are you looking forward to?

~Meet him and give him his present
27. Do you want to kill someone right now?

~No..i don't want to commit crime..
28. What radio station do you listen?

~Mix fm and Fly fm
29. What are you listening to?

~Take a bow by Rihanna
30. What do most people call you?

~Akma and cik kem
31. who did u get this survey from?

~Haya
32. Current physical problem?

~My skin's so dry
33. What time did you wake up today?

~6.55 a.m.
34. Last amusement park you've been to?

~Genting Highland
35. Do you hate school?

~Yeah but not so much
37. What did you last eat?

~Daim!!i ate it last night before i went to bed..
38. First concert you've been to?

~Never been to concert..i don't like crowded place..
39. Do you have a secret right now?

~Yes
40. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?

~Him
41. Are you in a state of doubt?

~Absolutely yes!
42. What is your biggest fear?

~He left me..='( mintaklah dijauhkan...
43. Are you confident?

~Yes, most of the time i guess..
44. Have you been lucky these past few days?

~No, i guess not
45. What are you doing tomorrow?

~Don't know yet

10 Things about me..

Assalamualaikum..

These are 10 things that you all have to know about me..

1. I love chocolate!! ye, saya sangat suka chocolate..favorite saya ialah Daim and Kinder Beuno..sedapnya!!!
2. Saya tak suka marah-marah..tapi tahap kesabaran saya ada batasnya..
3. I love perfume..Perfume makes my appearance complete! it gave me confidence..
4. I can't sleep without Browny, my teddy..saya akan terasa kekurangan dan akan gelisah bila Browny takde..
5. If i am at home in Melaka, i still sleep with my mom..ye, saya budak yang masih tidur di celah ketiak parents..So what???!!!
6. Saya seorang yang pendendam..maka, janganlah cari pasal dengan saya..don't worry, saya akan cuba ubah sikap saya tu..
7. Saya akan membawa handphone saya ke mana-mana sahaja, and even sometimes to the toilet..Sayang sangat dengan handphone saya..sebab handphonelah menghubungkan saya dengan sayang saya..=,)and to everyone else also.
8. I love cooking so damn much!!
9. Places that i really want to go are Cape Town and Capri Island..kalau tak dapat pergi both, Pulau Sipadan is quite o.k. kot...
10. I can't live without eyeliner..terasa sangat tak cantik bila tak pakai eyeliner sebab nampak macam orang baru bangun tidur je...huu~

O.K..Till then~

The Hard Time..

Assalamualaikum..

Ever wondered that life would be as tough as it can be? Yes..i'm facing it now..Now i know that life is not easy..it can be damn hard!Right now i think i'm having a dog's life..haha..miserable, unfortunate and wretched!!!

My dad said that my life is going to be completed soon.."You have your degree and you have a loving boyfriend..All you need is a GOOD job to make your life complete", he told me..
Yes, a job! I have a job now..But only a fastfood restaurant crew..it's not that i don't like the job..i love it so much..i have new friends..i can make ice-cream...it just that i don't earn much working there..i'm quite not satisfied with the wages..i work so hard but i get paid less..well, what do you expect?i'm just a human being afterall...

But yesterday the manager called me..she wanted to recommend me to be one of the manager team at McDonald's..They just realized that i have degree in Foodservice Management..Being a Manager at McDonald's is just like being a supervisor..it's still not that bad but i need more!!huuu~I'm still thinking about it..and i'm in dilemma..
God please help me!!!Someone please help me!!!

Till then~

Update!Update!Update!

Assalamualaikum..

I'm sorry because there was no update last night..i was so tired and my shift ended at 10 p.m. Yesterday was my second day making ice-cream..and it was much more fun than the day before as the customers were less..i never knew that i'm good at making ice-cream before..well at least i know something that i'm good at..

Most of the Chinese and Indian customers like me so much..you know why? because they said that i'm sweet and no wonder i'm selling the ice-cream..and there was one Chinese uncle came three times to buy Vanilla sundae cone..he said that he likes big eyes..and he said that i'm sweet..haha.. i never noticed that before..and the was one Chines girl girl came just wanted to say about my tudung..

Chinese girl: Amoi..u punya tudung banyak cantik lor..tak sama macam other malay pakai..
Me: uuhhh..really?Thanks..

So after this, pakailah selendang Arab like me..=')(haha..promote sikit)..Sape cakap yang pakai tudung tu tak cantik??so saya menyeru agar kamu yang masih tidak memakai tudung tu..pakailah tudung..tak salah pun pakai tudung..biarlah if tak cantik pun, asalkan cantik di sisi Allah,kan?tu yang paling penting, right?and in fact, menutup aurat lagi..sedar-sedar lah ye..kiamat sudah semakin hampir..tak takut ke?

Tapi kan ada juga customer yang gatal..bought an ice-cream and when i gave his change, he gave me his card and wanted me to call him..ewww!!kalau handsome tak pe juga..my b is 1 million times handsome than him!

But overall..i love working at the dessert counter.. love it so much!!but i have problem to close the McFlurry's cap...huu~and i don't like making the choco top ice-cream..and also, i hate it when the customer changed their order once i had total everything..it makes overring!!and i had to call the manager to solve it..haih~

Ok..till then~